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Friday, October 31, 2008
HELLO.
:D I honestly love this occasion very very muchly! It's such a fun occasion, seen on television of course. Sadly, Singapore is such a [insert correct grammar]. Tradional bore/All laws & no fun country? Hahhaa, dang it. We don't celebrate Trick or Treats (maybe except for some Condos, or Bungalows), and there's no costume party which we underaged people can go to. -.- Look at all the big events, only 18 and above, zz some 21 and above. There is one event, however, where there's no age limit, and that's at the Night Safari. Entry is $32 each though, and that's the drawback about it. Damn, so expensive. Our priviledges are only to see animals, and some 5 other games/rides. The food costs $30 - 50 T.T, unless I want KFC/BK. I really really wanna gooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. I wanna wear costumes like these people, like in America! ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() The popular theme in the America now is Facebook LOL, I read it from someone. Apparently people like to dress up as that xD If it were me, I'm still gonna go for the witch hat (which shows how devoted I am still to Harry Potter), cos I can't look extraordinarily beautiful in pale white skin, as Edward or any of the Cullen families or the Covens are only those, prior to the acute senses. They don't have fangs! Reading Twilight changed my perspective of vampires. Don't get me wrong, I'm very fascinated by them since young, but now it's twofold and those old myths and legends about them dying at the rays of sun, or sleeping in the coffin just doesn't exist in me anymore. Hhahaha. Actually a scarier theme to cloth is this: ![]() And that's actually the real guy. Took it from perez :P Apparently Michael is going on a 30 day tour. O.o wonder if he's gonna come to Singapore. Maybe his tickets will be sold into body parts, you know, for him to use in plastic surgery or something. I want want want to celebrate Halloween like a normal teen in America :( see, Shereen knows the contrast too. AND DANG IT, EMILY SAID PHILIA HAD A COSTUME PARTY AND I WASN'T INVITED T_T I wannnttt sweetssss, I wantttt to scareee peooplleeee... Nonetheless, thank you Shereen, Ebel, Bank & Sooyi for the night yesterday :D Kinda a good way to celebrate post-halloween, innit? ![]() Watched Coffin! I'd rate it 6.5/10, actually. Despite the incredibly low ratings it got, which really disencouraged me to watch, we just went with it, thank you for the planning Shereen, and thank you guys for waiting for me, late as always xD ![]() Ebel O.o. Hahaha, we were like nudging each other and scaring each other throughout the movie :X ![]() Snorts. Shereen the The movie was actually quite okay, but it really isn't as scary as we all would've thought it'd be. I mean, sure there are some parts which keeps us at real suspense, and the abrupt face appearence, but other than those, it's just a sad love story too, and some karma-reference. It taught me more, than to scare me more, actually. If you're dying, just let the wheel spin and don't interrupt it, don't try to cheat death. By cheating, it could mean seeking spiritual help, or doing all sorts of funny hookery pookery. That Thai ritual was actually one. Well done anyway, at least it was scary enough to make Shereen and me squeal (ok Ebel, Sooyi and Bank are totally not scared, dammit) and go to the edge of our seats, peeking through the holes of our fingers. It made me cry in the end, when I see 'Sue' reuniting with 'Jacky'. It's such a sad scene :X Anyway though, I wouldn't call it much of a horror flick. Peh, didn't get what I expected, even though I was kinda grateful it ain't that scary. T.T hellooooooo, it was my first time watching a horror flick in the theatres!!!! couldn't they have at least made it a bit more, scary, that everyone would scream in unison, and not people laughing when the face appears, LOL, they even laugh in relief when after being so kept in suspense, nothing appears. HAHAHA it's like so funny. Got out soon, and Ebel left, and than we all went to eat. Went home soon after, and I boarded the same train as Bank & Soo Yi :D Boon Lay's oddly vandalized. ![]() LOL, that was really very funny. Anyway, I have been mapling and I will be mapling. The 2X Jason/Darren gave has been activated -.- shit man, I have until tomorrow 9:40 to level. I'd better train hard tonight, and than train well tomorrow. Sigh, me and my itchy hands. ![]() Anyway, happy halloween! :D Hopefully I can finish my MY Maple post later. I hope the GM likes it :X Thanks Kor, and my new er, 'maple kor' for helping me hahaha. I've made a new friend coincidentally too. I'm still dying to post all my overdued stuffs, damnit. I resized those pics above, not that the uploading thing's working again D: toodles. Wednesday, October 29, 2008
HELLO.
Ah my goodness. I was actually trying to blog the Chalet post, but I have no idea why, the pictures just can't resize itself, like it usually does! I mean, I use the Blogger upload, by uploading the image link, and usually they automatically resize to the size I desire, Small, Medium or Large, and I don't know why when I do the same thing now, it doesn't work at all! It just loads up the actual pixels, huge. Does it happen to you guys too? :( And I mean when you upload through Image Link, and not the Upload-From-Computer one. Aw man, does that mean either I have to photoshop all my pictures and resize them each, and edit them each? wtf!! T_T *runs off to Blogger Help forum* On the other hand, I'm gonna try to learn how to play this song. And also Clocks by Coldplay! Geez, some kind of holiday. If band doesn't practise new songs tomorrow, I tell you, I'm gonna die of boredom and by those two lol. I hate staying at home with Momo already, as if those lines doesn't tell. Dang it, just when I want to blog. OH, and THANKS THOMAS! :D He taught me how to solve stage 7 of hotel626. Go try it, if you haven't, try 1 stage at least, and overcome your darkest fear :-) It's only open from 6pm to 6am by the way hehe. OH AND IT'S FINALLY OUT. DAMN WARNER BROS. DAMN THEM. SHIFTING HARRY POTTER TILL HALF A YEAR LATER. ZZZZZZZ THE NEW HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF-BLOOD PRINCE TRAILER!!! I love the ending LOL! "Harry she's only having interest in you cos she thinks you're the chosen one." "but I am the chosen one" *piak* "k sorry, um, kidding." This was the other trailer before the one above. "Did you sir? Than" "Did I know I just met the dangerous dark wizard of all time? No." Nonetheless, I love Twilight too. Sigh. EH BY THE WAY. Got this scene in the extended trailer which disgusts me -.- ![]() I mean, it's hot, that they kiss, but YUCK while Bella's scantily clad in grey panties? lol turn-off much. What's more, in the book it happened in the meadow, or in the car. That scene was in her room! AND NOTHING WITH HER IN HER KNICKERS. Nevermind, I still love Edward Cullen. Aku punya baby boo~ LOL Movies I want to watch: ![]() ![]() ![]() And after going through the movies that are coming soon, really only those 3 anticipate me, along with Harry Potter, just that they have no poster yet. Bring me to go watch, pleez, haha. I NEED TO SOLVE THE UPLOADING PICTURES PROBLEM!! D: Anyhoo, gotta go. I can feel Momo's eyes burning at the back of my head. HALLOWEEN THIS FRIDAY! :D Why oh why don't Singapore celebrate Halloween -.- I'd really love to go knocking on people's door, in scary costume, and say "Trick Or Treats!!" I'd dress as this, actually, I found this in Jusco's Toys R Us xD ![]() It'd be so good anyway, if we could just celebrate it. All the candies, and the scaring, and who knows one of them might actually be the real thing! -.- Damn it, and costume parties only happen in areas where it's not-for-the-underaged, like Zouk. zZz That's the only picture I bothered to resize and photoshop, anyway. I wonder how xx does it, she has to photoshop her hundreds of photos. Good thing about her photos is that it's in good quality and mine isn't, and even photoshopping can't save it. Dang get me a DSLR Camera already, or a portable good MP digital camera. @.@ I think I have to start craving for things already. GOOD NIGHT Nocternals! It's too late to practise the piano now blah. On the side note, please take this opportunity to play hotel626.com :D P/P/P/P/P/S: With the overpressured encouragings/complaints/demoralizing things from Mdm Wong and Ms Loh (-.- who couldn't stop pointing to who was snubby), I've become a hypocrite and became too afraid to face the fact. I changed the subject combination to 8. Blah blah blah, a whole load of 'new benefits' in taking 8 subjects comes, as 'advised' from them, and Jie, sigh whatever. I'm just sorry Shereen, however, to have pressured you in any ways. If you do get in, Shereen, thank you, there will definitely be many nice helps like from Nurul, and believe in God K? :) A part of me hopes that appeal fails, but another small part of me do want me to get in. I don't want to get in, because I want to be in the same class as the other funfunfun students too! Andre, Zi Gui, Andy, Jason, Vivian, Desiree, Syimah, Johnson, Zin Win, Bernard, Ebel, Xinying many others. Maybe I'm just afraid to face the stress, or the workload studies, but really if I get in, who caressssssss I'M NOT gonna turn into a geek or nerd or an idiot. I'M STILL GONNUH BE COOL COOL TERE. And on the bright note though, Emmo's gonna be there! :D Thank you, on that note, Emmo, for being there, and encouraging me, giving me advise. P/P/P/P/P/P/P/P/P/P/P/P/PS: I really can't SMS anymore T_T If you receive an SMS from an unknown number, it's either me using Momo's hundreds of phone, or really from someone from another dimension who wants to know you and appear in the pictures you camwhore yourself with (so look closely at the pictures you take later ok?) toodles. Monday, October 27, 2008
HELLO
ROFLMAO GO WATCH THESE EFFING FUNNY VIDEOS. ONLY FEW SECONDS, NOT MINUTES, SO GO WATCH!! I got the mood of it after watching the incredibly LMFAO videos on Andre's blog LOL!!! BABY PANDA SNEEZING LOL!!1 LOOK AT THE MOTHER'S REACTION. IF YOU THINK BANSHEE'S HAS PIERCING SCREAMS, TRY THIS DOG FAT KID, EVIL MOM ROFLMAO FAILED EXORCIST WALK LMAO!!! LOOK AT THESE DRAMATIC CHIPMUNK VIDEOS DR EVIL MICHAEL JACKSON STARWARS haha ok. i better stop with the videos. steamboat now!!! taboo later!!! :D AND HOTEL626 TO SCARE THE SHITXZXZ OUT OF ZHOU XUAN HUI. toodles.
Oh, and by the way.
Since I remember my marks, and probably going down with my first choice of subject combination, I'll just tell you what I have first. Final-year report book. English A1 Chinese B3 Maths A2 Science A1 Geography A1 History A1 Literature A1 Design & Technology A2 Home & Economics B4 Arts B3 IT A Class: 17 Level: 33 I can't recall if there's anything more honestly LOL. My subject combinaton: 7 subs. English, Chinese, E Maths, Double Pure Science, SS/History, Core Literature. My second choice would be what's Emily's first choice, taking extra A Maths. I have to be honest I fretted alot about whether I should take A Maths or not, I asked Jess, I called Ms Teng to ask, and I guess finally through the advices, I decided to take my Core Lit, and concentrate in getting A1 for E Maths instead of trying to cope with 2 Maths. A Maths' only benefit, as what I've learnt now, is you to have a basic understanding on the Maths structure in Poly/JC. Other than that, it doesn't do any much benefits. It doesn't substitute any mark for your other subjects, it works as how the other elective does. You can't apply what you've learnt in A Maths to E Maths either, only from E to A. It's only a good elective for those who're really good in Maths, able to cope those two, and for people I'm sure who'll score well, Emily, Jason, Su Zin, Johby, Billy, you know, many others! :D I wish them good luck anyway. I've had enough hurting my head trying to think of what's best. I'll be upset, that I can't go same class as Em. T_T really, really truely really, but stlll, it's what she thinks she can, if she can, and she's able to bear with E1's *cough* environment, than okay :D Emmobear, I wish you the best of luck! At least there's a Billy, and possibly Johby to take care of you! On the bright side, I will have another Sayang in my class, won't I? ^^ it's not like school has ended, anyway. School's standards has really raised, as I see other's results, which are really really good, and their level positions fall back far! It's unfair. The only Singaporean who made it through to the top 10 is Nurul, if I'm not wrong! :D Congratulations smartie! I hope we're able to make it through next year! I can't deny, I'm dying to go to Arts and A Maths... I'm definitely gonna try and learn their topics during that half-year before poly, and try and do some of Art's topics. lol I'm an idiot really. Whatever. Life's like this, make yourself happy and nothing's ever fair :D I forgot to add this back: I enjoyed myself really with the Captains Ball. I'm the one making things hard for all of you, neither of you had any fault, I've come to conclude. I'm awfully sorry for the troubles, or stress, or any bad gossips about me whatsoever. I'm glad with the sub in and out arrangement really ^^ Although we didn't win again, out of fairness or without fairness because the teacher don't seem to wanna see the side of the righteousness, WHAATEVVAAA :D At least we know what we have learnt, so really, just show the W sign with ya hands. Good game, good game, and a very tough one there with N2, same like last year :) Everybody loves a good challenge! anyhooooooszzaa. toodles!
