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Saturday, February 28, 2009
HELLO.
Let me complete Samuel's birthday BBQ post first :D

Firstly,




HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMUEL!
loads of things i'd say, but i'll stick with thanking you for being the superman of our class helping us to be the indian last choral speaking amongst other things ;)

Met up with Bernard, Fathih, Shereen and Andre in the MRT. I was really late, sorry :X Thank you to this women who told us how to get to East Coast!




And in the picture, ANDRE! Who's birthday had also passed, 25th! Including Cherlys', and Ermans' and Yazlynns'.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDRE!
docta dre, continue with ur sarcasm and you will succeed like no other man.

It was drizzling a little, hmm.
They were all in the shelter area.




Quite a lot of people were there already!

After settling down, taking photos time! BAHAHAH.
Samuel's iPhone's camera is so cool -_- and after installing his games, it has became even cooler. omgz.






Everyone captured their moments.







































Fun times XD
(including the mean harassment of silly darren LOL)










Photo illusions.
(poor jiehui, evil shahir)






And some really special photos :D
























Some weird, beautiful animals we found.
(thanks Bern for saving the butterfly with me, you savior :D)








And than the cookers of the barbecue
(thank you so much! we'd starve without ya)




There are also many others who had helped, so sorry if you ain't in the pic!

And than, the sunset.










The yummiest desert for the whole evening;




Buttered seaweed.

Finally, a bonfire to celebrate Samuel's big day.




We went back soon after that.
Thank you guys so much for the fun, and of course, thank you Samuel so much for the bbq, the food, and everything.

15 year old superman prodigy!
And thanks Shereen for delaying and waiting for me.

Gotta go now.
toodles.



Sunday, February 22, 2009
HELLO.
I've had my debate session yesterday.

It's rather fruitful, that's what I like about going there. Although it's full of chimnology, and a lot of talking, writing and work to be done, you always come out of there learning something new from both the motion and Ms Clarisse Ng. I had a great time with Hsu, Emmo and Syaihira :D (the siblings just came minutes before the dismissal due to the heavy rain and jam!)



I was reading a newspaper article there (coincidentally, homeschooling was also in one of the news between two celebrities) and stumbled upon Rihanna's report.

Finally the picture of her face after the assault is out.
Poor girl.





It looks really bad, all the swells in the lips, and nose. I can't believe Chris Brown have done that, and to a girl! It's not the first time though.



There have been pictures before, or reports that Rihanna would sometimes have little bruises, and once even a black eye. In her tour, she wore a pirate eye patch. Is that for the costume, or to cover up that eye?

Brown's cousin, Phylicia Thompson, spoke with TV's Extra and told them, "Chris was not brought up...to beat on a woman. So it had to be something to provoke him for Chris to do it. He wouldn't have done is just to be having fun….But what happens behind closed doors, nobody ever knows."

WTF than how do you explain the past assaults?!
Rihanna has been in an abusive relationship, and boy do my heart go out to her.

According to police reports, it was a text message from another woman that initiated the argument, during which Chris began hitting her. At that point, Rihanna ordered Chris to drive her home and "faked a call" to a friend, asking for the presence of police upon her arrival. Enraged, Brown threatened to kill her, and began hitting her again, much more aggressively. Somehow Rihanna removed the keys from the ignition and threw them into the street.

That's when Brown fled and police showed up. Rihanna told the cops that the incident was the culmination of escalating violence in an abusive relationship.

Of course, the added infos are all from Perez.
Chris is out after a $50 000 bail. I really want to know the story, and hope Rihanna shares it and smacks everything right back at Chris's face.

Sources are now saying that Chris Brown's alleged brutal attack of Rihanna supposedly started with a text message that Brown got from another female.

The New York Daily News reports, "He got a booty call. He got a text. Rihanna saw it and she got upset. They started to argue. She got out of the car. He wanted her to get back in, so he grabbed her. She pulled away. That's when she's told people he hit her."

Happy late 21st birthday to Rihanna indeed.

And to think there was a short period of time I'm Rihanna.
(lolz activate mass puke plz)

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(omgawds can u believe I photoshopped that caley photo? i added my hand in!)

I need to go prepare and go for Samuel's BBQ now.

God I'm a terrible planner.
I planned for the completion of my debate script + a maths revision + history mindmap, and I only managed to finish one out of three. LATE SLEEP BUG, COME BACK TO ME. Sandman I'm not ready to sleep yet :(

I tried waking up early to do, and I'm only half done with my script.
Shit, I think it's a huge rush tonight after I get back.

toodles!



