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Saturday, October 28, 2006
Put your music player on shuffle. Answer the questions with every song title. Press forward for every question.

1) How are you feeling today?
One wish - Ray J - lol.. feeling one wish.. -_-

2) Will you get far in life?
Because of you - Kelly Clarkson - lol.. it means what, i'll get far in life with someone? ._.

3) How do your friends see you?
Energy - Natalie (feat. Baby Bash) - LOLOL they see me as an energy! xD sparking up their lives! woohoo, I like this XD

4) Will you get married?
It was actually Kim Sam Soon OST, but it doesn't match, so I pressed forward again and the song was No tomorrow - Orson - lol. Will you get married? No, tomorrow. o_O im gonna be married tomorrow or i wont be married on a tomorrow?

5) What is your best friend’s theme song?
Me & U - Cassie - LOL.. that's weird.

6) What is the story of your life?
Unwritten - Natasha Bedingfield - diao lol o_O I better paste the lyrics better and see if this is true.

7) How was high school like?
You're beautiful - James Blunt - omfg; my life is brilliant, my love is pure, i saw an angel, of adam's shore, she smiled at me.. @.@ im gonna meet an angel there and a true love? lolol

8) How can you get ahead in life?
Hips dont lie - Shakria - lol.. i have to learn spanish or something? or belly dance -.-

9) What is the best thing about your friends?
Unbelievable - Craig David - LOL they're unbelievable? COOL XD

10) What is in store for this weekend?
1985 - Bowling for soup - o_o, Debbie just hit the wall? LOL CPA, her dreams when out the door, when she turn 24. o_o okay..

11) What song describes you?
When there was me and you - Vanessa Hudgens - DIAO DIAO DIAO LOLOLOL

12) To describe your grandparents?
Stickwitu - Pussycatdolls - not laughing o_O it actually is kinda truth. my grandpa and grandma love each other very much. they're with each other whole day, even in toilets!

14) What song will they play at your funeral?
Sugar, we're going down - Fallout boys - LOLOL A loaded God complex cock it and pull it.. LMAO. xD they're gonna pull boys cocks? XDXDXD

15) How does the world see you?
Heard 'em say - Kanye west (feat. Adam Levine of Maroon 5) - lol no comments

16) Will you have a happy life?
Push the button - Sugababes - o.o i push the button and i'll have a happy life? woohoo.

17) What do your friends really think of you?
Photograph - Nickelback - Look at this photograph, this is were I grew up.. o.O

18) Do people secretly lust after you?
Hey Juliet - LMNT - o.o 'I heard your friends talk about, I think you're fine, you really blow my mind' .. LOL people do secretly lust after me! XDXD

19) How can I make myself happy?
It was Ye qu by Jay chou, so I skipped. Chinese songs cant help o.o.. and after pressing forward, it was Let there be love - Oasis - soo, I got to have love to be happy? oh heavens.

20) What should you do with your life?
It was Kim Sam Soon OST again, so I skipped, and it was Reflections - Christina Aguilera - now I see, if I wear a mask, I can fool the world, but I cannot fool my heart. lol so I shouldn't fool my heart?

21) How will you have children?
Senorita - Justin Timberlake - lol.. o_o Senorita, I feel for you, you deal with things that you don't have to.. okay so I don't have to deal with these type of things? XD

Quiz from Issy :D

Went out with Joevenn, mildred, eugene saw, wenjun and eugene's grandpa. His grandpa was friendly and old :D I liked him, he taught me cantonese XD sek bao meh? :P .. I woke up at 8.30 specially so I won't be late, and than I was fussing over what to wear. If I wear that short army skirt, I was afraid it would give a bad impression to eugene's grandpapa, but I had no other skirts lol. my brown skirt, sister wore, my pink skirt - okay too pink. my abit longer army skirt, eh I wore it the last trip, if I wear again very funny -.- than I asked eugene and joevenn, eugene said anything you were will be nice, than joevenn say aiya just wear lah. so I wore it with a black top and than left the house. Reached the MRT station and stood there stupidly waiting, than I called joevenn, never pick up. Call mildred, she said she was at the upstairs of the MRT, and joevenn ask them to go up dont wait for me one. !$%#@^@@# I got up in time, and was greeted by eugene and mildred, and joevenn sheepishly stood by the side grinning. tch. we took MRT to lot 1 anyway, and had to rush up to the movie theatre there, and wenjun was waiting for us there calling us baka o_o lol one thing I noticed was that wen jun and joevenn was wearing the same thing they wore the last outing -.-

We quickly went to bought our tickets, it was 8 dollars each. Eugene had 50 dollars, so I did a quick counting, 6 people, 48 dollars, than I took eugene's money and paid up, than ask everyone to pay eugene, and give me and mildred 2 dollars each coz we give him 10 bucks o_O after that we went to buy drinks, I bought popcorn combo, large 2 coke and shared with mildred. we chose our seats, and I was sitting beside eugene and mildred o_O .. the movie started, DOA : Dead or Alive. damn nice can! all the fighting, and that girl who wore her bra while fighting o_o BAHAHAHAHAHA I LIKEE!! damn damn damn nice, damnnn cool luh, the fighting! woohoo! watow!!