HELLO.
You know it's really a bad thing to stay over at TB, especially when your Dad's out of town. Unearthly sleeping time, bed time, whatsoever. Really! If I have to stay here for a week with Daddy out of town, by the time I revert back to my normal lifestyle, I'll become a fat (very very very) piece of spoilt, baggy panda eyes, unhealthy bitch. ![]() The image is cut off because the rest is simply too unbearable to see. I still feel uber unsatisfied and restless that I can't blog normally with my pictures yet! Argheeee. At least I'm able to blog with my usual stupor, right? whahahahaha XD Got back from M'sia at 2:30 LOL, there was like this huge massive jam towards Woodland's, seriously, all for deepavali? We drove towards Tuas. Very long, but still very shiok. LOL jie's driving speed was like 160. Windows opened, roof window also opened, wa piang hair all fly around, anyone who drives past us and looks inside might think that we're some sarong party pontianaks with the hair slapping our face, except that there's a humanly guy with golden hair at the passenger seat. Got so many things to say! But I'm not able to go into detail at all, because if I do, the pictures there for wat. D: SIANNNN than tomorrow got the SL, can't blog again. How long can I hold? Anyway, I hu leh! ![]() I yesterday also got hu lah, just that never take xD I also played Groword, their version of scrabble, because I had this undying desperation to play scrabble. It's OK, but I would really want scrabble!!! :( I woke up at 2, which totally sets me off my mood. THE MAPLE ALIBABA EVENT, 2 START LEH. THAN THAT HOUSE NO MAPLE, SIAN SIAN SIAN AND JIE STILL SLEEPING, CAN'T GO HOME MAPLE. My heart wanted to die, not being able to 2X, and than 4X with Jason's 2X gift! At this point, thank you Jason very very much! T.T Faced reality. I still passed 2 hours though, or 3, with sigh, the loves of my life. I waited for GG's episode 7 to load, while I read Midnight Sun. I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE DEBUT OF MIDNIGHT SUN, (it's another twilight book btw). IT'S TWILIGHT, BUT WRITTEN IN EDWARD'S PERSPECTIVE, OMG I REALLY CAN DIE OF ORGASM. I read the first 8 chapters already, which was supposedly the draft. I felt tingles everywhere of my body everytime I read something so uber sweet, sigh, I love you Edward, Godlike creature. From Edward's perspective, Bella really seems more attractive than usual. I didn't read it all in detail though, because it's darn hard with the adobe stuffs, and I just figured I'll read it thoroughly when the book comes. I wish it comes out quick!! Incase for Twilight fans, you can read it directly from here. My link would straight send you to open the PDF file. Shereen you've gotta see Ep 7. LOL CHUCK TOTALLY LET BLAIR TASTED HER OWN MEDICINE. "Say the 3 words." "Are you kidding?" "No, not that. 8 letters, 3 syllables. Say it, and I'm yours." .... "I'm tired of chasing you. It's time you chase me." She was jealous of Vanessa!!!!!! WHAHAHAHA. I want episode 8! I don't have the same "omgomgomgomgomgwtfbbq faster come out plzzzzz" feeling, not that excited or whatever, just want to know what happens next, oh no, is GG becoming less cliff-hanger? D: Jie's not gonna send me back anytime soon, so good bye my one and only chance of training enex04 :'( On the other hand, TABOO! I HOPE JESS BRINGS TABOO! I want to try that game! Sounds really fun :D Gonna go take a shower now. toodles! Sunday, October 26, 2008
HELLO.
Kor is snoring away, and I'm still blogging. LOL I CAN'T HELP IT... Oh, I've been dying to get a handwriting analysis! Thank bessy for it! (: Some are honestly true, but than again it's up to how well you know me. ![]() Teresa is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes. Teresa will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Teresa an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other. When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Teresa is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story. Teresa is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue. ![]() People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Teresa doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others. ![]() Teresa will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it! ![]() Teresa is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Teresa basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average. ![]() Teresa is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time. ![]() Something is incomplete in Teresa's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Teresa's sexual needs. ![]() For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Teresa has left lots of white space on the right side of the paper. Teresa fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion. If this is true, then Teresa has an unhealthy relationship to the past and has a fear of moving forward. The right side of the page represents the future and Teresa seems unwilling to face the fear of getting started living now and planning for the future. Teresa seems to be clinging to past events and spending lots of time thinking about what happened. It would be best to leave the past behind and move on. Stop crowding that left margin. With many credits to http://handwritingwizard.com :D OK. toodles.
HELLO.
Can't resist to blog now that I can :D Do this quiz! From Bessy. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs. Tag 10 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people. - Desiree, Emily, Shereen, Hui Fen, Edgar, Joevenn, Andy, Boon Keat, Shahir, Xinying, Pebbles, Claudia, Rachel, Pris, you know anyone who reads and wants to :D [x] I am shorter than 5'4. [x] I think I'm ugly sometimes. [x] I have many scars. [x] I tan easily. [x] I wish my hair was a different color. [ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. [ ] I have a tattoo. [x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. [ ] I have/I've had braces [x] I wear glasses. [ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. [ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. [ ] I have more than 2 piercings. [ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears. [ ] I have freckles. [ ] I hate my dad. [ ] I hate my mom. [ ] I have a brother [x] I have a sister. [x] I've sworn at my parents [ ] I've run away from home. [x] I've been kicked out of the house. [x] My biological parents are together [ ] I have a sibling less than one year old. [x] I want to have kids someday. [ ] I've had children. [ ] I've lost a child. [x] I'm in school. [ ] I have a job. [x] I've fallen asleep at work/school. [x] I almost always do my homework. [x] I've missed a week or more of school. [ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years. [ ] I failed more than 1 class last year. [ ] I've stolen something from my job. [ ] I've been fired. [x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation. [x] Disney movies still make me cry [x] I've peed from laughing. [x] I've laughed so hard I've cried. [x] I've glued my hand to something. [x] I've had my pants rip in public. [ ] I was born with a disease/impairment. [x] I've gotten stitches/staples. [x] I've broken a bone. [ ] I've had my tonsils removed. [x] I've sat in a doctors office/emergency room with a friend. [ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed. [ ] I had a serious surgery. [x] I've had chicken pox. [ ] I was born in a different country. [ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. [ ] I've flied business class. [ ] I've been to New Zealand [ ] I've been to America [ ] I've been to Niagara Falls. [ ] I've been to Japan. [ ] I've been to Hollywood [ ] I've been to Disneyland [x] I've been to Australia [ ] I've been to more than 5 countries [ ] I've seen a shooting star. [ ] I've wished on a shooting star. [ ] I've seen a meteor shower [ ] I've gone out in public in my pajamas. [x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator [x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. [ ] I've been to the Las Vegas Casino [ ] I've been skydiving. [ ] I've gone skinny dipping. [x] I've played spin the bottle. [ ] I've drank a whole carton of milk in one hour. [ ] I've crashed a car. [ ] I've been skiing [x] I've been in a play [ ] I've met someone in person from Myspace. [ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue. [ ] I've seen the Northern lights. [ ] I've sat on a roof top at night. [ ] I've played chicken. [x] I've played a prank on someone. [x] I've ridden in a taxi. [ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show [x] I've eaten sushi. [ ] I've done snowboarding. [x] I'm single. [ ] I'm in a relationship. [ ] I'm engaged. [ ] I'm married. [ ] I've gone on a blind date. [ ] I've been the dumper more than the dumpee. [ ] I miss someone right now. [ ] I have a fear of abandonment. [ ] I've gotten divorced. [ ] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. [x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. [ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did. [ ] I've kept something from a past relationship. [ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex [ ] I'm gay. [ ] I've had sex. [ ] I've had phone sex [ ] I've had sex in public [x] I've had a crush on a teacher [ ] I am a cuddler. [x] I've been kissed on the face. [ ] I've hugged a stranger. [ ] I have kissed a stranger [x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't. [x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't. [x] I've snuck out of my house. [x] I have lied to my parents about where I am. [x] I am keeping a secret from the world. [x] I've cheated while playing a game. [x] I've cheated on a test. [x] I've run a red light. [ ] I've been suspended from school. [ ] I've witnessed a crime [ ] I've been in a fist fight [ ] I've been arrested. [x] I've consumed wine. [ ] I regularly drink. [ ] I've passed out from drinking. [ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months. [ ] I've smoked weed. [ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them. [ ] I've eaten shrooms [ ] I've popped E. [ ] I've inhaled Nitrous. [ ] I've done hard drugs. [ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick. [ ] I can't swallow pills. [ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem. [ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression. [ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder. [x] I shut others out when I'm depressed. [ ] I take anti-depressants. [ ] I'm anorexic. [ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it. [x] I've hurt myself on purpose. [x] I've woken up crying. [ ] I'm afraid of dying. [ ] I hate funerals [ ] I've seen someone dying. [ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide. [ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide. [x] I've planned my own suicide. [ ] I've attempted suicide. [ ] I've written a eulogy for myself. [ ] I own over 5 rap CDs. [x] I own an iPod or MP3 player. [ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. [ ] I own a plushie of my fave character from anything. [ ] I own a cosplay outfit. [x] I know what cosplay means. [ ] I own multiple designer clothes, costing over $100 a piece [ ] I own something from Guess. [ ] I own something from D.K.N.Y. [x] I own something from ESPRIT. [ ] I own something from Gap. [x] I own something from LEVI's. [x] I own a golf set. [ ] I can sing well. [ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant. [ ] I open up to others easily. [x] I watch the news [ ] I don't kill bugs. [ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme. [x] I sing in the shower. [ ] I am a morning person. [ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone. [ ] I'm a snob about grammar. [x] I am a sports fanatic. [x] I twirl my hair. [x] I have "x"s in my screen name. [ ] I love being neat. [ ] I love Spam. [ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day. [ ] I bake well. LOL if someone wants to know more about you, they'd read it thoroughly. It's fun to see what you have done, anyway, thanks Bessy! :D toodles.
