23 january
enex04@hm.com
Saturday, September 23, 2006
I doubt when will I use a ':D' again.
This blog is for my ranting, than yes. I shall rant.
I can't keep promises if its of something which I can't do and is unable to. I will lie if I have to, and it's what you call. White lie. I don't lie about any other facts stuffs like adding stuffs which is not true. I am emotionally weak, and I cry easily if I'm hurt severely. I cry too, when I hear someone I care about cry. I am lack of confidence and like to say bad things of the stuffs I did. I don't think properly before I say, and blabber the wrong things. I am not properly organised and like to do stuffs at the last point. I make a big fuss out of everything everytime. I am not hardworking. I am just pathetically useless. I am low in intelligence. I am stupid. I'm an emotional freak. Everything I do is wrong.
I feel a stone in my heart. Weighing it down, making me sigh each time it presses. I feel like saying so much things, yet I don't know how to say it out in a more explicit form. I can be interrogated a thousand times, yet the real meaning doesn't go out. It just stays in, as I have no words in mind on how to express them. I've already lost everything. I'm at the edge where I don't know what to do. I'm confused.
I'm gonna just act as if I'm fine, and continue my life, yet now, I feel like being an introvet, and just end my social life.
I've lied to everyone before, but why do people seem as if they haven't lied to everyone before either? I say I'm fine, but the truth is, I'm lying. Beind the retina of the word, I am not fine. Everything I ejaculate out is just useless now. There's no point going around acting as if I'd love to rendezvous. Now I just feel down. I just feel depressed. I can keep on rehashing nonstop, I can solilquy too, I can do it all, but my mind is somnolent now. I don't bother to give a sophistry, I just want this to end. I just want everything back to the way it was. I don't want to be wastrel, no, I'm not infant, if thats what you think. Sigh. Whatever.
I'm done ranting.
And, I'm officially, of what you say, deprimido.
This blog is for my ranting, than yes. I shall rant.
I can't keep promises if its of something which I can't do and is unable to. I will lie if I have to, and it's what you call. White lie. I don't lie about any other facts stuffs like adding stuffs which is not true. I am emotionally weak, and I cry easily if I'm hurt severely. I cry too, when I hear someone I care about cry. I am lack of confidence and like to say bad things of the stuffs I did. I don't think properly before I say, and blabber the wrong things. I am not properly organised and like to do stuffs at the last point. I make a big fuss out of everything everytime. I am not hardworking. I am just pathetically useless. I am low in intelligence. I am stupid. I'm an emotional freak. Everything I do is wrong.
I feel a stone in my heart. Weighing it down, making me sigh each time it presses. I feel like saying so much things, yet I don't know how to say it out in a more explicit form. I can be interrogated a thousand times, yet the real meaning doesn't go out. It just stays in, as I have no words in mind on how to express them. I've already lost everything. I'm at the edge where I don't know what to do. I'm confused.
I'm gonna just act as if I'm fine, and continue my life, yet now, I feel like being an introvet, and just end my social life.
I've lied to everyone before, but why do people seem as if they haven't lied to everyone before either? I say I'm fine, but the truth is, I'm lying. Beind the retina of the word, I am not fine. Everything I ejaculate out is just useless now. There's no point going around acting as if I'd love to rendezvous. Now I just feel down. I just feel depressed. I can keep on rehashing nonstop, I can solilquy too, I can do it all, but my mind is somnolent now. I don't bother to give a sophistry, I just want this to end. I just want everything back to the way it was. I don't want to be wastrel, no, I'm not infant, if thats what you think. Sigh. Whatever.
I'm done ranting.
And, I'm officially, of what you say, deprimido.
Sunday, September 17, 2006
back for a second update :D I just couldn't resist coming online when i was halfway done with the skin you're looking at right now! I just had to come online and finished it, and yup. Finished it at 3. :D just realised, (due to my slow brain), that you tube can actually give me the songs which i dont have, and like! Like James Morrison, You give me something, and Jesse Mccartney, right here when you want me.
View James Morrison, You give me something here and Jesse Mccartney, right here when you want me, http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-1087021730677447077&q=jesse+mccartney+right+where+you+want+me :D I know i'm a very kind person, providing you this type of luxury xD .. Today was rather boring, woke up and had to bring caley down to buy lunch lol. I bought cheezals and coke along xD my lunch was the awesome NASI AYAM (: oh yes, I'll start this post with another quiz. :D
001.Real name: teresa
002.Nicknames: tere, mother teresa, enex
003.Single or taken: single
004.Zodiac sign: rooster
005.Male or female: gay. female luh :/
006.Elementary Sch: whats that LOL primary? St Anthony Primary's School.