after that we went to arcade, had alot of fun there, I scored some hoops at this basketball game thing, you have to score mah. I shooted alot with wenjun, than we got pass stage 1, than stage 2, almost got in. hai. it was fun =D than we went to play car racing game, okay I lost to wenjun lah x_x.. than after that played this game where you only can press either green blue or red, or something, I forgot the name. than I watched wenjun play erm.. para para thing.. he have to wave his hands or something according to the beat o_o .. he was quite good. than joevenn played his usual shooting game, than me and eugene scored hoops on that thing again XD than after that i played this sort of table tennis thing with mildred o_o the thing was flat and circle, and you have to use this sort of thing to block the thing from going into your goal lah, than play play play. after that we keep top up-ing the arcade card thingy o_o .. than I played the hoop thing again! and the red blue green game thing again XD and than played this crocodile thing, you have to press the lighted up ones, than we were pressing like siao, and got 6 tickets only, than I tug tug, 7 tickets! XDXD after that we played this game where you have to throw balls into the kangaroo tummy, LOLOL we cheated, and got 16 tickets XD we kept pressing the machine to make it seemed as if we scored alot and than kept taking the ball throw take throw BAHAHAHHA. than erm joevenn and wenjun played this game where you use hammer to knock on the screen on some stuffs, me and mildred used our fists to help, can leh XD but pain lah o_O after that me and wenjun went to withdraw 20 bucks from ATM .. and than we went to westmall this club to play bowling.

while walking there, joevenn asked me to race with him. I passed my bag to mildred and he passed to eugene, than we ran. guess who won? =D mee~ than we got to the bowling place, and LOL we saw alot of 6-3 people. I said hi to moses alot o_O than I saw like only oontoot 6-2 people there o_o or something. danny or bryan lum said wa lao when joevenn said HI HEAD PREFECT .. XDXD after that we went into the bowling there and saw gaddiel and jeffrey LOL. the whole place was practically full, except for the last one, jeffrey told us to play the same lane as them, so we paid up 3 games and went to that lane. jeffrey and gaddiel damn pro la! specially jeffrey, he got his own bowling ball and than he keep strike, or hit alot lah, 9 or 8, damn pro lah! gaddiel also quite pro, hit strike or spare quite a few times, and no idea why joevenn suddenly became so good also, can get spare, strike and hit alot -.- .. I was average lol. got strike once only XDXD.. had fun & everything, mildred and eugene kept going out together, and they said they walked in the rain. lol.. love birds :P after that we went home, but me joevenn and wenjun raced again. BAHAHA WHO WON?! MEEE~ XDXDXD. after that we watched mildred go home, than we were having a hard time deciding what to do next, coz neither of us wanna go home, than after that they decided to walk a long stretch of road to my house there, see me home.

I chatted with wenjun at the font, and joevenn chatted with eugene at the back. it was a long stretch of road, joevenn said he almost died, never walked that long before. XD since I walked home from school everyday, its just an excersise really XD after that eugene's mum came to send all of them home in taxi .. ahh~ had a real fun day, more fun than any other day.

after that more stuffs cropped up at home, and well, yeah so it became sad all over lol.. I think I spent 34 dollars that day, but it was worth it, it was really fun. host another outing soon, someone. really wanna start having fun again..

Okay! For my last quiz, the 4 false ones is..

liking someone! I DO NOT LIKE ANYONE NOW XD
hating pears! come on, I love pears.
hating harry potter. omfg you stupid idiot, the next post should tell you how much I like harry potter right?
liking science. I HATE SCIENCE. I DO NOT LIKE IT.

okay im going to JB with dad and sis soon, so my update concludes here. enjoy ya :D and tag!





Monday, October 23, 2006
HARRY POTTER FANS! I'VE FINALLY GOTTON SOME PICTURES OF HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF PHOENIX! WHOO~ -thanks to finella! :D

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That's harry potter and some of his DA members, most of them, not all ..
Well, to my knowledge, I can only reconigse neville, harry potter (who looks freaking horrible -.-), ron weasley, hermione granger, susan bones, cho chang, the patil sisters, ginny weasley, fred and george weasley, dean thomas, colin creevey, the two at the far left, I don't know. x_x anyone know? o_O
I can't believe daniel, or harry potter can actually look like that omg -.-'' look damn ugly liao luh, ron look more hotter XD hermione looks less prettier o_o and ginny definately looks more pretty with that hair style, but I cant understand why she wears trousers lol.. cho chang looks hideous -_- uglier than the Goblet of Fire liao. alamak and neville looks like. lol a guy with a black butt for face.
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Closer lookup at harry hermione and ron. -.- harry still looks horrible, hermione looks prettier, ron looks cuter =D
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Gah, okay, professor mc donald still looks the same, tralawney looks more horrible -_- uglier then the last time, and I prefered the last time one x_x and GUESS WHOSE THE PINK?! PROFESSOR UMBRIDGE. BLECH. in the book I imagined her looking much older and less pleasent looking than this. the robes the book said she wore, cardigen, ew, I thought she might've looked more like a witch instead of looking like a old kaypo auntie walking around? -.-...
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Umbridge in her effably ugly pink office with alot of ugly pictures of her ugly kittens! =D

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It's gone now.. it's really gone now.. because of .. sigh..