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Friday was Drama night. I'm not able to post the pictures yet, but I had a good time! Will blog about it soon. I seriously have no idea why I got sick lol. Thank you, au contraire, to Hui Fen, for helping me with checking the time, to keeping things for me, to answering calls/informing me, supporting me endlessly! :D thank you so much! -hugs- Thank you to Joey too, for supporting! :D Thank you to Shereen, and Jason, for turning up! Thank you for supporting me too! Thank you for turning up, thank you for taking the pictures! :D Thank you Ms Cynthia for all your guidance, sorry we still made two major mistakes that night LOL. Thank you Fatima for bearing with me, and uh for going through those emcee-ing things with me. Thank you Desiree for helping out with the seating arrangements w/ momo :D Thank you to everyone else who have wished me luck, like Mr Lee, Emi! And lastly, thank you Daddy, Momo, Jie & Kor for turning up. It meant really alot to me, thank you very, very much. Kor took a video of Band's I Have A Dream! I honestly still don't know how we sound like from afar, ah how I wish I could hear it. It's not in a very good quality, but here it is, anyway hahahaha. Hear the Connie Talbot's version. The very one that soothed me & Shereen's heart and made us sing together :D Alright. It's 6:30, I oughta head to bead already. Another big day tomorrow, helping Kor sell tix at 9, and back to JB :D MONDAY. FULL. MAPLE. 2X. 2 - 8PM, COS OF DEEPAVALI. MAPLERS PLS ALL GET YOUR ASS BACK THERE. Sry, AQUILAS PLAYER NOT BOOTES ![]() I DON'T CARE IF IT CAUSES ME CANCER. GET BREAST CANCER OR COMPUTER CANCER I WILL PLAY THOSE 6 HOURS AND LEVEL, HOPEFULLY TWICE LOL. OR NOT 3. I WANT TO BE LEVEL 75. I'll consider if I want buy 2X, muahahaha. PLEASE ALL AQUILA MAPLERS. GET BACK AND MAPLE!!!! DARREN, JASON, SHAHIR, ANDY, MACK, CHANNICE, EMILINE, MILO, ERM, I DUNNO/FORGOT WHO ELSE HAS LONG-TERM CHARACTERS, BUT GET BACK!!! MAKE THE GUILD LIVELY AGAIN TOOO. I'm definitely going to take part too, with the new Maple Blogging contest. I'm gonna try and winnn. Wish me luck lol o_o I've really gotta hit the hay. Good morleng! ling-a-ling. I'll blog about my results, sad post about leaving 2E1 ): and the rest. I haven't forgot about that! I LOVE YOU EDWARD CULLEN. ALWAYS HAVE, ALWAYS WILL. I've read all of the books 3 times each and I'll never get bored of it. I LOVE TWILIGHT THE BEST BECAUSE THAT'S WHERE EDWARD APPEARED THE MOST AND WAS THE SWEETEST AND EVERYTHING OMG AH EDWARD. I LOVE EDWAR CULLEN SO MUCH. HE MAKES MY HEART FLUTTER. THANK YOU RIESKY VERNANDEZ SO MUCH I LOVE YOU OMG THANKS!! HE HELPED ME BUY ECLIPSE. THANK YOU SO SO MUCH RIESKY!! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU. MAY HEAVEN BLESS YOU!!! ok. toodles.
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Oh my, I'm so sorry! It's been a week since I've last updated anything! I've been really busy, the past few days, so do forgive me :D I am still not able to blog those past few events that I owe you big time (with tons of picture, that my phone has no more memory left!) and not even able to touch the computer! Be patient, I'll go up with it soon in another 2 more days :p It's practically the time when I wake up now, if it's on the school day hahaha, and I'm hanging out with Kor at Dado's office. We're waiting for Jie to come back, and we did loads of online stuffs, and omg I really need to share these with you! First, of course we vi-wawa'd, traditional if not mapling. ![]() LOL I finally tried Wahjong. I won once, but I forgot to take a SS before I got disconnected! -.- Phuket. Next, Kor introduced me to this flash game. God, you must seriously try it out, if you're in for some fun, and a little spooky time on your own! ![]() It's not a ghost site or anything, but it's really a game. This game starts in a hotel, where there are 10 stages, and you just have to do what the hints say. Try to do it with a friend, and turn off the lights for some real fun. You'll find yourself covering your eyes with one hand, peeking through the mere fingers of yours, and your heart beating fast, another hand trying to move the cursor properly .... heh heh.... If you have a webcam, do let them take a photo of you, as one stage requires you to find a picture of yourself, or not you'll just have to look for a picture like the one above, bearing your own name. I'm still stuck at the password one! Tip for that level, is to count the red coloured things, into numbers. I'm not able to crack the code at all! Do tell, if you find out! :D Click on the above picture to access to the site, or go to http://hotel626.com straight! 8D It takes quite a while to load, but it's worth the fun. :D Do try! NEXT, OMG. I can't wait for it honestly! Introduced by Kor. This site is an Urban Prankster Network, where they strive to prank people (in a good way!), and create scenes in various area. It is all around the world. The international website is http://improveeverywhere.ning.com/ and the Singapore group from there is http://improveverywhere.ning.com/group/missionsingapore. These 'team', would simply just go to populated places, e.g Orchard, Cityhall, and simply create scenes. When I say create, I mean like, suddenly freezing in the middle of the place, doing any sort of absurd things, like scratching their head, holding onto their phone, or taking pictures with their friends! They just freeze for 5 minutes still. Imagine, one group of people, freezing suddenly in orchard! See this video, in Orchard, as an example: It's very very cool! Not only that. During Valentines day, they'd walk around and suddenly paste heart stickers onto any stranger's body! How about them all taking pictures at the top of the building, and 5 minutes later they would all scream and run around shouting and yelling, "Alien!"? Or how about they would stand in the middle of an area, and put a paint there, and a fake artist would start painting an 'invisible potrait', and this group of people would stand close, and look in awe, pointing to it, and attract a huge crowd to come over and see? There's so much more, where you can watch at http://www.youtube.com/user/MissionSingapore! Take your time, while trying to understand this whole event. Sure it annoys people sometimes, but can you iamgine the scenes they cause, how much fun it evokes? It brings to you, and gathers you around with all the daring, fun people who're willing to just make a scene in Singapore, and just, in a way, perform 'art'! Seriously, a group of people doing same types of thing (Look at the Singapore Freeze one), how beautiful is that? It's coming up again, on the 3rd of November, 3pm and on the 8th of November, 3pm. They will be giving out straws on the 3rd, and they will be doing slo-motion/freezing/fast speed/etc. on the 8th. I did plan to go on the 3rd, but giving out straws is kinda common, and not that fun, so I'd go with the 8th, which really seem like it can be just a ball of fun! Do see Singapore's own website, Mission:Singapore (M:SG) at http://www.mission-singapore.com/. They also have a facebook, so you can go take a look. You can also confirm if you'd like to go, maybe would like to go, or would not even attend, and get more information at http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=13844842091. It's really a great opportunity for some real action baby! This is where my advertisement reason comes to: I mean, some fun in your life! Some sparks! There's so special people there lah, just average normal people who likes to have fun! Come over, join! Support us, or come over and watch! :D All the information I can give is all up there, so you can go see more. Confirmed location, I honestly would not know, but most probably it'll be in Orchard. There will be a meeting point, so the host can brief us. There's no salary, whatsoever, no free gifts. It's all for fun! Share our joy, fun with the world! Spread Sharity Elephant's job :D Phew, even though the holiday have just started, I've really filled the week up already with activities! Do tell me if you're interested! I'd definitely would love to meet up with you and go together! It'll be really fun! ^^ Well, wordy post hahahaha. That's all for now, anyway :p I'll really post soon again! Wait for me XD Enjoy your holidays, teenagers, and TOO BAD LITTLE KIDDOS, HAHAHAHA GOOD LUCK FOR YA PSLE RESULTS. toodles! Monday, October 20, 2008
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I've spent the whole afternoon today wrapped up in Twilight again. Read the only two books I have (Breaking Dawn is with Shereen T_T) with such intensity, love, care, whatever whatever, and it just never bores me. I'm in love with Edward as I already was. Ah, how I wish Edward was real ): I kinda regret spending so much time on him/it though, cos I should a) pack my things b) practise my clarinet I Have A Dream c) blog!! Can't blame much cos afternoon Momo watched teevo, anyway :p I still love Edward, Edward Edward Edward. OK I will stop about him for a moment. I've definitely got to get out and buy Eclipse ASAP. Tiffed with Momo, bah about Caley again, and than I spent the night mapling with Kor. Finally got to try out the new Halloween goodies, but I hadn't got to the new Malaysia Extension map. O.o. Maple has it's beautiful 2D effects, with very nice pixels, but it has glitches, lags and dang the instructions for the quests can really send a person into banging their head on the wall. @.@ I'm terribly stucked at the Mask quest there, anyone has any idea? You're supposed to get 4 masks, Crying, Angry, Sad & Happy. I've 3, and lack of Happy, and not able to get the last one at all! Is it possible to 'do a wrong step' in this quest, which can cause you to get only 3? Or is it just that I've yet to complete? ![]() I've became Sophelia for 3 minutes :p THANK YOU KOR, OMG LOL THAT LUCKY @#%&$^, HE KILLED A NEPENDEATH FIRST TIME AND GOT A NEPENDEATH HONEY! God I've killed dunno how many Nependeaths already, and he killed just the first in the map and he got it already! Well, anyway it's 2:22 o_o what a digit, and my eyelids are heavy. Good luck girls for the Captain Ball interclass tomorrow! We'll do our best :D Good luck to the boys in Basketball & Soccer too! Do well ^^ I guess I'll stop here. Even though I'm being irresponsible not posting up the BBQ post yet, at least I've done the one in our class blog, right? Hahahha. Shall blog it soooon. Hopefully I don't die by the end of this week, with band practices coming in, and drama emcee speeches too, plus cultural night (friday!), rock climbing, the interclass, and blissfully feel myself again on Sautrday with the JB trip. I've got to practice my clarinet tomorrow. No. More. Procrastinations. On the other hand, watch this video Mr Lee took in our class chalet! He said the caption would be "..to show how hard it is to take a group photo." I think it is very well shown, and very clever of him to take it too! Hahhaha, it brings back alot of memories again to hear how we were talking (silly, lame :P), and how we were all acting! Thanks Mr L. Emmo's back from Indo, finally (: I'm neglecting Gossip Girl already D: I've got to catch up and watch the new Episode 5, 6 and probably 7 already, or 8 by the end of tomorrow. EEEEEEE. I hope youtube has it instock by tomorrow, so the night will be spent there 8D Alright it's reaching the '6' mark. I'm ready to hit the sack! toodles. Saturday, October 18, 2008
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I'm over at the TB house, so I'm not able to blog properly about the Chalet. Still, thank you Chen Meng! I can get to show you one great picture taken there, anyway :D ![]() Uh huh, the group photo. We punk'd your arses >m< :D I really wanna thank the people who had came. There are some who didn't come at the last minute, and some who didn't intend to go at all or couldn't make it. It was sad, but we had to let them go. I'm still very glad the rest came! Without them really this BBQ would be simply b-o-r-i-n-g. Everyone played a part! I learnt something proper there, at least, and I will teach myself on and on to not always expect too much. Everyone is always appreciated, although it is not always shown verbally, so definitely I'll just be uber uber soooopa glad that it had made most people happy! I still gotta say sorry to the people might've been lonely, or felt really bored, or didn't get to eat alot, or helped too much until eat little/rest little. I really appreciate the great help from the great cooks. Mr PT, Bank, Shahir, Jason, Kevin :D Without them the evening would be starving and we would turn to Gotta admit I'm feeling effing tired right now. It's no use denying that insomnia on Thurs, which pretty much brought up to a tiring Friday, so I'm awfully guilty for not having to plan a better 'sleep-over', whereas we ended up sleeping at 4:30 after watching two movies. Dang. The 2 hours+ sleep led to an even tiring today so curse you Zhou Xuan Hui for not letting me go home yet. Channel 5's on Exorcist as reminded by Pris and Kor LOL. I'd really love to blog about the Chalet soon. A great experience, and another learning journey for me. I've at least felt again, being immature and overly sensitive, and than touched by 'words of wisdom'. Thank you everyone who had made this such a huge success! I like practically wrote an essay on the Thank-Yous' in the class blog. Will blog soon! I really thought of Edward during those period of times. Sigh Edward, I miss your words of sweetness so much. When will be the day you'd ever say something like that to me? I'm tiring myself jabbing each keys. THANK YOU THE TEACHERS FOR HELPING US SO MUCH. WILL BE ON IN MORE INTIMATE DETAILS LA HOR. WE WATCHED BORAT AND LITTLE MAN BY THE WAY :) Very NC16 night. BWHAHAHAHAH, but no sex activities involved. Just huge laughters giggles and sick remarks LOL! Good night, for today. I had a great afternoon spent too, Shereen Andy Weiming Shukri Jiehui Rayyan Fathih & I will definitely be doing an advertorial for Fondu. XD Let me catch some of my breathe to scare myself with Teevo, than HOPEFULLY Jie will send me back by than and let me catch some winks before I tire myself into talking crap. toodles! Thursday, October 16, 2008
I know it wasn't just by sheer luck I found Twilight.