007.Ipod: Never had one LOL
008.How many buddies on ur list: 295. current.
009.Friendster name: don't have friendster. D:
010.Hair color: black. o_O
012.Hair long or short: short
014.Eye color: black
015.Are u health freak: nope. lol this question is familiar o_O
016.Height: 157cm -.-
017.Do u haf a crush on some1: now? nope.
018.Do u like urself: er. I dont know. x_x
019.Braces: nope
020.Think u're awesome: no.. o_O
021.Piercings: boh.
022.Tattoo: boh.
Your 'Firsts'
024.Surgery: nope
025.Piercings: dont have
026.Best Friend: first bestfriend. hmm. that has got to be zi wei. LOL come onn. he's my childhood friend, since i was born. x_x
027.Award: er. I've got a website award before, but nope. dont think I have.
028.Sport u joined: I joined? I did running, basketball, soccer, badminton, tennis, swimming, golf, and would sure like to do more :D
029.Pet: dog. I had a golden retriever when I was born like that. Bobby (:
030.Vacation: taiwan. when I was a few months old.
031.Concert: LOL that would be a sort of drama one. primary 2. xD The old lady who lived in a shoe. o_O
032.Love: hmm. online love I think. o_O
Favorites
033.Movie: there's loads, but one of them, HARRY POTTER~
034.TV show: er.. loads.
035.Color: all colours :D
036.Music: all sorts of music, except for like hard metal :D
039.Drink: woahhoh, pepsi, coke, ribina, ice milo, ice lemon tea xD
040.Body part excluding face: my hands.
041.Cartoon: all sorts.
042.Piece of clothing: hmm. not sure.
043.Brand of clothing: anything that is comfortable for me.
044.Thing to slp wif: fan/aircon, pillow, blanket, and my personalised pillow which I hug to sleep.
045.School: er. I dont know. o_O
046.Animal: love any type of animal.
047.Book: I love all sorts of book, LIKE HARRY POTTER~
048.Magazine: anytype is fine.
049.Im eating: nothing. lol
050.Im drinking: saliva. o_O
052.Im abt to: type out this. lol
053.Listening to: Right where you want me - Jesse Mc Cartney
055.Waiting for: my gastric pain to go away -.-
056.Watching: nothing o_O
057.Wearing: 3/4 pants, shirt, underwear. o_O
Your Future
058.Want Kids: duh, who wants to be the old women who lived with 27 cats.
059.Want to get married: lol. yeah if I love that xxx
060.Careers in mind: DJ :D
Which is better with e opposite gender
068.Lips or eyes: eyes.
069.Hugs or kisses: hugs i guess.
070.Shorter or taller: a few cm taller than me.
072.Romantic or spontaneous: both?
073.Nice stomach or arms: loll.. both? x.x
074.Sensitive or loud: not too loud, not too sensitive.
075.Hookup or relationship: relationship i guess, if I really like that xxx.
076.Sweet or caring: both.
077.Troublemaker or hesitant: LOL I dunno.
Have u ever
078.Kissed a stranger: no.
079.Drank bubbles: yeah. tasted like.. bubbles. lol
080.Lost glasses or contacts: hmm. yes. lost my glasses before xD
081.Ran away from home: nah.
082.Broken a bone: yeah. right hand, fifth and fourth finger.
083.Got an X-ray: yup, for my fingers.
084.Broken someone's heart: yeah. x_x
086.Turned someone down: ..yeah.. X__X
087.Cried when someone died: nobody i've known has died yet, thank god.
088.Cried at school: yeah.
Do u believe in
089.God: yes.
090.Miracles: yeah.
091.Love at first sight: dont think so.
093.Aliens: yes.
094.Magic: after reading harry potter and stuffs, I'd definately wish they were true. yeah I do.
095.Heaven: yeah.
096.Santa Claus: i use to. LOL now i definately dont.
097.Sex on e first date: ?? siao. no.
098.Kissing on e first date: x_X possible.
099.Angels: yup.
Answer Truthfully
100.Is there someone u want to be with right now: hmm. no, not currently.