Com's finally alot less infected now. Deleted a whole lot of files and left with 23 undeletable viruses. Later at night I asked my dad for some good programmes to clear off the remaining files. He downloaded AVG, but couldn't download Lavasoft. He than removed some of the programmes on my com, which included GUNZ, GUNBOUND, and other stupid stuffs. T.T my gammess.. and he almost removed Pangya and Maple -.-.. thank god he didn't. After that he used AVG to heal the computer's viruses, while scanning luh, and while scanning they say they scanned a virus, Trojan one. -..- My com's connection came back soon, and I could use com & everything. Woohoo o_O logged onto msn awhile, and it was VERY lag, (like now). Just came home after walking home from school alone.. Thanks thomas for accompanying me =D glad that you weren't raped lol ..

Played Uno in class with sean, zigui, jiasheng, brendan and weiming. Weiming very toot @.@.. take alot of cards even though he has the colour/number because he wants the draw cards.. brendan helped jiasheng in the first round, second round he played, but than halfway, or okay not even half, we had to stop because of Social Studies. :/ and weiming and sean had a big dual at the end ahem. they keep draw, draw draw, no win at all 0.0. chinese class was uber boring, lalala, teacher don't let us play any card games, and we watched doraemon show. lol .. after that recess, ate chocolate prata. it tasted chocolatey and horrible.. X_X.. didnt match prata, and didnt match the curry. blech. after that I went up to hall and had a gibber with gab XD ding chao stood beside listening o_O after that needed to split class half way while we were having our second game of uno with joevenn eugene mui chloe and saieswaren. gaah. we were suppose to split class because mdm liza went home or something. 31 to 39 had to go to 6-5, 15 to 30 go to 6-4 and 3 - 14 go to 6-6.. lol.. 6-5 was watching I not stupid 2. DAMN that "I wanna buy 1 hour of your time!" scene still touched me. @.@.. after that the show finished, and germaine cried LOL.. o_O than we watched white chicks, didn't get to watch finish though. after that walked down the stairs with andrew talking, than after that yeah, some stuffs happened and I walked home alone..

ah well, post concludes here. cya~

im not your playtoy, stop playing with me already! argh!

Jennie wanted me to do this quiz. o_O or test.

One. Think of 15 interesting things about yourself, they've gotta be true.
Two. Think of 5 false things about yourself, but for fun's sake keep them in the threshold of believability.
Three. Jumble them all up together and list them in any order.
Four. Post them and let people guess which the five false ones are!
Five. Get 5 others to do the same.

1. I love herbal soup.
2. I am sad.
3. I am afraid of tickling.
4. I like someone now.
5. I like eating potato chips.
6. I love coke.
7. I like picture designing.
8. I went to Taiwan before.
9. I like cookies.
10. I like Science.
11. I like 98.7fm.
12. I watched porn for before.
13. I like the number 4.
14. I passed grade 1 piano.
15. I got a violin.
16. I played pogostick.
17. I hate Harry Potter.
18. I read Enid Blyton.
19. I liked Craig David.
20. I hate pears.

5 people to do: blee, lisee, kathleen, sher, samantha

Try guess out my 5 false ones and my 15 true ones! XD I'll post the answer tomorrow.Must tag ah :X



Friday, October 20, 2006
It's an inexplainable hurt.
It's too obvious, you don't have to deny. I know how you feel now. Thanks for the pain.
Bye


lol life sucks.

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Sher invited me to her house yesterday with pris. We played the threadmill.. o_O when we reached there, sher saw my attire and said I should've wore shoes. x_x what, we can't run in slippers or something. when we reached there we vandalized the file there for signing and then pris started running first. lol she pressed a walking speed, then walk walk walk. then sher lend me her shoe since my shoe size same as her.. O_o I wore it, then stood on that thingy, then I look at the speed. 1.5. I was thinking, lol, so little. I press up press press press then suddenly 13 LOL i had to start running. then sher and pris laughed over there, and sher kept press down untill 8, which seemed to be a speed for jogging :/. I jogged for around 1km, and according to that thing I lost 46 calories or something. lol. after that we went to buy drinks, and sat at a corner talking about secondary school. soon it was around 5+ and then we went to sher's house. sher's mum asked if we were staying back for dinner, so I called my mum and asked and my mom say good, she was rather lazy to cook.. @.@ I was rather paiseh to eat dinner there. lol. we were on the com, then first her dad come home I greeted him, then her mom came home. her ah ma cooked vege, and herbal soup for us .. x_x it's damn paiseh lah, take the vege. sher was like, take take! then I just take some, ate, talk to sher, then soon go home le. her dad sent me home while eating halfway x_x sher's mum was like "wa lao, eat halfway." o_O I very paiseh walking beside her dad. his voice was so deep lol.. I sat in his mercedes, then he asked where I stay, since sher told me he knew pris, I said somewhere near pris, just go by that direction then I will direct him. drive drive, and I left right left right straight, then reach the 176 bustop liao XD. I walked home.

lol the moment the lift reached 7th floor, I heard a whimper. It was caley XD .. he was whimpering there, desperate for me to cuddle him. I patted him repeatedly then went back home. I took a shower, then played com awhile, jiu sleep le.