Just the day before or so, I found this file in my Received Folder from I-don't-know-who and IT WAS TWILIGHT'S FULL STORY. Only can be viewed in Adobe. I wanted to read but was too lazy cos' I had to open like every file, but still, IT'S FATE!!! ![]() Bella looks exceptionally beautiful compared to her trailer's looks, which looked horrible. I credit flickr, and I credit Syimah again. Sigh, love is a wonderful thing. At least she has a nice figure, and not too ugly face lah. But I guess it's better she looks the way she is now in the film, simple, yet meaning more than a thousand things added together. It shows ok, simplicity is happiness. She's simple, but everything to Edward. I love you so much, Edward Cullen. Where in the world can I find such a perfect person like you. You know how to control yourself, you know how to be gentle, you know how to be everything, you have everything, you have my heart. I think I need to get some help. I'm love deprived like Shereen (LOL), we have no boys to like and we turn to these things. OK fine not Shereen, at least Danny's real, me turning to fictional characters. But whatth!!!!!! SEE M.Y, SHE IS AN EDWARD CULLEN FAN TOO, AND EISABESS, AND ISABELLE, AND PROBABLY JIWON TOO. OMG!!!!!! EDWARD I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU. Knowing you're not there to protect me makes me anxious (ok big lie, just quoting) :( love is so cruel. They make me blind enough to like someone who will never be true. Robert Pattinson. You may be fugly in Harry Potter and the GOF series as Cedric Diggory failing the "..very handsome boy of around the age of 17..", but you meet the criteria for Edward. Thank you for growing up. ![]() Erm. *orgasm* They really couldn't have picked a better Edward. I'll stop boycotting Warner Bros. films now. I like Twilight. I love Twilight, I adore Twilight, but I still wish Harry Potter would hurry :( see loyal fan in actionzxz It's getting really late now anyhoohoos, but maybe I'll drag a little bit longer (omg jonas brothers) and than I might be able to become a vampire 8D!!!!!!! Ohhhhh Edward. I christen myself, Mrs Teresa Cullen. Don't complain and eeyuck me Shereen, or you don't get the title Mrs Jones. EDWARD. I. LOVE. YOU. 8 LETTERS, 3 WORDS, 3 FULLSTOPS, 3 SPACING, 2 Os, BUT 1 MEANING. My booo~~~~~~~ My ecstacy~~~~~~~~ My bra~~~~~~~~~~ (last part is plain exaggeration because i'm imitating -coughcough-) Just a quote that's stuck in my head suddenly. "You know I was going to suggest to you some help, but now you can just go fuck yourself." And disgusting, I picked pink because it's a colour for love. yux but I'll do it for Edward. Good night, dearest owls, good night, Edward, like Bella, I may not know, you were watching, you are watching, you have been watching all this while..... toodles. Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Hello.
I can't deny I had a terrible day with the results, so do let me start about the unhappy things or so, before I move onto the lighter things that had happened today. Wordy post, skip if you want to. Firstly, you should have seen the look on my face when they told me Eclipse had ran out of stock, and not just them, the publisher, which meant that it won't be surfacing in any bookstores at any current moment. Classic. I honestly miss the words Edward spoke, or so, written already. It hurt and pained my heart so much not to be able to read it, it's as if I've honestly finally felt the feeling of missing someone, but it's definitely wrong, missing a fictional character, I gotta get a grip. I'm losing my interest for human male and falling for a vampire fiction character. Still, Robert definitely has the aura and the great looks and body for Edward's part. I love you, Edward Cullen. Always have, always will, and I've just read you yesterday only. Secondly, it's the marks. I've received four test marks today, Geography, Chinese, Chemistry and Literature. Four different emotions for four different test I felt I did. Geography came first, and I was really happy for Em cos she had gotten the top 4, with 91.5. I was disappointed as I knew I didn't make it to the 90s, no matter how hard I studied. I've gotten a 83, but I shall be contented with it for getting that mark even :) Chinese next. I was anxious, but I was indifferent at the same time. I knew my results wouldn't be good, but I knew my results might have a chance of scoring rather high, even though really, what are the chances? I entered with Des, Claud, Pebs them feeling the same air. Compo received first, 45 upon 70. I'dve expected higher, but I can't say anymore about it. Paper 2 than. I showed Vivian and Chia Peng, their look told everything to me. They said it out too, anyway, that I've failed. Expected, I wasn't delighted, yet I wasn't remotely unhappy. I don't know why, I oughta break down into tears like how Fang Yu was, poor thing, but I guess no words or any thoughts strayed in my mind. 26 over 70, not passing near a 35. Em got the same, hi 5 dearie. Some people failed that paper 2 in our class too, anyway, more shockingly whole of the second class failed except for two people. Poor Qing Ling cried her heart out too. Sigh, I went to Chem class next, and got a phone call from BBQ so I got out to answer o_o. When I got back the paper's have been distributed. I got back to my seat and looked at Em. "I just passed. We just passed." I couldn't believe my ears. It was the same thing Vivi said. "We?" She nodded. "We?" She pointed at the papers. She had gotten 19.5, and Ms Lin gave a 0.5 for her to pass, and I had gotten 19, and Ms Lin gave me extra 1 mark to pass. No words could explain what went through my mind. First it was complete disbelief, than it became anger. I couldn't help feeling pissed off with Ms Lin. This is where I caution, and this is where the day went downfall. I must add on with that conversation, and the little quarrel I had with Joe. I must apologize firstly, to both of you. I honestly hated quarreling, I'm really sorry. Actually, three, to Ms Lin for the attitude. I tell you half the class managed to pass because of Ms Lin's small addional marks for people who had 18 and above to help them, and another whole bunch failed with marks varying 16 17, who were practically dying to get 1 more mark so Ms Lin could help them pass, and a small population actually scored higher than 20. 23, 24, 30, 37 (which is Su Zin, highest). I definitely had my rude and biased point of view, before the conversation and quarrel, but I shall add the amendments necessary, and my changed opinion. Getting this low mark, was mainly first because the system has decided they only wanted a single Double Pure Science class, and therefore setting the Chemistry paper exceedingly tricky and difficult in it's own way. They wanted to lower the rates of people getting into the class. Second, and third, is the same, as both the party share the blame. First is the students, we, I have learnt, share the blame for not studying enough. Do ask yourselves if you have studied enough, and if you've really earned to get up to 30, as I, after reflecting, have decided to accept the mark as the way it is, seeing that I do not deserve that high. We have made the teachers job difficult, we are noisy, we don't listen sometimes, we're rude, we don't study enough but till the last minute, yes teachers we know, or that small group of us. Still, please face the fact. Not every problem only face with one trouble maker, one party who's at the fault. Both parties are at the fault. You, you teachers have to admit and face reality for goodness sake sometimes put aside your ego. I know you put up alot with us, you put up alot with some fucktards sometimes, or with some noisy bunch of people that cause you to have high blood pressure, I can understand. Still, again, face, the, damn fact. Ask yourself if you were biased to the class you taught. Ask yourself, do you think the teacher who had taught us had taught us everything? I'm honestly repeating first, I'm not directing this to a teacher of any particular, I'm saying it as a whole, and I will apologize for this rant. We have our wrongs, but you have your wrongs too. I know, we didn't study enough, I know we should use our common sense and understand the instructions even though seriously it isn't clear, I know we should have asked if we had problems instead of complaining, I know we should have shut up and accept the mark instead of scolding, quarreling, whining. BUT GOODNESS SAKE. FOR, GOODNESS SAKE. THINK PROPERLY. I have to direct one now, but I am not putting too much blame. You didn't give us guides, you didn't help us specifically in any other way, you didn't give us small hints, you only went through balancing, chemical equations all the way. You made us a mindmap of chemicals, the mixtures elements compounds molecules, whatsoevers, but so what, ask yourself was it clear? Ask yourself when you told us, "Ask him, he's clever, don't ask me. This will make you learn, hearing from others." "Ask your friend, don't always ask me" We want to hear it from you, for pete's sake is that so difficult! You're the person to confirm every answer, you're the person we receive knowledge from, YES it makes us learn it makes the person who explained the facts learn WE GET IT, BUT JUST TELL US would it hurt?! Did you tell us what is Manganese Dioxide whatsoever? Self-explainatory, you'd say, Mn and Carbon Dioxide which is Co2, mixed definitely would become Mn02, oh yes clever but sorry we didn't learn that simple basic. You could've taught us something more useful, and we wouldn't complain this much. You could've taught us with more interest, no matter how noisy we were. If there were people who honestly listened, who honestly saw you were making effort, they would tell people to shut up! Don't tell me you've never experienced that before because if you still haven't, think back about those people who would suddenly shout "SHUT UP" or "QUIET" or bang the table continuously. Sigh but whatever, I honestly cannot blame too much. You're new, and I didn't study enough neither. The unfairness is there, but what the heck again, life isn't fair. I'm being terribly rude, terribly defiant, terribly mean for saying all these out, because it's not only your fault, it's ours, and ours at a big one too. I'm willing to apologize for blaming you fully before, but now I wish you'd apologize the same. No, it's not for you not teaching us enough, it's you admitting you know you're wrong. There's so many times a person can outlook their ego, and say "No, it has nothing to do with me," but sometimes, step on that ego and stab it with a silver knife. You have your mistakes. You have your wrong. Just admit it, reflect it, learn from it and get it over with, instead of fighting back a hopeless fight with no outcome. All I'm trying to say right now, as I sum it up, is that I have my wrong, I'm sorry, and now are you ready to admit that you're wrong too? Are you ready to put your arrogance aside and admit that you had had your wrong too? Nobody is perfect, I didn't say you had to be, I didn't say you can't make mistakes, but sometimes denying to yourself for too long, you're just ending your own full self into an egoistic ****. I am going to be blatant and accept for what it is, and just hope that my Physics and Biology (Fathih, the bet ain't over yet) is able to pull up my Chem, along with Semester 1's help. I just hope you are clean enough to admit what's right and what's wrong. I am sorry now, for having to have said all that. I hope I had made my point. I'm sorry to all those people who had failed, it is very sad. Honestly, *hugs*, and I'll offer a crying shoulder. Those who managed to pass, and those who had managed to score well, you deserve it. You studied. I'm happy for you, and I'm sad if you didn't get what you had aimed for, and what was your expected average all rounded mark. (Though Neha, -.-) I now end the rant for Chemistry. Ritual than, thank you Ms Poorany for letting us relax and watch Ratatouille. Thank you Mr Lee next for having to trouble yourself and go class to class to give out the papers. At first I had gotten a 45 and got surprised, but still a little indifferent honestly due to Chemistry. Went through and realized I should be getting a 46, and also found a point that Mr Lee didn't discover. O.o it was a long queue in the lit room, everyone was signing up to get his signature. What I can't believe is I managed to pull my marks up to 48 o_o thanks alot Mr L. I couldn't feel happy enough still because of the unsatisfied Chem and Chi honestly. C is unlucky :( Sigh, life goes on. The happy part, anyway :D ![]() I promised, dear girl. I didn't post the one Vaishu took, but. I didn't say anything about not posting the one I took. 0.o.... ok you're free to take my candid and post as revenge. ![]() The enemies under the cloud. LOL whatever the caption is suitable. ![]() ![]() *featurededed* I took 2 more actually, but one is enough since you're nice :D Model of D day. ![]() ![]() My basketball sux. LOL Em we need to play again :D It's another bunch of papers tomorrow, thanks alot lol, another tug in the tummy, as though someone's squeezing a wet towel. Maths first period. From the cold look, that attitude that Ms Teng gives when we ask, we know we did badly, we know, from that look, that she wasn't happy, the slightest with us. I don't know how we'll make it alive tomorrow. It's dead on with Phy and Bio, our only hope to pull our marks back up. Dead on, with Maths, as if we fail, it's bye bye to what we've worked for. Dead on, for me with English, as it is most probable that Su Zin has gotten the highest with what Mrs Lee had hinted. I'll do my best and be happy for Su Zin. Ah it's good exam's over, it's bad exam's over. The same type of thing we get every FYE, every MYE. Gets kinda sickening sometimes doesn't it? Replaying again and again. Perfect reason why JC isn't a good idea, cos you repeat Sec 4 at a higher level. I've no Twilight to read tonight to sleep, no one to coo me, I miss you Edward, so much, and I refuse to touch Breaking The Dawn until I get Eclipse first, I don't want to skip a series. I want to know, I want to know you more too Edward. But still nothing to worry lah, most probably with my past experience with 'loves/fan-obsession' thing, and with my idiotic personality self, this crush will fade sooner or later. Savour the moment anyway, it's not everyday you see me so in love and engrossed. I love you Syimah for letting me enter this platonic world. MRS BARNWELL PLZ LEND ME ECLIPSE, DON'T TELL ME TO GO AWAY :( I hope I make it through tomorrow, and I hope Em takes care till 19th, as she's back in Indo as we speak ): It's a very wordy post already, honestly again if you managed to read till here, OH EM GEE man you either have really nothing to do or you must enjoy reading. thx u. Good luck everybody, our fate tomorrow. Sigh. Another war again. I'll do more net surfing a little while more, read recap some more of Edward to remember his brilliance and sweetness and loveliness, and I guess than I'm allowed to put down my emotions slowly and finally get some rest. Long day tomorrow. Band, Drama, I wish I had nothing. :( Bank is gonna tease me already. toodles. Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Hello.