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Phew. 100 questions done. xD hmm, i'll start off with this skin. I found the background somewhere in my documents, and I have no absolute idea on how I got it. o_O than I remembered Liliana's skin, where she used classical patterns for this. I decided to make a skin with this as the background. I checked my favourites and saw I favourited Kurt Halsey's page. he is an AWESOME guy who draws uber fantastic pictures. I looked through his pics and tadah, I saw this baby. I was cutting it and pasting it onto a new page, when the cut out looked really.. o_O rather nice, so I decided to make the box for the words a cut out effect too, and well, to me, the outcome looked rather nice. Coding took awhile, and it was also from liliana's. I needed help for the opacity lower thingy for the boxes, so yeah. THANKS LILIANA. :D I was posting on the forums, when one of the blogskinners recommended this site called snowdays or something. I decided to go there, and cool. Flakes dropping down. they said if you hover over the flakes, you can get to read something, I did so, and guess what I saw? Stuffs like this:
well, anyway, I decided to make a flake of my own. It's fun LOL you just move your cursor around the paper, click here and there and make really nice shapes, than voila. wait a while and see what falls! and what happens when you hover over it~
it's really great fun, go have fun with it now! :D If you wanna find mine, click on Find-A-Flake than type ENEXIFIED :D on the names and press done. (: you will see the 5 flakes fall with an arrow pointing at it. Respond to it if you must~ :D and yes. a capital for ENEXIFIED :D is needed XD
hmm, don't really have much more to say now. I've updated alot, and oh yes, added Jessica Simpson - A Public Affair. (:
CIAO~ enjoy your day :D and oh yes, made a new skin, which is well, this skin. You wanna use this skin, go preview it and download it here. :D CYA.
View James Morrison, You give me something here and Jesse Mccartney, right here when you want me, http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-1087021730677447077&q=jesse+mccartney+right+where+you+want+me :D I know i'm a very kind person, providing you this type of luxury xD .. Today was rather boring, woke up and had to bring caley down to buy lunch lol. I bought cheezals and coke along xD my lunch was the awesome NASI AYAM (: oh yes, I'll start this post with another quiz. :D
001.Real name: teresa
002.Nicknames: tere, mother teresa, enex
003.Single or taken: single
004.Zodiac sign: rooster
005.Male or female: gay. female luh :/
006.Elementary Sch: whats that LOL primary? St Anthony Primary's School.
007.Ipod: Never had one LOL
008.How many buddies on ur list: 295. current.
009.Friendster name: don't have friendster. D:
010.Hair color: black. o_O
012.Hair long or short: short
014.Eye color: black
015.Are u health freak: nope. lol this question is familiar o_O
016.Height: 157cm -.-
017.Do u haf a crush on some1: now? nope.
018.Do u like urself: er. I dont know. x_x
019.Braces: nope
020.Think u're awesome: no.. o_O
021.Piercings: boh.
022.Tattoo: boh.
Your 'Firsts'
024.Surgery: nope
025.Piercings: dont have
026.Best Friend: first bestfriend. hmm. that has got to be zi wei. LOL come onn. he's my childhood friend, since i was born. x_x
027.Award: er. I've got a website award before, but nope. dont think I have.
028.Sport u joined: I joined? I did running, basketball, soccer, badminton, tennis, swimming, golf, and would sure like to do more :D
029.Pet: dog. I had a golden retriever when I was born like that. Bobby (:
030.Vacation: taiwan. when I was a few months old.
031.Concert: LOL that would be a sort of drama one. primary 2. xD The old lady who lived in a shoe. o_O
032.Love: hmm. online love I think. o_O
Favorites
033.Movie: there's loads, but one of them, HARRY POTTER~
034.TV show: er.. loads.
035.Color: all colours :D
036.Music: all sorts of music, except for like hard metal :D
039.Drink: woahhoh, pepsi, coke, ribina, ice milo, ice lemon tea xD
040.Body part excluding face: my hands.
041.Cartoon: all sorts.
042.Piece of clothing: hmm. not sure.
043.Brand of clothing: anything that is comfortable for me.
044.Thing to slp wif: fan/aircon, pillow, blanket, and my personalised pillow which I hug to sleep.
045.School: er. I dont know. o_O
046.Animal: love any type of animal.
047.Book: I love all sorts of book, LIKE HARRY POTTER~
048.Magazine: anytype is fine.