Saturday, February 21, 2009
Hello.

Life feels awfully like a crap right now.
Finally, the weekends are here, yet it's nothing much to be happy about.

I have 5 tests next week, I have to stay back everyday for debate, I haven't submitted the survey questions to Mirabel, nor have I finished piles of homework, thick thick homeworks, full of numerous questions and numbers. I rather regret having a filled weekend.

Debate motion is out, and this time, This House Supports Home Schooling.
It's really such a big coincidence, seeing that I was just talking about Nicolette with Mirabel the other day. No brainer, I do support it, and I can't wait to start and take up Ms Ng's 'challenge'.

Other two topics, ASEAN has failed, and Adultery should be criminalised. Interesting topics, but thank you for the propo side of this. Much, mucho better.

Thank you Mr Lee, Ms Yue for the pizza







Thank you to the people who had helped so much with the class deco, and of course 3E2. Fingers crossed, we have a fierce competition ;)

I had great fun on Thursday, felt as though it was the holidays already, but than when time was up, and we have to head back home, reality hits - I still have homework and school tomorrow :(

Thanks Shereen, Bernard, Joevenn, Fathih, Billy!
I saw something on that day, incidentally, which burned my eyes.

The same arguments in my hate always repeating, the same scenes always replaying.
I don't know when will that one day happen, but has time past, slowly and slowly there's nothing left to burst.

I'm nothing.
And love has taken place.

Now I know why love is blind.
I hope that wit will be enough to save another victim from spare tyre/hypocrisy.
I don't wish to bother caring anymore, for something so idiotic, for someone so stupid. If simply listening what others say is enough to change a perspective of how I am, woooooooah I wonder what happens if they say I ain't a virgin and I have a penis stuck right in between my vagina.

I've seen enough to hurt ms. heart (omygawdzwasn'tthatwhatyouwishedfor?).

To think family is there, I don't know if this is another adolescence phase, but through all the assumptions, exaggerations and lies, this is all nut but a warped idea.

I give up. Not as serious, but severing all ties seems like a good solution for now.
You can say you don't care.
You can say heartache.
Do you consider my stand at all?

Thanks Syahirah, debate photos.



Propo team.



Oppo team.



Emily doing a great job.



Debate team (L)

And finally,



Emily and me :)

Twilight Soiree group photo, with the volunteers.



And finally, sending my greatest regards to this lady, who had lost her fingernails in a car accident.
It's not just any fingernails,



It's the fingernails.
She was in the guiness world record for having the longest fingernails in the whole world.
Aside from minor injuries, the well manicured nails broke, and there goes her record.

Although it is sad, but, don't your fingers feel a little more.. free?

I still have my debate homework waiting, Mirabel's assignment and some A Maths revision to brush up on, so good morning, and that's all, for now.

Many, many loves.
Fucked up.
toodles.



Tuesday, February 17, 2009
HELLO.
Oh my, so sorry for days of the same Edward Cullen picture at the top :P
I update this a little every day!

Happy late Valentines Day, or Friendship Day + Total Defence Day (heard the siren at 12 on Sunday?) guys :D
One of the sweetest thing, I'd reckon, to do today, is to give a person a red rose, but wtf they're so expensive lol.

Firstly, thank you guys for these birthday presents!
Chian Yin, HAHA A GREAT PERSENT FROM AUSSIE, THANK YOU!






I can't wait to get my hands on the whole set of Family Guy DVD from either Jeremy or Jon!!! ^-^




Guess who it is!

lol!




Thank you Weiming and Yan Bing :)

And finally, thank you very much Zi Gui, for buying me this. *orgasm*




TWILIGHT SOUNDTRACK - THE SCORE!
Now I only need Twilight Original Soundtrack & Twilight DVD, and I'm done with my collection!!!!! Thank you guys so much :D

Incidentally, Mrs Barnwell lent me this really great book,






If you've not been touched by anything, for quite some time, I would really suggest you read this. Before I Die by Jenny Downham. It's about this girl, Tessa, and her life before she dies.

It's hard for you not to cry after you read this, I really bawled out loud after reading it, especially after chapter 32 onwards!

Good read, good read.
I would than suggest For One More Day, by Mitch Albom,




Another really beautiful book, telling you how much you should cherish your mother, your yearn for one more day.
I also cried, after reading this book, and I'm gonna try to get my hands on Five People You Meet In Heaven and Tuesdays With Morrie (this one has loads of compliments, from my Papa too).