Back in my crib, and learning more stuffs than I ever have had, and able to blog much easier. I had a great time, yesterday, and today, and yet I can't deny it had left me with a hole of things to think about. Still, thanks :D Shereen, Yan Bing, Bank, Jason, Darren, Kevin, Syimah, Kor. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Span of two days. Touche, eh? Right now I'm very upset because of some things and Edward is one of them, because he had broke off all ties with Bella in the second book and that made my eyes run :( I felt that same pain, it was so bad and so sad for Bella. It's been such a long time since I've felt this way, and it feels good, but it's still bad in it's way. Being able to feel that same anticipation within every page I turn, being able to get excited about something, being able to feel some sort of love, finally running through my veins into my heart, as it pounces vividly, excited to live long enough for every details to be read. Yet, it's bad, it loses my appeal for more guys. True like how Isabelle said, this book just makes guys in the world even less perfect than what they already are. It makes me absorbed, it makes me more oblivious to the world. Than again, it's my escape out of some emotional harm's way. At least when I feel that, I don't have to face it alone like it have been before, I have something here in my hands, that weighs like a tonne, if you compare with it's emotional value. I don't know what happened between us. I don't know what will happen between us. Gosh, when will answers ever tell anything. You're so lucky to have someone there, please cherish that person. I'm never the only one enough to help you do anything anymore, and I'm not trying to be irritating. I don't know what else is enough for you. I wish I can look at myself in the mirror, and see it talk back. See it says, "Teresa, you really suck." and so at least, it's one person who's honest with me. I see it in your eyes, I'm not saying to just you. Forget it, anyway, I know where my hate goes to and where my fury ends up with. I'm going to head offline now, with Momo's badgering anyhoos. I'll lie, in the fake melodramatic (lies) of Edward Cullen's cold arms, and just bluff myself that you guys still care. I know the truth even though I may not always be right. I'm not being this way because I've just read a fictional book. It's just the way it is. Sometimes, I wonder what I'd have to do to be a near perfect for you. I want to be with the night-cycling khakis again.. It's useless, pointless that I even describe how I feel right now, the same way like on Saturday. My only wish now, was to repeat that same hour on that day, and feel lighter again. Sigh, whatever. Thank you, for have been there to see the h2o, and to listen. I do appreciate alot, even if I don't say or show. I guess we don't communicate like the closest people in the world sometimes, you don't mention about me all the time, or we just sometimes having disagreements, but yeah, words die on me now. Results out tomorrow. Good luck peepos. toodles.
THANK YOU SHEREEN FOR INFORMING.
PUSSYS HAS A NEW VIDEO, I HATE THIS PART. Quickly watch before it's banned. Anyway, I think it's badly done in my opinion lol. Nicole barely even seems like she's singing, and she look like she's lipsynching. I mean ya la all the videos also is lip synch one, but can't she show some emotion? Open mouth like for ants like that. The song is nice, I like, but the video very eee. And I agree with Bessy, keep on only have Nicole. Really leh, the Pussycat Dolls have got to learn how to open themselves into team spirit. Look at Danity Kane and Destiny Child. lol. The pussys does have talented members but Nicole always takes charge @.@ OK I LOVE EDWARD. Kor want to rape me already. toodles.
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I'm blogging over at Kor's house, booking t food. I had a great day yesterday, playing pool finally after so long, and meeting Odell & Milo too! ^^ Not to mention an eventful night spent, heading back home with the head alittle seh, hahah. I'll blog properly soon, anyway. Exams over, sure I guess it's great, but the moment it ended nothing came. The euphoria wasn't what I had expected, I guess with what had happened in the morning earlier. I don't know if you knew, that it was so hard to concentrate on the paper. Sigh whatever, it doesn't matter anyway to you. You just have to be happy with who that hangs out with you who makes everything better than what I can do. Not discriminating, the slightest. Yum, exams over ya ya ya, it feels like it have been just like a breeze, the whole exams, but during the period it seemed like eons (speaking of him, good bye T.T). I've got not much mood to blog. I'VE GOT TO SAY THOUGH. I'M SO SORRY HARRY POTTER. I HONESTLY AM STILL HUNDRED PERCENT LOYAL TO YOU BUT I NEED TO SAY TO YOU. I HAVE LOST. I AM IN LOVE WITH EDWARD CULLEN. I AM HONESTLY OFFICIALLY IN LOVE WITH TWILIGHT. I LOVE SYIMAH SO MUCH FOR HAVING SO MUCH SIMILARITIES WITH ME. I LOVE HER SO MUCH, FOR LENDING ME THE BOOK TO READ. I'VE READ IT FINISH AND GOT IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL IT'S WONDERFUL. I WAS BLABBERING ABOUT MY TRUE LOVE. I NOW FINALLY HAVE FOUND SOMEONE I'VE LIKED AFTER SO LONG. I AM TRUELY IN LOVE. I LOVE YOU EDWARD. Edward you're so sweet, you just confess and express so well, without being the mushy that I don't like, you're so sweet I can't stand sweet guys I love you I love you Edward I'm blabbering I'm mumbling I'm murmuring. I want to feel that feeling when I touch your lips, I want to feel that feeling when you whisper into my ears, I want to feel the feeling when I'm in your arms, I want to feel that feeling when you said in page 240 "You are the most important thing to me now. You are the most important to me ever." I want you to kiss me, I want you to try that, like in page 247, where I took in your breathe. I want you to say you love me, like you did in page 270. I want you to say you'll protect me forever and never let me get hurt. But :( phuket thailand. What are the odds that will come true? Which guy in the world right now is willing to do all those with me anyway. Hahahahha, there's not a single guy now who'd even want to get close with me xD I'll just dream about my Edward and think he's real, oh my sweetest Edward. I just love the way he's so sweet, he's so sweet, he's so sweet, I CAN'T STAND GUYS WHO'RE SWEET, AND IN THE SWEET WAY THAT THEY ARE NOT IN THE OVERLY MUSHY DISGUSTING WAY!!!!! I LOVE SWEET GUYS LIKE EDWARD. EDWARD BE MY BOYFRIEND. He'd say, "I'd feel so anxious when I'm not with you, I'd worry every single moment I'm not with you, because I'm afraid you get hurt," which is soo much better than a guy saying "I want you, I need you, I miss you, you are my life I can't live without you you are my ecstacy you are my vibrant soul of my life. I miss you so much I'd cry." :( I'm so in love with Edward I'd cry. But I sigh even more at the fact that I can't call you, and tell you that because of how we are now. I'm definitely going to buy all it's books. I LOVE YOU EDWARD. I can't believe I'm betraying Harry Potter. I STILL LOVE YOU BABY. But Isabella Swan, I hate you, why did you get him :( AND. It's so unfair, Edward looks so ugly and yukky in Harry Potter's Goblet Of Fire, when that stupid book described Cedric to be "a very handsome boy around the age of 17". Now, after I hate Twilight, I stumble upon the book with Syimah's wonderful fate and I fall in love. OMG. I'm done ranting. I'm upset but I'm in love. Watch the trailer pl0x I'll rant more when I can again. Right now I'm dying, I'm breatheless, I run out of breathe trying to describe my love for Edward. I'm not in love with the guy who plays it, I'm in love with Edward, the hot, sexy, sweet, perfect, temperamental vampire. When you become him, call me. I'll let you have me in bed on floor anywhere you want. (scratch out the vampire if you can ok, cos i need my blood) I love you Edward. About 3 things I was absolutely positive. First, Edward was a vampire. Second, there was a part of him - and I didn't know how dominant that part might be - that thirsted for my blood. And third, I was unconditionally an irrevocably in love with him. I will never fall in love again, or date anymore, until I find another guy like you. Now I'm worried sick the Chalet might not be successful D: I should be sent to an asylum already. I'm changing topics abruptly here and there because of my restlessness. ARGH ITS AFTER EXAMS I SHOULD RELAX. Yet on the other hand my head's filled with things at all times and at the perfect moment (im being sarcastic) Twilight decides to step into my life. Shit happens. Sigh no matter how upset or restless I am. One thing I know for sure. I love you Edward Cullen, and you know you love me, I'm Teresa Zhou your future wife. (im like remixing gossip girl coz i like them too 8D) I SAW SHARMAIN TODAY HAHAHAHAH YAY GIRL. Sadly I was in a rush or not I'd love to have chat with you! I LOVE YOU EDWARD. EISABESS. LET'S HAVE A DATE AND RANT ABOUT THEM. We have many things in common :-) I'VE BEEN PUNCKED@!!@#!@ PAWNED!!@# WHATEVER!! I'VE BEEN SUCKED INTO THE STEPHANIE MEYER SAGA, FINALLY AFTER SO LONG. BUT HARRY POTTER. AKU STILL YOUR ONE TRUE FAN. WO STILL YOUR ONE TRUE FAN. I! AM STIL YOUR ONE TRUE FAN. But just faster come out next year plz, plz move the dates up instead of all the way far back -.- One thing is TWILIGHT ON NOVEMBER 21. One thing happy. Second is Circus, and than Harry Potter Beedle's, AND RIHANNA'S CONCERT (THX WEIMING FOR SHARING THAT INFO) I want to go. OH EM GEE OK LOL. LONG POST ALREADY WITH MY RANTS. I love you, Cullen. Bella, I'll learn to be like you and get a floral scent. I'm going to read it the second time after I gao tim bbq thing. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo=) I did that on purpose. ok. toodles. i love edward. Saturday, October 11, 2008
When I was young
I never needed anyone And making love was just for fun Those days are gone Livin’ alone I think of all the friends I’ve known When I dial the telephone Nobody’s home All by myself Don’t wanna be All by myself Anymore Hard to be sure Sometimes I feel so insecure And loves so distant and obscure Remains the cure All by myself Don’t wanna be All by myself Anymore All by myself Don’t wanna live All by myself Anymore When I was young I never needed anyone Making love was just for fun Those days are gone All by myself Don’t wanna be All by myself Anymore All by myself Don’t wanna live Oh Don’t wanna live By myself, by myself Anymore By myself Anymore Oh All by myself Don’t wanna live I never, never, never Needed anyone Bucketful of tears full 60. Finally all shown. ![]() Sisto came over (lYkE fInAlLy) and ordered us some yummy pizza and KFC! :D Sadly due to tummy condition, I only like ate half of the first chicken and I was bloated x_X. Anyhoos. Thanks Kor. gtg alr Momo alert. K full force on Chem tmr, maybe with kuku :-) toodles! Friday, October 10, 2008
HELLO.