049.Im eating: nothing. lol
050.Im drinking: saliva. o_O
052.Im abt to: type out this. lol
053.Listening to: Right where you want me - Jesse Mc Cartney
055.Waiting for: my gastric pain to go away -.-
056.Watching: nothing o_O
057.Wearing: 3/4 pants, shirt, underwear. o_O
Your Future
058.Want Kids: duh, who wants to be the old women who lived with 27 cats.
059.Want to get married: lol. yeah if I love that xxx
060.Careers in mind: DJ :D
Which is better with e opposite gender
068.Lips or eyes: eyes.
069.Hugs or kisses: hugs i guess.
070.Shorter or taller: a few cm taller than me.
072.Romantic or spontaneous: both?
073.Nice stomach or arms: loll.. both? x.x
074.Sensitive or loud: not too loud, not too sensitive.
075.Hookup or relationship: relationship i guess, if I really like that xxx.
076.Sweet or caring: both.
077.Troublemaker or hesitant: LOL I dunno.
Have u ever
078.Kissed a stranger: no.
079.Drank bubbles: yeah. tasted like.. bubbles. lol
080.Lost glasses or contacts: hmm. yes. lost my glasses before xD
081.Ran away from home: nah.
082.Broken a bone: yeah. right hand, fifth and fourth finger.
083.Got an X-ray: yup, for my fingers.
084.Broken someone's heart: yeah. x_x
086.Turned someone down: ..yeah.. X__X
087.Cried when someone died: nobody i've known has died yet, thank god.
088.Cried at school: yeah.
Do u believe in
089.God: yes.
090.Miracles: yeah.
091.Love at first sight: dont think so.
093.Aliens: yes.
094.Magic: after reading harry potter and stuffs, I'd definately wish they were true. yeah I do.
095.Heaven: yeah.
096.Santa Claus: i use to. LOL now i definately dont.
097.Sex on e first date: ?? siao. no.
098.Kissing on e first date: x_X possible.
099.Angels: yup.
Answer Truthfully
100.Is there someone u want to be with right now: hmm. no, not currently.
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Phew. 100 questions done. xD hmm, i'll start off with this skin. I found the background somewhere in my documents, and I have no absolute idea on how I got it. o_O than I remembered Liliana's skin, where she used classical patterns for this. I decided to make a skin with this as the background. I checked my favourites and saw I favourited Kurt Halsey's page. he is an AWESOME guy who draws uber fantastic pictures. I looked through his pics and tadah, I saw this baby. I was cutting it and pasting it onto a new page, when the cut out looked really.. o_O rather nice, so I decided to make the box for the words a cut out effect too, and well, to me, the outcome looked rather nice. Coding took awhile, and it was also from liliana's. I needed help for the opacity lower thingy for the boxes, so yeah. THANKS LILIANA. :D I was posting on the forums, when one of the blogskinners recommended this site called snowdays or something. I decided to go there, and cool. Flakes dropping down. they said if you hover over the flakes, you can get to read something, I did so, and guess what I saw? Stuffs like this:
well, anyway, I decided to make a flake of my own. It's fun LOL you just move your cursor around the paper, click here and there and make really nice shapes, than voila. wait a while and see what falls! and what happens when you hover over it~
it's really great fun, go have fun with it now! :D If you wanna find mine, click on Find-A-Flake than type ENEXIFIED :D on the names and press done. (: you will see the 5 flakes fall with an arrow pointing at it. Respond to it if you must~ :D and yes. a capital for ENEXIFIED :D is needed XD
hmm, don't really have much more to say now. I've updated alot, and oh yes, added Jessica Simpson - A Public Affair. (:
CIAO~ enjoy your day :D and oh yes, made a new skin, which is well, this skin. You wanna use this skin, go preview it and download it here. :D CYA.
Saturday, September 16, 2006
HELLO! I only can online for 1 hour lol, than i'm back to studying science. gahh. ANYWAY, first I'll start this day with a quiz tagged by laurah -WOOHOO! more quizzie. (:
LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE.
Name: teresa
Birth date: 23rd january '94. remember that.
Eye colour: black, I guess, although I want brown XD
Hair colour: blackaroo. :)
Righty or Lefty: Righty. ;D
Zodiac Sign: imma rooster. pokpokaye.
LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE.
Your heritage: singapura.. oh singapura..
Your weaknesses: tickling and well.. >_> something gabriel would know..
Your perfect pizza: any is great! :D
LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
Your thoughts first waking up: i wanna sleepp..
Your bedtime: what. 11, 12, 1, but now im more used to sleeping at 11+.