New Year just ended last week.
How ironic, we ate the pomela we bought since the start of New Year on the day before it ends XD




It has been a while since you have been seduced by Caley's cuteness.




Momo doesn't let Caley run loose in the house (not me, I really want to), so I like to unleash Caley, recently, out in the lift area at night and play hide and seek with him. He is so adorably cute, I would get him run back to our gate, and than I'd hide, and he comes running, trying to seek.

Sometimes he can't see me hiding behind a wall, and he just runs, looking lost, and when he finds me he stops, wags his tail madly, and when I come out he jumps and skips around panting, hugging my leg. Let's aw together.

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.




Last Sunday! Jie won a DS Lite in a company dinner's lucky draw -_- went with her and Kor to collect her games and stuffs. Shereen came over, and we set off to AMK. The good thing about having many friends, is when one works at the game shop, and can get you all the games for free installed into one memory card. lol.






COOKING MAMA.
Immediately played it.

I am so jealous lol.




Goodness me, I tried other games, and it means me want a DS Lite more and more! I really want to play Looney Tunes: Cartoon Concerto on it too, and Cooking Mama, and Brain Age, all the cool games in there!





It's been 2 months since I ate KFC, and after STUPID STUPID MAC DONALDS DECIDED TO TAKE AWAY TWISTER FRIES, my craving for KFC is back again. I just ate it again just now!

Shereen and me than went to Esplanade. While passing there, we saw the same monument that's in our History textbook! Hhahahaha, it's for the people who died in the war. I saw it before, but didn't bother to go explore it.




On the steps, each year was written, and also on the walls were the names of the people who had died. It was in WW1, between the Central and the Allied powers HAHA.






The first pic looked a little different from the rest, cos' I edited the colours, whoops.

Nice names.




Not being rude :X

Something I didn't know, was that at the back, was for the people who had died in WW2!! It's amazing, and the same thing, steps, and than the names.




This time though, on the walls, there were also this words, in chinese, indian, english and arab.






The chinese words looked very familiar, but I was thinking which chinese phrase is that, and than I found out from Momo, that in the olden times, chinese was written from right to left. O.o.

We decided to camwhore there, than XD












There was a really beautiful fountain nearby,




You ought to visit it, but it kinds gives me the goosebumps.

The figures on the fountains were mostly alright though a little creepy, and I guess it's a Christian or Catholic fountain.






There is one statue of an Angel that really gave me the goosebumps though.




Were the blood on his face meant to be there? Or someone thought it was a joke and dabbed paint on it? hmm.

Forgot to bring money, so couldn't buy my wallet D: there was one that caught my eye, though.
It was a cool day, nonetheless, ^^ thanks Shereen.

Jie says she'd get me a DS Lite, with Papa lah OMG HAHA THANK YOU. My other de-stressanator! Can't wait to get my hands on it, I'm getting Rose!

Another part about presents was during Friendship day, thank you so much to the people who had given me gifts! They were all so sweet and nice :D These are only one part.










Xinying, Shereen, Emily, Ms Yue & Mr Lee, Billy, Jason, Xinying, Pebbles, Indra, Qing Ling, Xiao Ming, Vivian, TwiSG, I can't remember already, so I'm sorry if I didn't mention you, but thank you very much! My first time receiving roses, thank you J, TwiSG & XM again! :D XY's replica of ferrero roche is also very yummy!

I had fun 'emcee'ing at the foyer, singing, talking, irritating the crap out of people, hehehe.

This brings back me back to reality, those late nights spent to prepare that very day.
It's kinda fun, at point of times, but mostly just buzzzzzy buzzzzzzzy, for all the SLs who had been there, working their noses off.












Colourful looking sweets.

Than again, spending so much time painting, packing, we still bear the fruits of our success. It is truely satisfying at the end of the day, to see everything run smoothly. Those many hours we had spent to paint those few bears/flowers, in exchange for people saying how cute it was, seeing the huge banner hanging, and thinking back those working sessions, it is quite worth, in a way.

I would of course rather not have this so often :P




Thanks Claudia, Jan Jan for the company, and Fitri for running together with me that Thursday! wahahahhaa.

There was also staying back for class deco. Thank you guys so much, for coming to help, Eli, Hui Juan, Serene, and the others who popped by to enjoy air con and to assist too! ^-^




Without everyone's help, we wouldn't be the architectS of our destiny, eh?