Momo showed me this newspaper cutting, a scientist report. Kinda astounding O.o. ![]() It actually shows a 'timetable' for what kind of problems you might be having in your body with every hour interval! Seriously, kinda amazing, cos I had my vomitting, regurgation and such at 4, and there it says my lower areas, tummy areas. Wow o.o. Momo even told me she went to check the time, and she says it's really true. Next time you have any problems with your parts suddenly, check out this table. I think it'll be your mini doctor :) Gotta let Momo watch teevo soon. I feel much uber better now other than the weak tummy sensation! ^^ LOL this is another funny picture. Teachers, don't cross your students.. ![]() You never know what they might do to you while you're having your picture taking.. ROFL I WONDER WHAT DID ALL THOSE TEACHERS REACT TO WHEN THE WATER SPILT. Notice they're all indians? :) toodles.
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OK, no more disgusting stuffs hahahaha. Let me start of with a good news!!! :D ![]() BLACK EYED PEAS IS COMING BACK! They're working real hard on their new album called THE E.N.D (The Energy Never Dies), 3 years after their album Monkey Business. I honestly can't wait for it! :) Taboo, Fergie (hotness!!), Will.I.Am, apl.de.ap, oh yeahhh baby! Set to come out either in December 2008 or January 2009. Can't wait! Another hot news. Remember I talked about her before, where she got pregnant? Guess what people? She got pregnant again. A source told National Enquirer magazine: “Jamie Lynn is about eight weeks pregnant, and she and her mom Lynne are hysterical. Neither of them knows what to do, but for now they're trying to keep the news from getting out. “Jamie Lynn believed she couldn't get pregnant while she was breastfeeding. She'd expected to have her period by early September, but a home pregnancy test came back positive and Jamie Lynn cried her eyes out. “Lynne was livid when she found out. She told Jamie Lynn that she thought she was smarter than that and she couldn't believe that she hadn't learned her lesson.” It has been claimed the ‘Zoey 101’ star’s friends and family are urging her to terminate the pregnancy." And when they say terminate, they mean abortion. OMG! I wonder what she'll do next. ![]() Jamie, Jamie, Jamie. Whatever will we do with you? I honestly, honestly thought you were really much more sensible. Just with a 3 months old plus daughter, and already pregnant, thinking that "I thought I wouldn't get pregnant while breastfeeding." which technically means she didn't know she could still get pregnant while she is at a stage of breastfeeding. Thank you Shereen for telling me :D Source. Overly-direct people, sometimes, seriously -.-'' toodles.
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OMG! I can't stop posting now that I can post LOL. Another disturbing video. A woman with "3 demons" in her stomach. I better go youtubing before I post anymore :p Watch the 'interrogation' between the demons and the medium. With credits to Pris :D Pris I donno if you're reading this now, but I miss you :( That woman either seriously has those demons, or is effing fat, or has just eaten a chuckload of things, and that includes a cow. toodles.
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OK, another disgusting post, apart from that Virginity Test. This one, another caution. It is disgusting. It reminds me of Andre, who showed me this video of this woman who like, ate her own eyeball lol. I've seen this one before, on youtube or from someone, or from Andre again, about this Japanese woman who squashed a cute little kitty to death. dang I just said it out. Anyway, proceed on your own will. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Seriously, if I find out who's that fuggin' bitch who killed that kat so ruthlessly, I'll hunt her down and bomb her like how the terrorist did to Fatima's hometown's hotel -.-. Hope you didn't vomit. toodles.
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OK, before I post: CAUTION: Slight nudity, but not excessive porn :) Skip if you want to, but do not deem me as a horny bitch, I'm not posting it to make you steam in any sorts. ![]() "Doctors and Zulu elders concede the tests do not in themselves reveal whether a person is HIV-positive. But the tests can reveal who may be having unsafe sex and which among them need counselling and possibly treatment. Supporters add that girls who successfully pass the tests receive reaffirmation for their choice to remain chaste. Sthabile Buthelezi, 25, said she had been attending virginity testing sessions since 1994. "This event gives me a chance to meet other girls who are virgins, and we can show the whole world that we are virgins. I now know myself and I'm responsible for my body," she said. For those who say the virginity tests place too much of an onus on women, Nomagugu Gobese has a surprise. She said she will begin testing boys later. Medical experts might question her methods, but she said she is sure she will be able to tell who has been having sex. "Boys should be taught to be good mannered as well, not just girls. "Otherwise we are fighting a losing battle by concentrating on the girls only," she said." ![]() ![]() Of course, they're thinking of banning this, but than again to the Africans it's a good practice. It's to prevent AIDS lah, really, and also woman who takes them feels more secure, to know that there are others who're also virgins. Reminds me of Madonna's Like A Virgin performance and her tongue-locking in VMA last time, with Britney, and Katy's rendition in this year's one. You can even get a certificate :) ![]() ![]() Soooo. Who's up for a virginity test? I'll be the doctor B-D ty x toodles.
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Exams & other wordy stuffs on another post! FIRST, OMG THANKS EDGAR FOR TELLING ME SO MUCH. I CAN'T BELIEVE IT. FINALLY, FINALLY, FINALLY! ![]() I KNEW THEY WOULD PRINT IT OUT ONE DAY. I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE DAMN THING TO COME OUT. DECEMBER, OMG BRITNEY AND HARRY POTTER, ILOVEYOUILOVEYOU. I pre-ordered already ^^ ![]() Shahir, Fathih, Shereen and me walked over to westmall, and Shahir than left to board his 985 back home. Fathih, Shereen & me went to eat at the Macs, and we went to the new Korean shop again! :D We met Joevenn, Bernard and Edgar along the way O.o. I bought their coke LOL so cute, and that drink XD I was thinking on which to choose, lemon, grape, or orange. I'll buy the rest of 'em slowly! :D ![]() I had also went out with Momo on Sunday, to borrow Adrian. It was kinda unexpected first, cos I went to the bustop and saw Momo O.o she than wanted to accompany me. We ate at Jollibean. We ended up walking around for awhile. ![]() Xinying & Weijie :D OH, and than, on Tuesday! We had another great day, Shereen, Shahir, Bank, Yan Bing, Darren and Jason! We all hung out at Jason's clubhouse to study for Maths, and Jason was our teacher for the day! Thank you Jason so much! :) you should have seen him, he was walking all around and everyone was asking him questions! XD ![]() While having a break... ![]() Shereen became real horny. ![]() And Shahir don't really care about being famous!!! ![]() Don't look at me.. ![]() And than, we decided to play this game Shereen thought about! It's where you actually tell someone a theme or something, like lion or so, and the other person acts out for others to guess! It's damn fun :D ![]() First you whisper, ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Than you act out for others to guess! LOL. Slowly Yanbing, Bank and Jason came over to guess too, and Yanbing also helped occasionally. LOL he's damn good I tell you, Yanbing. Drama should choose him. We had a great time, and all left at 7:30. ^^ I boarded the bus back with Shazey! WEDNESDAY, after Maths! We all went to Mac to eat. ![]() Gosh LOL it was so fun there. We all ate and talked alot, and made alot of nice stuffs for Kevin XD AND SHAHIR HAHAHAHA YOUR WASABI. I HATE THE WASABI BURGER. ANYONE WHO LIKES IT (except andre) YOU'RE EITHER RETARDED, RETARDED, RETARDED OR RETARDED. YUCK YUCK YUCK. We than all went to Shahir's house! Fathih, Win, Bank and Yanbing went home first. Shereen, Shahir, Ebel and me went over and we played GTA (yes GTA not need for speed) first :D LOL omg it's such a violent and mean game. I got to like it when I heard about the prostitutes involved and the shooting of heads LOL. Seriously, Fathih and me realli realli like the prosititutes. ![]() Me and Fathih trying to listen to the sex sounds. We all played our own PSP, laptops and PS2 the whole afternoon first! XD ![]() After that, that's when it gets spookier. We watched Shahir's Wujud, with my dearest boo yoda (L) ![]() See, Ebel was very interested. ![]() ![]() After watching, we went over to KFC to eat, because of Shahir's unfateful incident with Wasabi which caused him to lose $6 XD AAHAHHAHAHA. Fathih had a great time eating his coleslaw :p AND LOLOL WIN!! SO CUTE HAHAHAHA HE RAISED HIS HAND AND CAME DOWN AND KNOCKED HIS WHOLE TRAY LOLOL LUCKY HE ATE FINISH ALREADY HAHAHAHAHAH. After that it rained damn hard, and we were all running! OMG while we ran my yoda came out lol, IT WAS SO CLOSE FROM DROPPING OFF. While I picked it up, wtf!!! Suddenly one freaking loud thunder hit that place, OMGGG my heart couldn't stop beating fast, I let Shereen and Ebel have the honour of touching my bust to feel my heart. We went back, and that's where we started the guessing game again. EVERYONE HAD BALLS AND BALLS OF FUN!!! ![]() See their faces!!! ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() LOL EBEL WAS DOING THE CRAB. YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN SHAHIR'S CRAB IN JASON'S HOUSE WTF LOL! AND SEEN SHAHIR'S SNAKE ROFLMAO, HIS SNAKE HE LIKE WRIGGLED ON THE FLOOR HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. GUESS WHAT IS THIS. ![]() FISH SUCKING ROFLMAO LOL. SEE THIS: ![]() IT'S SUPPOSE TO BE AN ANT LOL. EBEL TOOK LIKE 3 WHOLE MINUTES TRYING TO GET EVERYONE TO GUESS LOLOL. EVERYONE THOUGHT LIKE, BLACK BEETLE, BUTTERFLY, BUT WTF LOLOL! HAHAHAH ![]() OK that's a rat. LOL ![]() GUESS WHAT IS THIS LOLOL. RHINOSAURUS LMAO!!!!!! RHINO WITH TWO HORNS LOLOLOL!!!!!! ![]() SHAHIR!!!! THAT'S A DRAGON FLY. LOLOLOL. YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN FATHIH ALSO. THE THEME WAS KARTHIK LOLOL, HE SHOWED HIS TEETH AND SHOOT THE BASKETBALL LOLOL!!!! We had a blast! We all laughed our asses off, Yanbing's performance is still the best. Overall best actor: Yanbing! THE BEST TOPIC GIVER: BANKUKU & Win. LOL THEY'RE IDIOTS. THEY LAUGH AND WATCH AND LAUGH AND WATCH AND GIVE DIFFICULT TOPICS. WE ALL FROM MIX TO BOYS VS GIRLS LAH HAHAHAHAH. Got so many themes! Got Britney Spears, (LOLOL FATHIH, GIMME MORE), than got Winnie the Pooh (OMG Yanbing LOL), than got Parrot (wtf LOL that one very hard to act), than got Powerpuff Girl, Yoda, LOL so many! Definitely, ![]() We have got to do that outing again, guys (: Shahir, your house roxsxzxzxz! PEOPLE WHO WENT THERE, YOU GUYS ROXZXZXZ THE BEST! :D What a good day to relax. toodles.