Today go sher house again. walked home with sher gab and chloe. walked with gab at the front and chatted, while sher and chloe walked behind talking also. then reached sher's house after taking bus, then we cooked maggieme. o_O gab wanted to compete see whose maggi nicer lah, me and him. lol he is put seasoning inside first then noodle. but me is follow my maid leh, put seasoning on the bowl, cook the noodle than put the noodle inside the bowl and turn turn. @_@.. after that we ate sher's mom make de salad, then chloe wanna go westmall check price of her mp4, so sher handed me her key for me to come back then we went home. it was around 4+, and gab needed to go home, so I went home with gab and chloe took taxi to westmall. took bus home with him, then reach le, I quickly walked home changed to shorts and faster go to sher's house again. reach there one auntie help me open door XD then I go to her block there, and went to her house. When I got there she told me to go to her room and explore her stuffs. after that we soon played barbie dolls, LOL almost alot of her doll sets I also got, then we talked about pollypocket, then one of her house set I also got. XDXD .. we played around, and looked at shoes, and then went to bother her brother's items. LOL she cracked open his safe, and I counted the notes. omg. 1440 dollars. lol got one 100 note, and alot of 50 dollar notes., and around 20 ten dollar notes and 10 two dollar notes. after that played with her brother's stuff, and almost broke his dart. XD after that we went down to the gym there, no one inside, but when we entered I heard this "umblagubosnamanuma?" then I turned and saw one indian there talking -.- scare people. lol lucky he not naked, if not blend with the whole surrounding. sher on th lgihts and we were about to play the threadmill when this security guard came in and said, "oioi, how old?" sher said 12, and he said, oioi, here only 16 years+ ok. then me and sher go out lo -.- we walked around the whole glendale, talking alot, then finally went up play some penguin games at miniclip o_O LOL it was so cute. after that we had duck rice, and had ice cream o_O now i'm at sher's house updating XD she's watching da ge da on the TV.. o_O going home soon.

ah well, cya.



Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Gah, life is starting to turn upside down for me again. My sister's pressurizing me alot about Secondary school, and me who couldn't care less about fretting to go which Sec school, just waited for her to choose lo. I just wanna go same school as my buddies. I don't care liao. At least I have someone friendly around to help me when I'm down or have troubles, instead of mixing in a bad company. lol in the end, she picked Yusof Ishak, her old school. My mom agreed, because it was around Bukit Batok and I can walk there and reach, my dad however was rather reluctant, because he was afraid I might go with a bad company like what my sister did. lol.. Gah, I think my first choice will have to be Yusof.. zz.. My sis don't allow me to choose my own schools. She doesn't want me to bring 'shame' to my family if I suddenly studied 5 years instead of 4, when the rest of the family studied 4. Haizz, thank god gab was around .. lol..

Bah, I hate PSLE marking days. They put some stupid holidays and I have nothing to do at home. Wake up, brush teeth, go walk caley, scare some stupid ah gong or ahma or malay, songbo, come back, eat lunch, play computer until night, bathe, eat dinner, watch TV, sleep. OMG. No maple, no nothing. My stupid com kenna virus T.T.. 166 threats, and I just killed 88 file system viruses. I have 78 more threats left, and 69 more file system I can't delete yet. AHH. Gab is going to be level 50 soon.. -.- or maybe he already is now.. and I'm still pathetic level 47 T.T OMG damn you virus. Gah, today went out with my mom to buy vegetable. lol.. she went to this stupid organics shop and bought some vege, than brought me to mc donalds to eat.. o_O I had Mc Spicy. XD the burger was yummy.

After that I had to bring caley home and carry that heavy bag of groceries, and my mom called caley and caley got out of my hands, and he ran across the road -.- somehow I wasn't shocked LOL I just know that he wont die. :X and he didn't anyway, and started sniffing at the tree across the road. I ran across and slapped him on his thighs and scolded him awhile -ahem- for crossing the road than I brought him back. My mom said "you ah!" -.- than I said, "what me.. you call him than he go to you mah!" LOL than she kept quiet. I brought him back home, than went on com to play sims 2 XD I called my sims Lates (: because I'm always late XD .. Lara Lates and Sydney Lates. LOL Sydney was the name of the old magician guy from the movie Scoop. I went to watch with chloe the other day. Gab gave us two free tickets and discount for nachos and popcorn combo :D That show was funny XD romance and comedy, but I say comedy and mystery. I liked it, LOL. Chloe fell for that old man. I fell for that old man's humour. Ahem. and his wrinkles. XD.

~ Friday's coming soon and it's back to school before 2 days of holiday again. -.- zz.. lol Joevenn wants to host another movie outing, but he doesn't know what date and what movie, and he's asking me. gah. I AM ALSO ROTTING LAH SHERMAIN LOL. will someone just host some outing and invite me out?!

I feel like I'm losing alot of people suddenly. :/ I feel like xx is starting to get sian with me.. haizz. I feel like another xxx is starting to get bored with me abit too. sigh. when can I just get rid of all these doubts. I just hope it's not true. I already broke down so many times with my sister, and I don't wish to break down again because of losing these people. I don't want to lose anyone. I just wanna be happy, I just wanna have a good stupid fucking family, is it that hard to archive that? haizz. I shouldn't have followed anyone and I should've just followed my damned heart. Than I wouldn't have made x so sad, and I wouldn't have caused so much misery. IT'S ALL MY FAULT. ARGH! Sigh.

and you better not ask who are those x-es, or I'll fuck you bad.