These 3 guys also help make the school a little more bearable! LOL I tell ya, spend some time with them and you will rejuvunate your youth back with all the laughters.




With love from Jeremy.

LOL I don't know how to explain this type of humour.

From a movie which inspired Emily, who than inspired me, ring files is now in da fashion man ;D
Let me introduce to you.

A good attractive cover.




A good 'content' page.




And a good divider to divide your papers.






Why is it useful?

You don't have to look through into one page in the file, trying to look for one paper that's amongst maybe 4 other worksheets. In a ring file, regardless of the stack of sheets for one topic,




You can just flip to what you're looking for,




And than take it out, simply just like that!




Uber uber useful :D

OK, it might be tad tedious, as you need to bring a holepuncher, and that it's a little more heavy than a normal clear folder file, but c'mon, I really recommend this specially if you're like sec 3+, cos you have so much notes! This helps you to keep your stuffs more neatly, toooootally worth it. You can just carry it in your hands too.

lol, free advertisement.

Speaking of school, however,






Mr PT, we still miss you, very muchly, and we've not forgotten you.
:) Hope you're doing reeeeeeeeeeeeeal great with Jor-El and Mrs Tan!

Anyway, on Friday Night, after firedrill, friendship day, went back home to change for Twilight Private Screening! Gah, I ended up late, and had to take a taxi.

The taxi driver uncle was chiding me for choosing the peak time to take taxi, as not only it was expensive, there would also be a jam! D: I ended up spending around $28 to get to Shaw. I could have watched Twilight for 3 times in the cinemas with that amount of money!!!!!!!

When I got there, luckily I ain't the only one late :P There were two other ladies. Thank you Izzatee for coming to pick us! We've already missed the cafeteria scene :( when we got there it was already the Biology lesson! ha!

That's where we took a lot of illegal photos/videos *cough* promise not to report me, please.
I shall only reveal some XD


















OMG are you practically drooling now?

After 7 consecutive weeks in the theatre, it is finally over! :'(
DVD OUT IN MARCH.

Another cool thing about Cinemas, is that The Dark Knight was so good that it was put back up on the screen! Isn't that cool? Heath Ledger, you did us proud. Wish you could be there at the oscars!

Let me show you how hot Justin Chon is in Twilight.




It's not clear, but he is absolutely divine, cute, and hot in that hairstyle! Hubba hubba LOL.

This theatre was filled with only Twilight fans, so what's a Twilight fan if she/he doesn't scream when there's an opportunity? There were screaming, and shouting, and swoons, some moment of silence (lol finally), hahaha I guess cos' it's not in a normal crowd at a cinema, this one is only with Twilight fans :P

We took a group photo, but I haven't got my hands on it yet, hmm :/

At least there's a snuzzy wuzzy group photo with Kelly and Hui Fen! :D




Oh man, this girl won a framed poster HAND SIGNED BY KRISTEN, TAYLOR, ROBERT and probably JACKSON. Hear that? HAND SIGNED.




2 of them, given to the one with most ticket subs.

OMG I really wonder how many times they watched. How can I compare with my 4 ones! :( Jealous.

They gave out stalks of roses, thanks! We all scrambled to take pictures with both the big poster and small posters, heh.






^^

We also had to sign on this poster, specially for Shaw, to show our appreciation! WHEEE.










Thank you Hui Fen and Kelly for accompanying me to eat at the Macdonald! We all left for the MRT together, thanks girls for the fun night! TWILIGHT RULEZZZZ.

^^

On Valentines day itself, Saturday, I spent the afternoon online, and than at night went out to meet Kor, Jess, Moomoo and JonD for a late night show! :D

While waiting, Kor MooMoo and me went to play mario racing first, hahaha!




We went to catch the show, Valkyrie. It's based on a true story, when Adolf Hitler was still around, and how people tried to over rule him.




Well, I don't really watch action shows often, or shows about wars, and thank God I studied history and have already read the back chapters, or not I might probably be lost in the movie :P

It's quite good, I'd give it about 8 over 10. The sound effects, the whole movie was potrayed very well, for an old movie. I liked all those antiques, olden days clothing, and the tension that was there.

I was a little confused at some point, but still rather captivated by the movie, wanting to know what happen next. Seeing the ending, how each of them has to get shot by a gun, and the 'secretary' taking the bullet for him first, it's really quite touching.

Wikipedia, I need to use you already, hoho.