Your most missed memory: missed memory..? I dont know. I have short term memory.
LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK.
Pepsi or Coke: COKE.
McDonald's or Burger King: RONALD MC DONALD.
Single or group dates: I dunno, the more the merrier?
Adidas or Nike: I dont know. adidas..?
Lipton tea or Nestea: dont drink tea.
Chocolate or vanilla: like. CHOCOLATE!
Cappuccino or coffee: dunno. havent drank neither before xD
LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: what, and waste my life away?
Curse: er. I dont know? I know the only curse thing I say is "go and die lah" xD in a joking way.
Take a shower: I have to, sadly.
Have a crush: now, nope, not counting caley :D
Think you've been in love: yeah I have before. once, online one.
Like school: yeah it's pretty cool. I sit with the best talking partner zigui in class, in chinese class sit with chloe, than get to meet friends whole day~~
Want to get married: what, and get a big tummy?
Believe in yourself: dont think so. im always lack of confidence.
Think you're a health-freak: no..?
LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH.
Drank alcohol: no..
Gone to the mall: yes..-.-
Been on stage: yeah, teachers day.
Eaten sushi: nope. think its around 2 months since I last ate sushi xD
Gone skating: nope. I dont have roller blades nor skateboard.
Dyed your hair: nope. lol mom dont let.
LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER?
Played a stripping game: no.. it might be fun though.. LOL just joking.
Changed who you were to fit in: nope.
LAYER EIGHT:
Age you're hoping to be married: 20+ .. ?
LAYER NINE: IN AGIRL/GUY.
Best eye colour: brown. googoogahhgahh. I'd stare into it dreamily.
Best hair colour: black luh.
Short hair or long hair: if he looks good in short, than short. looks good in long, like paul, than long!
LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.
1 minute ago: talking with blanket on the phone
1 hour ago: doing science test paper.
4.5 hours ago: sleeping.
1 month ago: being busy in prelim, and teachers day stuffs.
1 year ago: oho. primary 5. a year with ryan and darius, and a year when I met gabriel, pris, chloe and weiliang. xD
LAYER ELEVEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE.
I love: my friends and family.
I feel: like talking/singing, HAPPY! :D
I hate: my hair. lol
I hide: when i dont want anyone to find me.
I miss: my old hair. lol
I need: get to my MSN and maplestory! stupid firewall.
LAYER TWELVE:TAG 5-1 PEOPLE:
1. minmiinx
2. lisee
3. jennie
4. dophie
5. ANYONE WHO WANTS TO :D
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gosh! Its 2.00 already. AHH! okay im extending. 30 more minutes on the comp! gah, there's SOOO many stuffs I can update on now! For instance, I CUTTED MY HAIR! x_x okay I look horrible lah. chloe also just cut her hair. AHEM. I wont expose on how she'd look like :X PSLE is coming soo close right now, 4th october! 2 weeks more, if I'm not wrong! AHH ZOMFG, and I cant get myself to study hard enough x_x.. ah well.. I was just talking to blanket on the phone just now. LOL we were fumbling to get topics on to talk about. xD he was verry sweet. mm.
yesterday was our PSLE listening compre. I went to school, took bus untill chloe's stop and waited for her to come, than we walked to school. we stopped at the swing and swang awhile LOL.. than we walked the remaining distance to school, and was about to enter the canteen when mr hao, our dunno what teacher told us to go up, as it is time. we went up to the hall and searched for the class we were suppose to assemble at, class 6. I found wenjun and one space behind him, than neville, which was meant for me to seat. I sat there, took out gab's science comprehensive notes and read awhile before feeling bored, and read harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban -thank god I brought it xD. hmm. after what seemed like hours, we finally can stand up and can start our chinese listening compre first. we entered class 6-5 and sat accordingly, and the tables had a pink and white OAS with our names on it, and a sticker at the side of the desks with our PSLE index number, name and school. lol o_O I sat there, and looked at the OAS. the font is nice. LOL i wonder what's it called xD it just looked so nice, and I was thinking that I should get home and check whether it is MS sans serif bold -but for your info it wasn't- when a fat unknown female teacher told us, "Things you are not allowed to bring into the exam room, any unauthorised notes, electronic devices like handphones, pages, or any other else." and blah blah blah. after that we had to wait for fifteen minutes with absolutely nothing to do -.- lucky i had a rubber band in my wrist, I took it out and played with it, until that stupid cock teacher mr cock stood up and pressed the hi-5 set or whatever you call it luh. wa lao x_x the voices was all the same, for the first passage, than when the person was done reading it i didnt even know that it had already started, and had to listen the repeat, which I missed out several. x_x than anyway, once that was over, we had a break. from 9.40 to 10.20. shiok xD
me and chloe went down and went to check curry pot whether got mee siam, but dun have, so i tried merobus or whatever you spell it, with chloe. it was yummy! specially the soup, or curry gravy, as ryan said. than after that we walked around, and than 10.15 have to go up liao lol. and 10.20 when everyone was at the hall, i think, the whole school anouncer thing suddenly had mr kelvin koh's voice. "All p6ers. all p6ers. please return to the hall now. your recess is over." or whatever luh. than eugene saw gave me a Today newspaper. :D so I read it. rather interesting, and on the horoscope section, i checked aquarius and it said what, I should try new stuffs and my attitude towards social, friends and stuffs will change. lol.. after i read finish, we still had to wait, so i read harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban again.