Oh yah, Isabelle wanted me to do a quiz. yay, a quiz to do.

1. Full Name: -.- damn you. Teresa zhou ming hui. HAPPY?!
2.Name Backwards: lol. Aseret ouhz gnim iuh. I used to play backward name games with thomas XD his is samoht LOL I called him that, and he called me aseret XD
3.Meaning of Name: My mom say she heard of mother theresa and was sure I would be as kind and everything like her? and ming hui was a name of a famous wise and thoughtful monk in bhuddism. lol.
4.Nickname: Tere, tres, mother teresa, tree, terlee, terter. lol.
5.Screen Name: What, msn? - tere'd :[ fiukelssc .. lol go figure.
6.D.O.B: 23rd of January 94.
7.Place of Birth: A pathetic red dot called Singapore. XD
8.Nationality: What do you think? At an 'AN' onto my place of birth.
9.Current Location: i've never met a more stupider quiz. lol
10.Star Sign: Aquarius.
11.Religion: Bhuddist. o_O
12.Height: 157cm. lol
13.Weight: 42kg.
14.Shoe Size: 4 or 5 also can fit. XD
15.Hair colour: lol black.
16.Eye colour: black.
17.Who do u look like: my maid said acknes monika or smething. some malay actress. but I like that actress's shows. damn nice XD if you refer to my parents, I have no idea. I dont even look like my sister. lol
18.Innie or Outtie: outie.
19.Lefty of Righty: righty. lol.
20.Gay ,Straight, Bi or others: lol why no lesbian. I could've picked that. ah well. Straight then.
21.Boyfriend or Girlfreind: neither.
22.Crush: no one.
23.Parents: father and mother
24.Worst Enemy: lol none
25.Any Sisters: tricia zhou xuan hui who entered project superstar
26.Any Brothers: eric korkor. =D
27.Any Pets: dog! mini schnauzer. CALEY!
28.Any Disease: shit you.
29.Pager: do they even still exist?
30.Personal Phone Line: 9692_ _ _ _ IM LEAVING IT A BLANK. HAHA
31.Phone: lol. motorola razr V3
32.Lave Lamp: it would be nice to have one?
33.Pool or Hot Tub: pool.
34.A Car: dont know lah. any is okay
35.Personality: what, mine? I dont know. ask the people who tags to tag out my personality than lol.
36.Driving: dont know how to drive yet.
37.Room: yah i have my own.
38.Whats missing: haiz. something called happiness
39.School: st anthony primary school.
40.Bed: lol i need to share with my god sis.
41.Relationship with parents: father, average. mother, around 60% below average.
42.Believe in Yourself: no
43.Believe in love at first sight: sorta.
44.Good Listener: i dont know.
45.Get Along With Parents: lol. father average mother 60% below average.
46.Save E-mail Convos: no.
47.Pray: no. but i will every 3rd sunday of the month next year.
48.Believe in Reincarnation: yes
49.Make fun of ppl: yes, to certain people.
50.Like to talk on the Phone: yes.
51.Want to get married: lol im not ready to be fully commited yet.
52.Like to drive: never even drive before.
53.Motion Sickness: yes
54.Eat Stem of Broccoli: yes
55.Eat Chicken with Fork: did that before
56.Dreams in colours: yes
57.Type with your fingers on home role: whats that lol
58.Sleep with stuff animals: lol pigs.
59.Next to You: my com which is on virus.
60.On the walls of your room: lol a picture of Jing Shi Tang.
61.On your mousepad: no mouse pad
62.Dream Car: none.
63.Dream Date: none
64.Dream honeymoon spot: i dont know lol
65.Dream Husband or Wife: none
66.Bedtime: 11, 12, 1.
67.Under your bed: mattress.
68.Single most important qns: no idea :/
69.Bad time of the day: lol i dont know. 4+
70.Your worst fear: heights and tickling. lol
71.The weather: according to MSN, mostly cloudy. lol
72.Time: lol 8.53pm now.
73.Date: lol. it's 18th of october.
74.Best Trick: lol. when i pulled a chair away and zigui sat down.
75.Theme Song: christmas carols.
76.Hardest thing abt growing up: puberty.
77.Funniest Experience: dunno.
78.Scariest Experience: lol at sparkC.
79.Silliest thing that u have ever said: hopscotch fiddlestick. I think i said it quite a while ago.
80.Most desperate and funniest thing i have done to the opposite sex: how i know.
81.Worst Feelings: i think anger is the worst feeling. lol.
82.Best feeling in the world: happiness.
83.6 person to do this quiz: gah. jennie, lisee, anne, blee, sher, gabriel.




Monday, October 16, 2006
We look around,
Starting blankly ahead.
Our brain whirls,
As what we did goes through our head.
The mistakes we did,
The wrongs we can't get rid,
Were just a shadow,
A shadow we fail to realize.
We go through the walks of life,
Through diferent shapes and size.
Yet the sins were the same,
No matter how much we thrive.
Our head fills with remorse,
Our mind turns off,
No matter how much we swore,
It just remains,
How hard we shake and scoff.
We don't have to lie,
How much we try,
It just remains,
That feeling of regret.