We went to have a supper after that at this sort of pub or something, and we sat outside. So cool, they ordered this 'chug' thing, whatever you call it lah, hahaha, there's a sort of technique you need to learn, to pour beer into your cup using that :P




One thing I enjoyed most there was the potato wedges, whoohoo!
(L) (L) (L)




The good thing there for the guys, is that you get to watch soccer there live.

Hhahahah, when one team scored, a chorus of "GOAL" can be heard all around xD




Guess what's in this, even though it looks like a potion bottle?




Olive oil! XD

There was a show there, lol, my first time seeing a public fight. I mean, from what I heard lah, this guy wasn't happy that the other was staring at him, and they were all spitting vulgar at each other, trying to attack, but their friends holding them back.

It's like watching TV. This ang moh just helped to clean up the mess and smile at us, as though it happens all the time o.O.

Went back to Kor house, and we all ton there.
Didi, Hazelnut. Look at his rabbits.




We all played, and when it was around 4 - 5, I sat on the chair and dozed off there. Phew. We woke up in the morning, and I was lazy to head back home yet, so we played Wii and Maple a while, than went to eat lunch, and decided to go play lan!

Kor go and jio Joevenn LOL.
We got to the selegie road's IRC and played CSS first, met Ah Tong there too. hahaha my first time with Joevenn, I BEAT U ASSHOLE XD






We played Dota next, wooahhh another firstie.

It's kinda cool.




At first I was really confused, but slowly things started falling into place, it became easier to play. I still don't know the basics, e.g fulfilling a scroll, or getting good potions/weapons/armours, but at least I know how to kill :P

I like archers, I'mma gonna stick with that the next time I play.

Time passed quickly and before I knew it, it's back to school again. So far, I've been 'slacking' back at home, haven't been studying very hard, falling back to my normal usual stupor, but I'm starting to get back to my study mode. I need to get logarithms asap!

Things happenened, so I dunno how I should react to it but to just see what happens as time goes, aye, I just hope speaking out what went wrong would be a clearer solution than keeping quiet.

Oh, I don't know if mean would be a correct word for me, or bitch, but yous really deserve to land in the state of emotion you are right now. I think karma do happen, sometimes, and I'm glad they did this time, but I wish you'd get to have a taste of your own medicine instead -_-

Sigh,




Get well soon dear.
I'm worried for ya. I still need to get my DS Lite k ;)

It's near 12 now, and I gotta go finish the English script (whoops sry samuel :p).
You know, it's already been passed near 2 months but I really do still owe you my Christmas post, and Kor's Chalet post! LOL. We'll see, we'll see XD

Weekends are realllly packed, note to self: complete homework in schools ASAP!!!

Debate is gonna start on this Saturday/next week onwards :/ sigh another whole week excused from CCAs to practice on the motion. I can't wait, but I wish it wouldn't come either. blablabla. I must catch up with all my stuffs by this week or not next week I'd be struggling.

In case I don't get online in time,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VAISHU (19)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMUEL (23)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERLY, ERMAN, YAZLYNN, ANDRE (25)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUN HAO (28)!

It's been really great knowing all of you!
The chiacago bull who rocks the shoe outta me, the lame guy who shares the same birthday date as me and has an incredibly noob maple character, once a great friend in sec 1, the 2 peers, one doctor dre *COUGHZAAAAACKGIIIIIIESTCOUGH* and jun hao too.


Folie a deux, thanks Quek Chin a lot!
I really like all the songs in there, and especially one (ha felix).

Let's hear it for american suiteheart,
I must confess.
I'm in love with my own sins.


I wouldn't mind taking over Jie's place, sometimes, so I don't have to always face the horrors of the school over and over again. Everyday's like a drag, with the same things always happening. I'm really tired of it :/ What should I become to be enough for you?

Shit, it's school again in 5 hours and 50 more minutes ~_~

love y'all every day, will update soon again, I think.
toodles!



Friday, February 13, 2009
Hey!
Very short post, I'm late and I really want to update!

I'm about to go out to meet Kelly and Hui Fen, for our Twilight Premiere!!!



Baby, even though it's the last day you're gonna be on screen, wait till I get the DVD in Korea (thanks Ji Won!)

It's pre-Friendship/Valentines day today, thanks so much to the people who have given me things! Roches, sweets, flowers, anything, but more on that later on aight!