Harry's numb hands slipped on the broom handle and his Nimbus dropped a few feet. Shaking his sodden fringe out of his eyes, he squinted back into the stands. The dog had vanished. 'Harry!' came Wood's anguished yell from the Gryffindor goal-posts. 'Harry, behind you!' Harry looked wildly around. Cedric Diggory was pelting up the pitch, and a tiny speck of gold was shimmering in the rain-filled air between them ... With a jolt of panic, Harry threw himself flat to the broom handle and zoombed towards the Snitch. 'Come on!' he growled at his Nimbus, as the rain whipped his face. 'Faster!' But something odd was happning. An eerie silence was falling across the stadium. The wind, though as strong as ever, was forgetting to the roar. It was as though someone had turned off the sound, as though Harry had gone suddenly deaf - what was going on? - "Anthonians. please keep your books into your back and prepare to line up." cut through miss angela chung through my reading. BOO.
we walked back up, and in the class, we waited 20 minutes and that fat lady came in again and repeated .. "Things you are not allowed to bring into the exam room, any unauthorised notes, electronic devices like handphones, pages, or any other else." and LOL we all groaned. it must be the 10th+ time since we heard it, I think! Than english listening compre. it went okay, only two stories was actually interesting. one about a joke -
Teacher: Today will be Zainal's turn to tell us a joke. Zainal make sure you make us laugh!
Zainal: Thank you teacher, I'm sure I'll make all of you and our form teacher Laugh Out Loud! There was once a boy called dennis, he wanted to have fun with the school's big fat bully. He saw him walking around in the canteen and told him, "Hey! You will kiss my foot at exactly 10.20!" The bully started chasing him around the school, and as he was fat, he had difficulty catching dennis! He was stopped by the discipline master who happened to be in the principal office. "Why are you running around in the school?" The bully said, "Dennis said that I should kiss his foot at exactly 10.20, mr whateveryournameis!" And the teacher said, "Why are you in such a hurry to kiss his shoes? It's only 10.15! Theres 5 more minutes to go."
and another one about a king, asking a farmer why his beard is black and his hair is grey, and told him to keep the answer as a secret. the farmer agreed and said, "I will only reveal it once I see you a hundred times." The king than asked his advisors this question, and one of his advisor thought, the king visited the west before he came back and asked this question, so the answer might come from there too! so he jumped up on his horse and went there, an eventually saw the farmer. The farmer said, "I am at no liberty to tell you this, unless I have a hundred gold coins." The advisor gave him a hundred gold coins, than waited impatiently as the farmer seem to count each of them. Than the advisor got the answer and went back to the palace and told the king. the king was angry and commanded the farmer to come. the farmer came, and he said, "I said i will only reveal the secret when I see your face a hundred times, my lord." The king shouted furiously, "but this is the second time you've seen me!" and the farmer said,"forgive me my lord, but before i told the answer, i looked at each of the coins, and the coins have your faces." so the king was stunned, as the farmer did keep his secret in the end.