I'm getting addicted to writing poems when I'm sad. lol, beats being emotional. Getting addicted to Aslyn - Thats when you love me. The song cheered me up abit just now lol.

I won't forget what you've done for me. It will remain the same for me. Thanks, and sorry.

When you have to look away,
when you don't have much to say,
that's when I love you,
I love you, just that way.
To hear you stumble when you speak,
or see you walk, with two left feet,
that's when I love you.
I love you, endlessly.
And when you're mad cause you lost the game,
forget I'm waiting in the rain,
baby I love you,
I love you anyway.
Cause here's my promise made tonight,
you can count on me for life.
That's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind,
the more I learn,
the more I love,
the more my heart can't get enough,
that's when I love,
when I love you,
no matter what.
So when you turn and hide your eyes,
cause the movie made you cry.
That's when I love you,
I love you a little more each time,
and when you can't quite match your clothes,
or when you laugh at your own jokes,
that's when I love you,
I love you, more than you know.
And when you forget that we had a date,
or the look you that you give when you showed up late,
baby I love you,
I love you anyway,
cause here's my promise made tonight,
you can count on me for life.
That's when I love you,
when nothing you do can change my mind,
the more I learn,
the more I love,
the more my heart can't get enough,
that's when I love you,
when I love you,
no matter what.
Ooohhh! Oooooohh!
Thats when I love you
when nothing baby,
nothing you do can change my mind,
the more I learn,
the more I love,
the more my heart can't get enough,
that's when I love you,
when I love you,
no matter what.
Ooohhh! Ooooooohh!
No matter what.

Take care of your health. Today's scale is 145+. Drink more water, don't get sick!



Sunday, October 15, 2006
Oh yah, I forgot to update about this.

ALL ST ANTHONY'S PRIMARY SCHOOL STUDENTS; TAKE NOTE!

The teachers are now OFFICIALLY going around blogs to check if students talk bad about teachers at SAPS. They've already checked mine. x_x And their checking through the links of people's blog, so watch out what you say about your teachers. @.@



In this world, many lie.
We don't know, thus sigh.
There are many around,
With a reason behind it,
Yet some just thinks otherwise,
and get a rage and fit.
How I wish that people would understand,
and get us to link,
How I wish people were fine,
Despite the differ of age.
There are many things in this world,
that abides consequences,
and some just cant accept,
They just wanna end it.
With a silver what you call knife.
They end it what you call life.

I made it when I was sad just now. :-)
Tomorrow going to visit all the Secondary Schools in Singapore. :/ sigh. Tricia's pressurizing me alot. lol.



Saturday, October 14, 2006
Defination of Hypocrite (Heep - puh - creet) :

A person who feigns some desirable or publicly approved attitude, esp. one whose private life, opinions, or statements belie his or her public statements.

I'm, a hypocrite.
Isn't that lying?
Wow, I'm a liar too.



THANK YOU GABRIEL SOSO MUCH FOR HELPING ME DOWNLOAD Come back to me AND SENDING IT TO ME! THANKKSS BUDDY :D I love ya!

lol. Today had to go down and walk caley early in the morning. I brought him down, and went to the fitness corner, listening to my mp4 on speaker. I went to the fitness corner did 5 pull ups, than played around before going to buy The New Paper. lol.. The joke thast day, or aka the New Buzz, was rather funny LOL and it taught me something! Buy it for 70 cents if you wanna know what it taught me. HAHA. XD
Oh boy, today I ate sausages for lunch. lol. It was yummy. XD Ahh,nothing to update now lah. LOL except that I'm listening to Come back to me, now! XD Thanks gabriel :D Anyway I'll update again later.

BTW, THIS SKIN GOT AN SOTD! WOOHOO.




Friday, October 13, 2006
I just realized how pretty Vanessa Hudgens was LOL. I use to thought that she was just this sweet person who sings cute cute songs; Breaking Free, Start of Something New. Now, I realized she has a pop future too! Check this new video of her - Come back to me.
(ripped from GRACE's blog!)

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Isn't it nice?? :D It's not exactly new, I mean I missed it awhile ago, so yeah. okay back to the usual topics.

I was going around the links in my blog. Tagging each and every of them. I do that once in a while, and let me tell you it's long. o_O 1 hour. I saw many nice skins, many cool updates, and cool links. Like the song for Vanessa Hudgens! Oh, and I also saw this site. It required us to light a candle. It's a sort of petition to stop Pheodophiles to stop abusing childs online. Hoho my dad gave me a mp4 :D. Ahem :X Gah, repeating that Come back to me song loads of time. :/ I dunno why, at first I found it quite nice, than I found myself repeating non stop. It just sounded so sweet, yet cool. o_O.. Mm, today Mdm liza didn't come. I thought 6/7-ians were gonna have some big party, yet surprisingly we found ourselves damn bored without the presence of her. I joined Sarah's group with Chloe. LOL They were playing blackjack. HAHA. I kept bursting (aka over 21). On rare occasions, I got a 21 straight. Woohoo XD .. You know what, after going through some blogs, I realized that some people who just tooked finish PSLE is starting to type like erm. Capital after fullstop, no singlish. XD Like me now LOL. After that it was recess. Gab, Chloe and me sat at a table and ate. Ding chao followed Gab. Dammit Gab kept trying to spill milo on my uniform and spit at me. @_@ My mom's siked when she sees my uniform dirty - with exception of curry XD coz I get them splattered all over my shirt XDXD..