TGIFthe13th, go figure that acronym if your brain cells hasn't died after a long week of school.
I'm glad I don't have to face what yous do or say to me anymore, at least for 2 days.

love y'all everyday, and I'm glad SL is finally over, no more late days.
toodles!



Monday, February 09, 2009
HELLO.
Here's my update about my past week! It's gonna be filled with pictures, hoho.
I can't say the week was totally great, but I can't say it was very unpleasent either. I have great people helping to encourage me, like I've said, so thanks guys ;D

It's been really busy, there were a lot of times I was just dying to go for a consultation, or to do something else, but than I get caught with Debate, so it's kinda frustrating. The sessions turn out fun and educative, anyway :P

On the Friday, we all left school early, and went to Mac, and HA I DIDN'T KNOW THAT THE PLAYGROUND (this one we always play at near Shereen and Fathih's house) REVAMPED! Went to check it out, a total fun material!

THERE WERE SWINGS, SEE SAWS, AND A MORE COLOURFUL PLAYGROUND AHHA, great for colour house, or blind mice, or crocodile, or ice man! I can't wait for exams again :-)















We also met this really cute indian boy called Sanki!
Bernard's in love with him, I tell you. I think Sanki will turn to the next Chris Crocker if Bernard doesn't stop gaying with him xD

Anyway, on our first Saturday debate session, before we left, Emmy & I took a picture (our first pic with my cam too!) at the greatest place.



Ha, ha, a place with a potrait of pandas! ^-^

I wasn't quite prepared to go home yet, and I really wanted to eat twister fries too. Called the same group again if they wanted to play, but they weren't free, only Shereen was, though for a while.

We met up, anyway, and still had fun taking pictures, and playing xD
Than did I notice it's a great place to take photos.













Hahahha, it was really fun, we experimented with *cough* different *cough* styles.



I spy a nice looking kitty down the road, when we were going back.



I liked the eyes 8D mao mao.

On the following Sunday, we were back there again :P
Bernard suggested going studying at the Mac first, before playing, which I agreed as that was one of the reasons which made me contemplate on going.

Joevenn joined us this time, without Fathih, and Joev + Bern = gay, LOL THEY FOUND A STEERING WHEEL!



And of course we ate and did homework.
LARGE TWISTER FRIES AND ONE DOLLAR COKE, never fails me ^^



I spent a long time on Chinese, again, lol, and also interacted with this two boys beside us, hahaha they were playing rubiks, and this guy was playing a Rubik Pyramid, he could solve it so fast! Hmmm, maybe I should try it one day o.O

It was 6 soon, so we went off to play! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
With the steering wheel, I started a game on GTA LOL where I speed and drift, drift and speed HAHAHAHA, fun fun fun.















(Bernard hit is ding-a-ling and so Joevenn laughed)



Crazy kids LOL.

Sangki was back again, this time.



Awww he's so cute.
Bernard couldn't resist him.







He even taught him how to drive lol.



Soon after, we left the place to go to another playground :D

We stopped by at this 'balancing' thing, and look driving photos ha!



And than pictures of us climbing,





And photos with the round-a-bout thingo.











We went home soon, as it was getting late.

LOL caught a picture of Bernard, with his shirt and action, it makes the right caption.



hahahahahahaha.
I waited Bernard and Joevenn's bus, than Jiejie & Papa picked me up, to go back to TB house, where I can seek help with Debate, hoho.

Next few days is of course buzy wuzy.
One of the going-home walks we had, with Bank, Win, Joevenn, Shereen, Jason was pretty nostalgic, it reminded me of our long 08 walks.

Heh heh, passing by this carparks for long vehicles, Shereen told me the Bukit View bus had Pebbles and Shukri photo, and indeed! LOL, so cute!



Shukri is so vulgar.





xDD

I also had unlucky days lol.
Such as the day the MRT had a technical problem in CCK, and after waiting about 10 - 15 minutes, we were all told to terminate -_- and let me tell ya after that wait, there was a huge jam + the people in the train leaving, and than waiting for the next, check the crowd.



I think at least 4 trains is needed to clear them all.

I called Bernard for help, since he lived near the MRT, and the only bus available is 985, and it ain't fast!
Last resort, taxi. Surprisingly, not only me. Farah, Haira, Brian and gang were also waiting for taxis, and I saw Xin Xin too! Many thanks to Farah and Haira for letting Xin Xin and me take first ^^ we both reached school around the same time, and luckily not late.

Finally, of course, Friday.
The debate night.