the rest was nincumpoop, like the one about an english professor coming to talk about singaporean's pronunciation. Okay, I use to pronounce pronunciation as pro-noun-ciation. and I even spelt like that. now than i know it's pronounced like that, and spelt as pronunciation. xD and he said singaporeans say "opportunity" like. AH-POR-TOO-NA-TY. o_O
ANYWAY, after that it was the end of the listening compre and i went home with chloe. :/ we went to seven eleven and i returned the 20 cents i owed the uncle xD than bought newspaper, before going to rojak shop and buy a 2 dollar rojak! than i ate rojak and read the newspaper. yummm. than went to chloe house played in the sand than went home while reading harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban xD than reached home. and GREAT, i thought the 2006 best music video awards was at 1pm and in the end it was at 2pm now. gaah i missed 30 minutes of the show alreaddyy! ANYWAY, my update concludes here. dont think im coming online untill psle over, which is 11th october, but i'd definately be online on 5th october to wish a very special someone a happy birthday :D
oh ya, thanks to doph, I found a ripper who copied this skin -.-. she removed the An enex creation at the side, than removed the picture of the rainbow stuffs, and than removed my credits off! and claimed she designed everything. omg.
LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE.
Name: teresa
Birth date: 23rd january '94. remember that.
Eye colour: black, I guess, although I want brown XD
Hair colour: blackaroo. :)
Righty or Lefty: Righty. ;D
Zodiac Sign: imma rooster. pokpokaye.
LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE.
Your heritage: singapura.. oh singapura..
Your weaknesses: tickling and well.. >_> something gabriel would know..
Your perfect pizza: any is great! :D
LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
Your thoughts first waking up: i wanna sleepp..
Your bedtime: what. 11, 12, 1, but now im more used to sleeping at 11+.
Your most missed memory: missed memory..? I dont know. I have short term memory.
LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK.
Pepsi or Coke: COKE.
McDonald's or Burger King: RONALD MC DONALD.
Single or group dates: I dunno, the more the merrier?
Adidas or Nike: I dont know. adidas..?
Lipton tea or Nestea: dont drink tea.
Chocolate or vanilla: like. CHOCOLATE!
Cappuccino or coffee: dunno. havent drank neither before xD
LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: what, and waste my life away?
Curse: er. I dont know? I know the only curse thing I say is "go and die lah" xD in a joking way.
Take a shower: I have to, sadly.
Have a crush: now, nope, not counting caley :D
Think you've been in love: yeah I have before. once, online one.
Like school: yeah it's pretty cool. I sit with the best talking partner zigui in class, in chinese class sit with chloe, than get to meet friends whole day~~
Want to get married: what, and get a big tummy?
Believe in yourself: dont think so. im always lack of confidence.
Think you're a health-freak: no..?
LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH.
Drank alcohol: no..
Gone to the mall: yes..-.-
Been on stage: yeah, teachers day.
Eaten sushi: nope. think its around 2 months since I last ate sushi xD
Gone skating: nope. I dont have roller blades nor skateboard.
Dyed your hair: nope. lol mom dont let.
LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER?
Played a stripping game: no.. it might be fun though.. LOL just joking.
Changed who you were to fit in: nope.
LAYER EIGHT:
Age you're hoping to be married: 20+ .. ?
LAYER NINE: IN A
Best eye colour: brown. googoogahhgahh. I'd stare into it dreamily.
Best hair colour: black luh.
Short hair or long hair: if he looks good in short, than short. looks good in long, like paul, than long!
LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.
1 minute ago: talking with blanket on the phone
1 hour ago: doing science test paper.
4.5 hours ago: sleeping.
1 month ago: being busy in prelim, and teachers day stuffs.
1 year ago: oho. primary 5. a year with ryan and darius, and a year when I met gabriel, pris, chloe and weiliang. xD
LAYER ELEVEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE.
I love: my friends and family.
I feel: like talking/singing, HAPPY! :D
I hate: my hair. lol
I hide: when i dont want anyone to find me.
I miss: my old hair. lol
I need: get to my MSN and maplestory! stupid firewall.
LAYER TWELVE:TAG 5-1 PEOPLE:
1. minmiinx
2. lisee
3. jennie
4. dophie
5. ANYONE WHO WANTS TO :D
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gosh! Its 2.00 already. AHH! okay im extending. 30 more minutes on the comp! gah, there's SOOO many stuffs I can update on now! For instance, I CUTTED MY HAIR! x_x okay I look horrible lah. chloe also just cut her hair. AHEM. I wont expose on how she'd look like :X PSLE is coming soo close right now, 4th october! 2 weeks more, if I'm not wrong! AHH ZOMFG, and I cant get myself to study hard enough x_x.. ah well.. I was just talking to blanket on the phone just now. LOL we were fumbling to get topics on to talk about. xD he was verry sweet. mm.