After that return to class, lol this stupid teacher called Mrs Yakult or Yacob took us. Zzz "Walk to the staircase slowly.." Reached. "Walk to the end slowly.." Reached. "Walk to the middle of the pond slowly.." Reached. "Walk to the end slowly.." Reached. Dammit I'll fuck her slowly lah -.- .. She than asked us, what did we do to make the school proud, and what did we do to make the school feel ashame or whatever. First she picked clemence, and clemence couldn't answer. After that she picked Wenjun, and Wenjun said he did school proud by getting a bronze medal for taekwando. She said yes that's considered, so she asked him to sit on the bench. Then she said, "now let's get a girl." and I said HAH?! loudly. LOL than she called me up. Dunno which boys clapped -.-. I said, "I did my school proud by playing my best during the band concert at the open house." She said can, so I went to sit at this bench. After that she picked Nathaniel, and he said by performing piano pieces at the teachers day concert. lol she accepted, than she picked Chloe, and I told chloe earlier "by studying hard." and she said "by studying hard". LOLL. That was accepted. After that we picked weeds and the whole school ended, and we returned home.

Gah crapped on com the whole day. ZZZZ MY COM GOT VIRUSS.. Spyware blahblah. gah. So i'm using my sis's blog to update. Anyway my mom's nagging. wanna watch what movie on my sis's com. so byee. :D



Tuesday, October 10, 2006
I went out with Joevenn, Eugene mui, Wenjun and Sarah today. lol. we were suppose to go to lot 1, but dunno why we had to change to jurong point. I recieved alot of calls in the morning. zomfg my mom was bloody angry. that joevenn in the end sms me say change, meet at 9.30. gaaahh. I continued sleeping and woke at 8.30. than I went to brush my teeth, lala, and smsed chloe untill 9 I think :X than I just anyhow pick one skirt and shirt and rushed out. lol I was late :/anyway than met up with joevenn and he brought me to jurong point, than meet up with sarah wenjun and eugene. than they go arcade. I watched them play some shooting games, than I wanted to play fighting game. lol I couldn't win joevenn and wenjun.. gah almost won joevenn -.-. after that we went to decide watch which movie, than decided on John tucker must die. The ticket was $7 each. it was still 11.40, so I suggested we go toys R us. LOL they all agreed. we went there and looked around, until 12.00. we went up and bought the food. lol eugene bought his own, than sarah and wenjun share and I share with joevenn. 3 popcorn combo, and I bought my own drink. we went to the theatre and we were seated at the last row. lol. there was very few people there watching, and when the show started barely 1/4 of the seats were filled. I threw popcorn infront lol. than after that the show started.

It was about 3 girls who dated John tucker, and they were eached cheated on, and the words were said the same to all of them. this 'invisible' girl called Kate saw that, because she works in the restaurent which John brings his date to. One day when the girls including kate were grouped into volleyball team, one of the girl heard the other said that she was dating John tucker, so they all had a volleyball fight? Than they found out john tucker cheated on them, so kate suggested that they get their revenge on him, so they asked him to take some pictures with some weird photographer and when he was dating a girl in the movies, there was an advertisement of John tucker's picture, and it said he has genital herpes?? and than the girl wanted to vomit and ran out LOL. after that they mixed a women women sort of medicine with his 'abs growing' medicine. than after he ate it he was all "ITS ALWAYS JOHN HERE AND THERE, NO BODY CARES ABOUT MY FEELINGS! AND MY THIGHS LOOK HUGE!" and ran out crying. LOL. and than they made him wear thong, and everything, and blabla, I wont be a spoiler. XD go waste $7 and watch! it's funny and nice.

anyway gotta go. tomorrow have innovation nation thingo. lol and mdm liza called me. what got diahhrea than call general office. lol.
anyway happy partaying!



Friday, October 06, 2006
PHEW. I've been too sadistic these days, I mean my posts. okkkkk... less sadistic, more cheerful, more siao time. mmmmmm.. today is chinese .. lol yesterday my mom forced me to do the chinese assesment book with her. I did test paper 4, than I had to read the first two sections for the chinese test paper format, you know, the erm. aiya chinese people will know. I had to read 2 assesment books, and every word I read wrong I got knock on my head. At least I was allowed to ask the meaning of words I don't know.. -..-.. than I started reading the words I'm suppose to learn from my chinese text book, 6A and 6B, and the words whose meaning I'm not sure of, which so far was 5, I'm allowed to ask too. I usually highlight the words and use a blue pen to write the meaning on top, so yeah I know fairly well. After that I had to read my 3rd assesment book, the same thing as my first two, than I can go to bed. It was 12.30+ by than, and my head was full of 'ni wo ta ma pi gu' all those stupid chinese words, and yet I didnt dream of them. I didnt even dream of anything infact, which was exactly the same since the day before my English exam.