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OK, apart from the really sad and happy post, here's a post on how the past few days have been! Of course I've been missing blogging like practically every second of my life ):
Gambette everyone! We can definitely do it, gobbling down Chemistry :D Stupid thing is on Tuesday, THE holiday, we have dumb 10 hours of Drama. Wtf. lol. I hope Drama eats Band. Idiotic things @.@. I'll look forward to outings after the exams anyway :D House Bunny, with Xy, Wj, Sher, Shoppeng!!!, KL/JB, Chalet, bla bla bla! ^^ I did say, it's a wordy post. toodles. Thursday, October 09, 2008
You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it I don't see how you can You're aching, you're breaking And I can see the pain in your eyes Says everybody's changing And I don't know why So little time Try to understand that I'm Trying to make a move to stay in the game I try to stay awake and remember my name But everybody's changing And I don't feel the same You're gone from here And soon you will disappear Cause everybody's changing And I don't feel right So little time Try to understand that I'm Trying to make a move to stay in the game I try to stay awake and remember my name But everybody's changing And I don't feel the same So little time Try to understand that I'm Trying to make a move to stay in the game I try to stay awake and remember my name But everybody's changing And I don't feel the same I thought, I could stop feeling what I have. I thought, I could let go of those feelings. I thought, even though, there are these people who doesn't want to care, or even if there's these people who only bites back onto your throat isn't even worth to be bothered with anymore. I thought, by trying to forget, by trying to think differently for every single thing, everything will be fine. But it's not, it's terrible, it's horrible. I'm not being any better than anybody. I'm being more worse than who I already am. I'm not trying to give anyone a taste of their own medicine, but I'm just becoming the double of the other. No hate, for anyone else can be as deep as how I'm feeling now. Fuck you, Teresa, you fucking suck the shit out of this world. If I could just pick up that fucking knive and just fucking stab it into your damned self. I can't, I can only do different things, and that fucks. I hate you with every fibre of my being. I shall stop. And I shall try once more again. I shall try hard, I shall try so hard again. I won't be afraid of disappointments again, I won't be that sensitive about fairness anymore. What's the point when the disappointment is me, what's the point when I'm not being fair to others at all. I don't care about climbing up high, and only to reach nearly the top, and find myself falling back smack onto the ground. Fuck how long has this fucking thing been happening. No matter how much I tried understand or have, can't you spare some feelings to know how it feels too, instead of taking it and just throwing it aside, as expecting it always? Stop, bitch. Just stop your useless whinning. Get the fact that y-o-u s-u-c-k. YEAH I should. There's so many others out there with problems so much more worse, who're facing further crisis, who're dying out there. I'm sorry, I don't apologize for her, because she's just such a fucking selfish person. Right now, I am just so glad, I'm able to write these out now properly. Good luck for the last 2 papers. It's not my intention to break the mood at the last minute, I'm sorry. Sigh, the even suckier thing is after exams, it's not all play.. Drama, band, drama comes back, and blah whatever. I must stop, before I'm too irritating. OMG STOP THINKING. Stop. Filling. Doubts. I'm sorry. I guess I still have to show, once in a while. toodles. Sunday, October 05, 2008
HELLO.
I've finally submit myself to full studying yesterday, imagine writing a whole lot of chunk, ringing people up (nurul, bernard, emily, shereen, jason!) for help, walking around disturbing caley's sleep while trying to recite geography notes and munching up fruits and tidbits as snacks. The night was spent on Maths, anyway, and I have to really thank Jason for spending quite awhile explaining several questions to me! All hail maths einstein :D I won't say I'm well prepared, I've got to do more ): I'm lazing at home, slacking the morning. I really oughta head to the library, and try to borrow Adrian, but my bum is not letting me go. I'll find a way. I'm sure most of you are mugging real hard for exams! Just think, after exams, you're another full grown woman/man/gay/lesbian, and will be fully free to do any stupid shits you want, like taking a picture with Katy Perry dressing up really badly, flaunting the colour of your panties/briefs. ![]() Still, don't you agree Katy Perry up there doesn't look like Katy Perry? O.o. Don't let the stress of exams get to you, that you feel a little insane (hi shereen :]), and or that you feel like slashing your arms away and devouring the whole tub of ice cream, crying on the bed moaning over your stupidity or incapability of studying. Remember the few front ways of holding a chopstick, and not lose over to the dark side, ok? ![]() There will be guides all around you, to tell you what not to do, and your friends will be there to help you too. Really, so tell yourself don't succumb to pressure! Or not your deoxyrebonucleicacid will be mutated and reformed into a double nose triple eared monster with no sense of identity, whatsoever. I'm not being a scientist here or trying to revise my bio. Let yourself in for occasional sex. ![]() It never hurts, unless you're a first timer :) Don't be too stressed, kay dearest people?
No burning of midnight oil unless you're sure your house has fire extinguishers or fire-proof, uh, try to not irritate your friends too much by flaunting your cleverness in full top speed reciting practically the whole damn book or notes, and just be yourself. Breathe in, fart out. AND YOU BETTER FUCKING GET A1 FOR ALL YOUR TEST SCORES, ESPECIALLY CHINESE AND MATHS. No pressure, really. Breathe in, fart out. Oh yes, hope you're doing real great, i miss you lots, i'll never forget the memories howsoandwhat. :) toodles. Saturday, October 04, 2008
Hellooo.
Food for thought. ![]() A never ending picture as said. I'mma gonna do some Geog stuffs writing on the Doc, and send it to Bank, than going offline to do some major mugging, hopefully. Uneventful last night -.- Shan't talk about that. I wish FYE and others get done and done like, asapz0rx. I'll try to get some help for Adrian on Sunday :D I saw this really cool quiz from Amelia. LOL, do it if you want to, and see what results you get. Dear Nate, I don't really know how to tell you this, but I dislike your eyelashes. I think I realized it that night you picked your nose, in your closet and I saw you sit on my illegitimate child in Ghana. I'm sure you're middle-class enough to understand that you need a sex-change. I'm returning the couch cushions to you, but I'll keep your collection of butterflies as a memory. You should know that I am better off without you and I’m off to lead a new life as a lemon. With tears of sadness, Tere. Follow this template: Dear (_friend_),I don't really know how to tell you this, but (_1_). I think I realized it (_2_), (_3_) and I saw you (_4_) (_5_).I'm sure you're (_6_) enough to understand (_7_).I'm returning (_8_) to you, but I'll keep (_9_) as a memory.You should also know that I (_10_) and (_11_). (_12_), (_your name_) 1. What's the colour of your shirt? Blue - Our romance is over Red - Our affair is over White – I’m joining the Convent Black - I dislike your eyelashes Green - Our socks don't match Grey - You're a pervert Yellow - I'm selling myself for candy Pink - Your nostrils are insulting Brown - The mafia wants you No shirt - You're mean Other - I'm in love with your cat 2. Which is your birth month? January - That night you picked your nose February - Last year when you peed your pants March - When your dwarf bit me April - When I tripped on peanut butter May - When I threw up in your sock drawer June - When you put cuffs on me July – When you smacked my ass August - When I saw the purple monkey September - When we skinny dipped in the bathtub October - When I quoted Forest Gump November - When your dog humped my leg December - When I finally changed my underwear 3. Which food do you prefer? Tacos - In your apartment Lasagna- In your car Pasta - Outside of your office Hamburgers - Under the bus Salad – As you were eating Kraft Dinner Chicken - In your closet Kebab - With Jean Chrétien Fish - In a clown suit Sandwiches - At the Elton John concert Pizza - At the mental hospital Hot dog - Under a street light Annat- With George Bush and Stephen Harper 4. What's the coluor of your socks? Yellow - Hit on Red - Insult Black - Ignore Blue - Knock out Purple - Pour syrup on White - Carve your initials into Grey - Pull the clothes off Brown - Put whipped cream on Orange - Castrate Pink - Pull the pants off of Barefoot - Sit on Other - Drive over 5. What's the colour of your underwear? Black - My boyfriend White - My father Grey – The Catholic Priest Brown – Your ‘My Little Pony’ collection Purple - My corned beef hash Red – My knee caps Blue - My salt-beef bucket Yellow - My illegitimate child in Ghana Orange - My Blink 182 cd Pink – The Montreal Canadian’s goalie None – My prized statue of Michael Jackson in the nude Other - The elephant in the corner 6. What do you prefer to watch on TV? Scrubs; Man O.C.; Emotional One Tree Hill; Open Heroes; Frostbitten Lost; High House; Sly Simpsons; Cowardly The news; Scarred Idol; Masochistic Family Guy; Senile Top Model; Middle-class Annat; Ashamed 7. Your mood right now? Happy - How awful you are Sad - How boring you are Bored - That Santa doesn't exist Angry - That your smell makes me vomit Depressed – That we’re related Excited - That I may pee my pants Nervous - The middle-east is planning their revenge on you Worried - That your Ford sucks Apathetic - That you need a sex-change Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your earlobes Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men Silly - That there is no solution to you being a dumbkid Other - That your driving sucks 8. What's the colour of your walls in your bedroom? White - Your toe ring Yellow - Your love letters to me Red - Your Elton John poster Black - Your pet rock Blue - The couch cushions Green - The pictures from Vegas Orange - Your false teeth Brown - Your nose hair clippers Grey - Our matching snoopy underwear Purple - Your old New Kids on the Block blanket Pink - The cut toenails Other - Your car 9. The first letter of your first name? A/B - Your photo with the moustache drawn on it C/D - The oil tank from your car E/F - Your neighbour’s dog G/H - My virginity I/J - The results of that blood-sample K/L - Your left ear M/N - Your suicide note O/P - My common sense Q/R - Your mom S/T - Your collection of butterflies U/V - Your criminal record W/X – Your glass eye Y/Z - Your credit cards 10. The last letter in your last name? A/B - Told my psychiatrist about the bruises C/D - Never will forget that night E/F - Always wanted to break your legs G/H – Hate your cooking I/J – Mocked you behind your back constantly K/L - Will tell the authorities that you did not steal that whale in the back yard M/N - Told in my confession today about the moose poaching O/P - Was interviewed about the car you stole Q/R - Always will remember the pep talks S/T - Get sick when I think of your feet U/V - Will try to forget that you broke my heart W/X - Haven’t showered in a month Y/Z – Am better off without you 11. What do you prefer to drink? Water- Our friendship is ruined Beer – you should stop picking your nose Soft drink – I’m off to lead a new life as a lemon Soda – I will haunt you when I’m incarnated as an Eskimo Milk - The apartment building is on fire Wine – Thanks for the Cocaine Cider – I have a passionate interest for mice Juice – You ruined my attempts at another world war Mineral water – You should get that embarrassing rash checked Hot chocolate – Your Cucumber-fetishism is weird Whiskey - I love Oprah Winfrey Liquor - I chew on your earlobes while you sleep Other – I'm scratching my ass as you read this 12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation? Thailand – Warm tingly sensations Australia - Best of luck on the sex-change England - Good luck in jail Spain - Go drown yourself China – You make me sick Germany – Please don’t hurt me Japan - Go milk a cow Greece - Your everlasting enemy USA - Greetings to your frog Leonard Egypt – Kiss my butt France – With tears of sadness Random name. Honestly I'm feeling lazy already. I dislike Natural Vegetation, and that's because I don't get it, and there's alot to memorize D: Can someone tell me if for the Geography Ex, we only need to learn Tropical Rainforest, or we still need to learn all? Thank you very xmuch. Cap it off, a poor Javanese name. ![]() LOL. Sleepness, take me away by hand. I'm so dissatisfied with the world. I hate myself so much D: This guy doesn't even have to feel anything, he just needs to be him, surgical-obsessed-burma. ![]() Let's all be like him, shan't we? Come here, children, let me take you somewhere nice :) I'm feeling crappy and restless. Let me go bore something somewhere else with my unstable mood. I hate feelings of doubts. Got a secret Can you keep it? Swear this one you'll save Better lock it in your pocket Taking this one to the grave If i show you then i know you Won't tell what i said Cause two can keep a secret If one of them is dead Why do you smile Like you have told a secret Now you're telling lie Cause you're the one to keep it But no one keeps a secret I want to change my playlist again, because I'm getting sick of it. O.o. All the best of luck to those munchos trying to study hard, but still has time to read this blog right here. :D Bwahhahaha. I have to bathe Caley, and bring him out for a walk. I'm awfully extra lazy now. Bufuggle my shizzles. toodles. Friday, October 03, 2008
HELLO.
