|
Gal on the moon? [link]
Sunday, April 24, 2011
 I'm either fucking stressed and pressured, or flamboyantly gay. [insert hashtags] #jckid #sgedu #ithasonlybeen2andahalfmonths #sadlife I was pretty much of both a study-wreck and an emotional-wreck the past few weeks. Battling against sleep, doubts, books, loneliness, underappreciation and probably home as well. But I'm not complaining. Life's a bitch but I've still got to smile. Sad thing is... I smile to everyone but myself. *-*-*-*-*  First birthday celebration with a PJC mate and that's Sarah:) Her post will be done up another day but happy birthday anyway darl!!! Glad you enjoyed the surprise+outing!  Had a fail class outing to Ben & Jerry's the other day. 5 went out of 26, AWESOME. United I thought we were. /facepalm NONETHELESS, these five ain't no ordinary beings because they are fanfuckingtastic hahaha. I had a great time with them.  Class having Tug-O-War during a PE Lesson, showing ME how important bonds are.  Being with Giselle for lots of things and feeling really glad about it too:)  Saying hello and goodbye to Danial as has decided his path of life in Aussie,   Understanding how 'sacred' Good Fridays are and meeting up with dear WX and ZN again (+having a good chat with Jan)   Getting MAROON 5 CAT 1 TIX and going with these two retarded crazy and EVERSOAMAZING GIRLS.  And feeling suppressed altogether.  I miss all of you, so, fucking, much.               People who matters, people I barely see nowadays, people that has walked across my heart and has left an imprint. Get the feeling of that constant tummy ache and a slight flip or ache in your heart thinking about your past? How about being guilty for going out, or for lazing in your bed the whole day instead of revising? How about that frustration and exasperation when there's this generation gap between you and her? Or how about the yearning to listen, the yearning to love and the yearning to be loved?  Fuck your life too. It's never fair and it's never too completely short (for the shorts, literally) SleepEconsSleepyEcons i'll be back soon <3 |