My mom called me up at 6.20 than, today, and I was hell tired from yesterday.. She said she will send me to school, so I was thinking sorry chloe, can't take bus with you, confirm miss. And yet stupidly, I reached the bustop at 6.35 (while on the car lah), but my mom drove on, so still never take. Reached the 7-eleven there than my mom asked me go there buy bread and chinese newspaper... lol... I got out of the car and ran there, than buy, ran back, got to school, waited at the bustop for chloe's bus to come, which should be 6.50. Waited there around 5 minutes, than her bus came. Saw the passengers got down.
  • Miss angela chung
  • Some chinese teacher
  • Hakim and hazim
  • 2 fat ass
  • one girl
  • and chloe's grandma

lol she didnt come down, which meant she didnt take the bus.... lol fancy waiting for nothing. I went back to school anyway and sat on the table, than slept. yawwnn it's tiring. than gabriel came, talked a while, than went up to parade square, and chloe said she havent stamp, and I remembered yesterday our invidulator mrs ho said "those who havent stamp your dictionary books give it to me, I'll pass to miss angela chung and see what she can do." so I told her to go find miss angela chung. We found her, than showed her the book and she told chloe to go to general office. we went there, and than I saw zi gui on the staircase so I wished him goodluck, and than anyway, we went to the general office and asked this stupid indian women to chop her book. she like inexperienced in chopping. lol than keep interoggating us chop where use what chop chop chop chop. -.- kanina I use chopper chop her head off ah..

Went back up to parade square, than gabriel come partner me, than talk talk, stand up, go back class, and we get to wait till 8.15 before starting the chinese paper 1. ZOMFG LUH, I took 10 minutes to think of how to write the first one, which is about 'greediness; the outcome', or whatever. than I wrote about what, my mom gave me and my sis our favourite sweets and than im suppose to give half to my sis but i didnt coz it was too nice and she tried getting it from the shelf and fell and broke her head and die- okay she didnt die, but my mom had to come home and wrap her head, so i was remorse. -.- and zomfg GABRIEL SAID IT WAS MORE OF SELFISH THAN GREEDINESS. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I HATE SWEETS. I .. HATE .. SWEETS !!!!!!!! omg omg omg and according to him i lost 4 marks for content. AHHFBASFNASFASF.

Anyway, it was time for paper 2. lol the first section, 2 words dunno, 2nd section, fairly okay, I know all, 3rd section, first passage dont understand very much. Than booklet B, I could read the passage, although i'm not very sure that my handwriting was very neat, this new pen i bought would smudge if I move my hands too much x.x so handwriting wasn't too neat. I finished the whole paper by 1 hour, lied my head down to sleep but found myself wide awake, so I was playing with the pen, thinking of songs, and alot of stuffs. than it was 11.40. whee paper handed up. lol.. than go home, and talked with gab all the way down, than waited for chloe, and we all asked alot of people questions about the paper. booklet A confirm 4 wrong, maybe 5 wrong, for the last passage. asking what "why did the son told the father that he would not fight with him about computer blah blah", and I put because he did not want his father to be angry, but gab say because he wants the father to go home earlier. hum.

THIS SUNDAY, at toa payoh, im going to support tricia :D catch her there, and remember to support her ya! TRICIA ZHOU XUAN HUI. keep that name in your brain. i'll have to make a fan site for her soon.... lol.. okay, anyway if you want more info about her daily crap refer to my links, 'tricia', thats her blog :D dont distribute too much ah o.o anyway yeah wish me luck for science, and I wish all my friends good luck for PSLE and last paper science, and those taking hmt good luck as well. WHEE :D

oh yeah, gabriel wanted this.

I

love

gabriel

:D

im tushy. ;)




Thursday, October 05, 2006
I can only stand by and say I'm terribly sorry.

It's all I can do. Infact, it's all I ever do. I've done so many wrongs, haiz. It's not uncommon that I say this. I say, yet never try to change. I just wish I know what to say.. I do some things in a way, which makes people angry with me in the end. I dont know how to say sorry and explain, I make people depressed. sigh. I dont mean to make him cry. I'm really so sorry.

Being shy is stupid. How do I snap out of it? How do I snap out of being shy with people I don't know well? Why didn't I think of comforting him?! why why why. WHY. what kind of friend am I. I say I treat him as a bestfriend, I say he is one of the closest bestfriend I have, but why can't I act like he is one? Why can't I just be like one. Why. Why am I like this... Why am I so stupid.. I'm gone.. For everything I couldn't do... Why do I not know how to say sorry.. Can you just tell me how? Can you tell me to stop acting like a fugitive running away from everything? Being so selfish towards people's feelings, being so selfish to everything. I suck. I can't do so many stuffs, I only can make one sad, I only can lose a friend who treats me like a figmant of dust. I only can be dramatic. Be emotional.

All I can say is I'm sorry. All I can do is to hear you sing your emotions.

Fuck me.

My god, just fuck me. What the fuck am I doing here for?

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Support Tricia Zhou this Sunday, 8th of October on Project Superstar. Make banners and wave for her, support my sister yeah.
PSLE is already under progress. 2 down and 2 more to go.
English was difficult, and I spotted 6 careless mistakes, thank god I rechecked. Maths, lol I lost 19 marks... No idea how to do 4 questions ...

Sigh see ya, and a happy birthday to Gabriel.