Debaters were nervous, of course I felt light since I wasn't taking part that night. Emily, Su, Syed. Fatima and me were just cheering them up and talking crap whahahah, and Syahirah joined us that night too!

CHIJ TP was big, and I liked their piano! I was itching to play :P



Them, waiting for the debate to start.

It was overall rather good! Our team had lost to Coral Secondary, but IT'S OKAY, especially to you Em! YOU ALL DID GREAT, and we still have 2 more rounds to kick butt, so HEH HEH, let's do this thing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

I have to really thank Ms Clarisse Ng for having to help us a lot for the week, and Syahirah, coming back twice to train us, and of course the dear debaters, for making the trainings fun! ^^ PLUS CLAUDIA LEE FOR JOINING ONE OF THEM HAHA.

-big hug to emily- you did great, so don't worry.
Thankeyou to Jie who sent me back.

I went out today too, with Shereen, Jie & Kor, another fun fun fun, but that'll be in another post already, cos it's getting late and if I don't get my ass off the computer, Momo won't even bother calling me up tomorrow :(

I do miss playing computer and blogging a lottttt but there's just so much thing to dooooo *bawls*.
This week, where there's finally no debate at all, I'mma gonna spend it well on consultations, longer time to study and finish homework (and not terribly late nights).

OH GOD HAHA, and you know something that brightens everything else up?!!!!!!!
I TAKE BACK MY "WHAT THE FUCK" FROM THE LAST TWO POSTS.



OMG
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK!


THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU SHAW.
THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU TWILIGHTSINGAPORE.
THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU KELLY HONG FOR TELLING ME!

=D =D =D =D
heh hehhhhhhhhhhhh.
But sorry to Diyanah, and to Nisa too!
OHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MY GOOODNESS ME.

Hope it's this Friday!
I'm thinking of things I should wear.. hmmm..
I HOPE THEY GIVE OUT NEW EDITIONS OF THE SHIRTS. OR OR, THEY GIVE OUT DVD. YES YES OH MY GOD TWILIGHT DVD.

HAHAHAHA.
Thank you Edward Cullen and Bella Swan for being so real :')

They are in barbie dolls already, by the way.
I need to drop by Toys R Us soon.


^-^

I hope I'm able to update again soon!
I gotta go already, another week to survive. Sigh, here we go! (LOL reminds me of xy's last year speech)

I too hope those charlatans don't make my days worser, because burying one's head in sand is the only way to the pot of happiness ^^
toodles, dearests!



Sunday, February 08, 2009
Heyho.
Sorry for the lack of updates, I've been real busy, but right now how I feel isn't going to get me anywhere.
I thought I could get through this but as the time ticks by it gets more and more ridiculous, more and more upsetting.

I don't know. Again.
Should I feel just absolutely fucking pissed, filled with the green eyed monster, or whether I should just cry and cry my sockets out.

The weeks have been so tough, so stressful, not just with the things I have to do.
I don't know how a person who
claims to be something, and talks so much about it, can turn out to be the type of person like the other.

I know where my mistakes are, thank you very much, and I apologize, sorry.
But if you misunderstand something you
hear from others and to rebutt against me, when you feel the same way if the same situation befalls on yours, or for the fact you misunderstand something you did plan to do, I can't believe how low you can go to do all those things. I don't know which either, anyway.

What is one of the things I can't understand how much you can do, is telling to irrelevant people. How primary 1 can you get?
"wei.. don't friend her okie..? she very bad one.."

Sigh.
You know what?
Fuck off faggots. I've read, heard, seen enough.

Go take whatever you want and help yourselves, you fit the title.

I've enough on my plate without you on it, and no thx I don't want you on it either.
Thank you to the people who've been encouraging me, very very muchly :)

Those late nights didn't stay late for nothing.


toodles.



Sunday, February 01, 2009
HELLO GUYS.
Aw shucks, it's suppose to be the weekends, and I should be free enough to update, but I'm sorry! Events and outings, and homeworks wtf, this can only be a short post. I'll post again with the pictures taken for the past week asap :D

First things first.
I'm on the debate team! Emily, Syaid, Soo, Fatima, and I had originally joined Debate Club thinking that it's a CCA, and I love debating, but who knew it only started to go compete in this Julia Gabriel debating championships.

We had just gotten our first motion on Friday, followed by a meeting on Saturday.
"Convicted criminals should be denied the rights to vote."