Another day in school. Even as I moan, and groan about waking up every morning to Bank, or if I'm complaining to Momo in a sleepy voice, "I hate school...", it suddenly just all came down to me how fast the year have already been! It seems like just as I look back, yesterday, that I first came to this school, seeing the innocent faces (need I not remind Samuel's, Shahir's, Bank's, Emily's, Shereen's, Pebble's, Desiree's, Jason's, etc's amazing face transformation [hair too]), hanging out with each other being retardedly insane. Time goes by and we started growing closer, forming each cliques of our own. Slowly, problems start to arise, and fights, misunderstandings, blog quarrels, whatsoevers, they all just seem to appear, as what adults say Teenager's average phase. Bullshit, but still it happens. Than again, just a few more weeks to go, we're already ceasing all secondary 2 education/academic, and moving on to secondary 3's. Tell me, how fast has time passed already? It seems like yesterday only, I knew Cherly, and Desiree, and Cherie, burping in the hall while Mr Adam was explaining to us the rules. It seems like only yesterday, how me and Cherly always tried molesting Wynona, and me doing food crepe with Somin. It seems like yesterday how I kept saying Hi to Bank, Jason, Emily, Benny, Ebel, Nick, Rayyan, Ling Yin, when they first came to school, pestering them, and saying good bye to Cherly, Wynona, So Min, Yezmin (who was actually Shaf's good friend that time!), Sankari and many other transferred-before-the-school-even-started people. Now, it's a crazier noisier class, with new students like Jae, Seok Yong, Seong Eon, Hanna, Su Zin, Fatima, and how much we've bonded so far! (even with the bullyings!) I can't believe how the time have breezed by. I must thank these girls so much, today, for helping me truckloads with the invitation cards. You guys have helped alot, one way or the other! ^-^ ![]() Sorry for the unglam shot, Nurul. o.o. Ebel, Nurul, Shereen, Xinying & Emilyy (: We were all scribbling and scribbling, doing the borders and consulting each other what to write, and adding things along the way. ![]() My phone is still not as good as Emily's, so don't compare the focusing leh ): Next was IT class, and we continued on while playing half time too! ![]() I must thank new members on board, Shazey :p I tell you he's a freaking pro, today, sleeking through the dwellings of Adam's clutches. I shan't say whuddd, but if you know, HAHA DON'T YOU AGREE? ![]() Shahir's incharge of the lameoo cards :p Thanksss yousssss :D Mr PT, Kev, Karthik were having a ball of fun looking at the Batman Interrogation thingy, and some other videos I think, on my blog LOL. Pardon on the second video with vulgar, BUT DON'T YOU JUST THINK IT'S FUNNY HAWHAWHAW. ![]() With due credits to Edgar for introducing! :) And I blocked your face ok Mr PT. Soon, we're done with the cards! All 31 of 'em :) Thanks alot girls & guys! ^^ ![]() After school, Emily looked inferior. ![]() Don't you think? LOL :D Spy the same bag beside her legs buahahahhaha. Nurul! ![]() And Bank stuffed my head into the new bag. Dang Em, it really can fit LOL. ![]() See that bunch of money behind, looking evil and happy. We went to eat after that. I ate yumm carrotcakee! ![]() Shereen had to go Far East ): and Win wanted to go home study, not wanting to disturb, so Bank & me went over to Woodlands Lib and studied Geography. We found a good space on the floor with a nice chair to use as a table :D It was a good outing, I did study quite properly for Geography, so did he I hope XD and we had a good in-out talk while doing. ^^ It's nice, on a good Friday evening studying at somewhere cold with a quiet atmosphere, with a good place to rest at, and talking through. I'm counting the days down till the Chalet, and everything else that falls right after that, and not to mention exams ending and it's results. Sigh, so fast only, the exams are here! Woodlands has Adrian Mole, but I need a library card ASAP. Anyone can spare during the weekends? ):
omg omg, the thought of not being able to study Lit properly makes my fingers and legs all runny. 100 pages!!!! I've not even done any notes but to just read it! I NEED THAT BOOK! Seriously though, I really wanna find out who're the two buggers who stole my two books. lol. Anyway, I need to do somemore revisions. Maybe on Sat I'll borrow a card from someone or something, and get the book. Saturday 3/4 Maths (hopefully no fall-asleep-dreaming scenarios!) and 1/4 Geog, and Sunday full Literature beauty. Oh no, I've not got to forget Bio. OK erase that part. Sunday half Lit, half Bio and 1/4 of Geog & Maths for revision!! I'm still slacking right behind at the bottom of the pit for Physics, not understanding Electricity well ): Thomas, Ed, Dear, Einstein. Please come visit me from the dead and teach me. Hopefully, the pressure of the food chalet stuffs, certain bodoh people, and everything else will die down slowly. I can do it, and I won't give up, cos or not I ain't tere (: with my dearest stars right by me. If I were you, So kiss me again, Cos only you can stop this stu-stu-stu-stu-stuttering. toodles. Thursday, October 02, 2008
HELLO.
OMG totally random I posted this before, but I still love how the video went! Tarzan!!! :D Loved the music! Loved the mini vocals, it makes everything sound so nice! ^^ I was listening to Mr Lee's rendition of Moon Represents My Heart by me, (teresa teng lah), and it made me feel like listening to the song again, so just now me and Momo were singing to different people singing that song beautifully on Youtube. I recommend this one: I actually liked her version better than Teresa's/mine! :D Kenny G's rendition is also beautiful. See, lucky I know how to play the sax. hahahha. I can be Teresa Z leh ;) OK I'm procrastinating agin. 9:54, I'd better go study lah!!!! I read those past words I've written, and I realized once more. toodles.
HELLO.
Ah, it's been a long day today. Thankfully to the many great people who managed to pull me up :) Thanks so much guys! Last night, thank you Jie for bringing me to the doctor. Dado than brought me to buy the bag. How lucky am I? Last one on stock. I haven't ate my dinner, so he brought me to the same jap stall again. I wanted to eat another set, but I didn't know what was nice. Didn't want to waste time, so just ate the same one again :p
By the way Shereen, that girl in the 5th video, the Spiderman spoof, I think she looks like Georgina from Gossip Girl doesn't she? I think she is. :D Enjoy! Wednesday, October 01, 2008
OMG. HAHA.
I went back to Chris's channel. HE HAS A VIDEO. SHEREEN SEEE HAHAHAHAH. NANNE NANNEE BOO BOO. Retarded. YAY FOR CHRIS CROCKER. I hate his new page. So damn laggy and boring, and hard to navigate! Please use youtube again lah Chris :( Jie is gonna come fetch me and bring me out to the doc, and buy my couple bag with Emily! :) Thank you jiejie, sorry for the trouble. jie said: u count to 10 million jie said: i reach liao jie said: byebye me said: LOL so long? K I'd better go and change now :) toodles.
HELLO!
Of course I'd love to blog every single day! If only I wasn't strangled to death by Neha. ![]() She's truely evil. Let me start off: HAPPY CHILDREN DAY & HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIM ZI GUI! my dearest dearest boyfriend since saps :) i love u very much zizi, i hope you have a great b'day! yi zhang zi gui xia lai loves u too. Malays can finally stop fasting! I'm happy for you guys! :P Today's coincidentally a public holiday too! Muahahhaa. Yesterday. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() (the only successful one)
![]() And after that (since it's a halfday and THANK YOU ms nurul for forgetting/not coming to our lesson), we waited for Ebel's bus :D and than we went back home. After arranging a little, we decided to go studying! Shahir couldn't come though. This time, we finally got the prime seats of our lives thanks to the hasty navigation from Shereen. ![]() We didn't appreciate it fully though :p We studied abit only. Damn, when will I start studying properly? -.- My toenail came off. lol! One in Em's house, one here, how unglam. ![]() ![]() We're both suckers, xo couple shirts. ![]() ![]() And of course after major laughing over some stuffs, and fondling here and there, stupid cam whore photos, trying to imitate real camwhores (xD!), we went to eat kfc! yum yum, my mamamia. ![]() and we went home soon. thanks bank for giving me one of your drumsticks! yuck. I totally don't recomment KFC's new drumlets. sucks. damn, how unlucky can I get? I went and burn my coke bottle cap (cos it's difficult to take out) and I think somehow one way or another, the chemical went into the coke, which I drank. Right now I'm suffering from severe allergy reactions, and I mean severe. Fooking red patches all over my sexy body, my beautiful long slender legs, my working hands, my neck! Luckily my face is still clean but EEEEEEEEEEEEEYUCKKKK. It's not only disgusting it's painful and DAMN DAMN ITCHY. ARGH. Shit this. I'm supposed to go out asap to buy stuffs and supposedly go and see a doctor but Momo keeps wanting to drag time and go to a polyclicnic instead!!!!!! Arghhh I hate the damn red patches, and the itchiness. If I could I'd scratch it all day long and satisfy myself!!! I tell you being able to scratch the damn thing is as soothing, pleasure-rizing, satisfying like as though you've just masturbated!!!! But I can't, -.- incase my skin tears off. ARGHH I HATE THISSSS. ololollololol. The night before was pretty @.@ hazy too. I studied at home till I fell asleep, when I woke up, thanks Shereen very much for passing the info of Samuel's to me. We had a conference first, after awhile Shereen gotta cluck cos her bill might get too high. Thanks alot girl! :D Samuel and me had a damn long talk over the Chalet thing. After awhile we stopped in an interval, for him to sms others, and for me to talk to Kor for advise, and than after that we called each other again and talked for another 2 hours+. Seriously through this experience I can honestly understand how difficult organizing can be. We jumped from deciding with 3 day 2 night Chalet, to 2 day 1 night, to East Coast Pit, to West Coast Pit, to Labrador's Pit, to 3 day 2 night Chalet, and backkk to square 1, 2 day 1 night Chalet, and deciding on it. I must seriously thank Samuel a huckhucktruckloads for being patient with me, bearing with my retarded voice and nervous decisions. I must thank him also for helping me/us to check up stuffs, and for spending such a long time talking to me, deciding on all this! THANK YOU SAMUEL SO, SO MUCH. All hail Samuel! Devotee to Samuelism! Thank you Shereen for giving ideas too! And everyone else who've helped the last time, like Claudee and Nurul, Emily, Darren, Shahir, Bank :D We have had a tough decision to make, as the Downtown East is mostly booked, and it'll be on Friday, school day. We just hope that if it is important to them enough, they'd make an effort to come down. It's difficult, specially for the CCA people, but like we've said, if only they really really want to cherish and savour our last time together, they'd come no matter what. Phew. Many things to do for the few days to come! Honestly, the thought of band nearing too is sickening to me. I seriously want to quit band @.@. Things were so much better with no band, no stupid people biting down my neck during the Exam Period, so damn happy to know how free my Tuesdays and Thursdays were! I'm still scratching away. Argh get me some asap medical help so I don't need to leave my house. -.- How do I even leave the house with the hideous red patches around my legs? ): that's soo upsetting. OH. And it was such a great surprise! I met lisee/nicolette during one of our Trybe stuffs! I can't believe I didn't recognize her, I mean, I've seen her face and everything, but with her specs I didn't! Hahhaha, we had fun and chatted, and I posed for her, all so unintentionally, than we realized each other after the whole thing! Sadly it'd be the last time I'd see her, still it's a great pleasure :D I dunno how the next few days'd be.. Sigh. with you, out of my sight. I gotta go anyway. Probably won't be posting in a while, sorry! :) Just stop, I've kept quiet already. Now's the time, or is it not? Is this what you want? Do you even realize? I don't think you do at all. You and your own worlds, I can't get through at all. What were we even in the first place? I'm sorry, in my part. Are you? toodles. |