There's alot of things to say, plus all the new points to add on after all the juicy things I've learnt on Saturday's training, but you know HAHA IN CASE YOU'RE A SPY, TOO BAD I'M LOYAL HEHE.

Personally, I definitely disagree, and lucky too, we're on the opposing team, and also supposedly (to me) the easiest motion out of all 3.
"Professional players should have salary caps"
"Foreign workers has done more harm than good"

It is unfair just by common sense, everyone is human, so, so what if they've commited a crime? Kinda stupid still, you can search, and what I've known, currently about 8 states haave such policy, where criminals has their rights removed. It's injust.

Anyway side from my own point of view, we only have 1 week to prepare, whereas our competition is on this coming Friday -_- so intensive training for the next few days, plus skipping of CCAs and neglecting of homework ha ha. The trainings are fun though, and eh-duh-U-k-teef.

Now, it comes down to this new piece of thing that sprung up (thank you Kelly dear for calling to inform!)




What.
The.
Fuck.


Oh, not about me knowing today and the date shown above says 30th Jan.
The date's changed, to 6 February.
And you know when is 6 February? It's on this Friday.

Soooooooo, what else is on this Friday?
MY DEBATE.

And guess what.
Results for the winners, to the last and final private screening of Twilight just got in on 1st Feb.

Here are the top 25 winners:

Regina
Kelly Hong
Janelene Leong
Christine Teo
Nadia Rafii
Umme Laila
Ang Hui Fen Jasmine
Angelica Yap
Murni
Nur Sheela Bte Mohd Amin
Nurulain Bte Halid
Carmaleela Kaur
Gerald Koh
Teresa Zhou Minghui

Jolene Yap
Leo Yun Ying Kristin
Nurul Syazwani
Natasha D’Cruz
Azlin
Joyce Chua
Tara Chua
Nur Zuleira
Jace Liew
Nadia Raihanah
Choo Ping Lou

Bolded people are the ones I know.
HUIFEN AND KELLY MY DEARIES I COULD HAVE GONE WATCHED WITH YOU.
And guess who's underlined.

It's okay if I bought 'em, but this is a different thing!
I WON THE TICKETS!!! PRIVATE SCREENING, SEEING OLD TWILIGHTERS AGAIN, AND MAYBE SEEING CELEBRITIES LIKE EDWARD CULLEN EDWARD CULLEN OR EDWARD CULLEN.
BUT WTF.
I.
CAN'T.
GO.

I tell you if it's a training I'd skip, really, but NO ITS A COMPEITION, I CAN'T SKIP. Sigh, rush of resentment.
I don't know what to do.

Probably I'd either give the tickets away or let another winner have a chance.
I dunno which will they allow, so I'mma ask Bessy asap.
:'( it feels like the whole world came crashing down on me.
I WON TICKETS TO THE PRIVATE SCREENING YAYEYAYAYEYAYAYEYAYAE but i can't go FUCK lol.

So this is what you called 'mixed emotions', lmao.
Currently Eindra's up to take the tickets, o.o bad thing about the tickets is that it admits one, IF ONLY I COULD GO, HUIFEN, ME, KELLY, OH MY GOD.

Shit this damnit.
Sigh, I can't complain anymore.

I have to go back doing my debate research with Papa, and at the same time try to complete my piles of homeworks, and studies for tests for this coming week.
What kind of new year is this?

I think I did a bad choice studying on New Year, therefore it depicts me studying for the rest of the year noooooooooo.
AND I SHOULDN'T HAVE ATE ON NEW YEAR. SO I COULD BE ANEROXIC, AND SO I WON'T BE FAT.

I tell you I'm bloody fat and yun wen, bbqing my fats away won't help at all :'(
nothing can boost that esteem.
maybe it can if i can go for the private screening.

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
I did badly for E Maths test, I bet.

Sigh, school tomorrow.
And also a month in school already, which feels like 4 months (time and again I repeat lol!). At least I survived this tortorous month.
Let's enter the new month and die again. Emotionally, and physically. I'd be a person with no soul by than.

I shall go back reading Twilight, to rekindle the taste of love, sweetness, and time, and only night can help me archive that, geez.

Aye it's a bit of a put out to have so many things to decide on, which to do which not bah humbug you just want to tear those pages out of that book, and you just want to sit at the very corner of your bed, hugging your favourite huggable, and just cry and cry and cry for being so stupid to not be able to solve a question, and for being so ignorantly fat.


Oh, revoir, music, save me and my soul.
toodles.