yesterday was our PSLE listening compre. I went to school, took bus untill chloe's stop and waited for her to come, than we walked to school. we stopped at the swing and swang awhile LOL.. than we walked the remaining distance to school, and was about to enter the canteen when mr hao, our dunno what teacher told us to go up, as it is time. we went up to the hall and searched for the class we were suppose to assemble at, class 6. I found wenjun and one space behind him, than neville, which was meant for me to seat. I sat there, took out gab's science comprehensive notes and read awhile before feeling bored, and read harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban -thank god I brought it xD. hmm. after what seemed like hours, we finally can stand up and can start our chinese listening compre first. we entered class 6-5 and sat accordingly, and the tables had a pink and white OAS with our names on it, and a sticker at the side of the desks with our PSLE index number, name and school. lol o_O I sat there, and looked at the OAS. the font is nice. LOL i wonder what's it called xD it just looked so nice, and I was thinking that I should get home and check whether it is MS sans serif bold -but for your info it wasn't- when a fat unknown female teacher told us, "Things you are not allowed to bring into the exam room, any unauthorised notes, electronic devices like handphones, pages, or any other else." and blah blah blah. after that we had to wait for fifteen minutes with absolutely nothing to do -.- lucky i had a rubber band in my wrist, I took it out and played with it, until that stupid cock teacher mr cock stood up and pressed the hi-5 set or whatever you call it luh. wa lao x_x the voices was all the same, for the first passage, than when the person was done reading it i didnt even know that it had already started, and had to listen the repeat, which I missed out several. x_x than anyway, once that was over, we had a break. from 9.40 to 10.20. shiok xD
me and chloe went down and went to check curry pot whether got mee siam, but dun have, so i tried merobus or whatever you spell it, with chloe. it was yummy! specially the soup, or curry gravy, as ryan said. than after that we walked around, and than 10.15 have to go up liao lol. and 10.20 when everyone was at the hall, i think, the whole school anouncer thing suddenly had mr kelvin koh's voice. "All p6ers. all p6ers. please return to the hall now. your recess is over." or whatever luh. than eugene saw gave me a Today newspaper. :D so I read it. rather interesting, and on the horoscope section, i checked aquarius and it said what, I should try new stuffs and my attitude towards social, friends and stuffs will change. lol.. after i read finish, we still had to wait, so i read harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban again.
Harry's numb hands slipped on the broom handle and his Nimbus dropped a few feet. Shaking his sodden fringe out of his eyes, he squinted back into the stands. The dog had vanished. 'Harry!' came Wood's anguished yell from the Gryffindor goal-posts. 'Harry, behind you!' Harry looked wildly around. Cedric Diggory was pelting up the pitch, and a tiny speck of gold was shimmering in the rain-filled air between them ... With a jolt of panic, Harry threw himself flat to the broom handle and zoombed towards the Snitch. 'Come on!' he growled at his Nimbus, as the rain whipped his face. 'Faster!' But something odd was happning. An eerie silence was falling across the stadium. The wind, though as strong as ever, was forgetting to the roar. It was as though someone had turned off the sound, as though Harry had gone suddenly deaf - what was going on? - "Anthonians. please keep your books into your back and prepare to line up." cut through miss angela chung through my reading. BOO.
we walked back up, and in the class, we waited 20 minutes and that fat lady came in again and repeated .. "Things you are not allowed to bring into the exam room, any unauthorised notes, electronic devices like handphones, pages, or any other else." and LOL we all groaned. it must be the 10th+ time since we heard it, I think! Than english listening compre. it went okay, only two stories was actually interesting. one about a joke -
Teacher: Today will be Zainal's turn to tell us a joke. Zainal make sure you make us laugh!
Zainal: Thank you teacher, I'm sure I'll make all of you and our form teacher Laugh Out Loud! There was once a boy called dennis, he wanted to have fun with the school's big fat bully. He saw him walking around in the canteen and told him, "Hey! You will kiss my foot at exactly 10.20!" The bully started chasing him around the school, and as he was fat, he had difficulty catching dennis! He was stopped by the discipline master who happened to be in the principal office. "Why are you running around in the school?" The bully said, "Dennis said that I should kiss his foot at exactly 10.20, mr whateveryournameis!" And the teacher said, "Why are you in such a hurry to kiss his shoes? It's only 10.15! Theres 5 more minutes to go."
and another one about a king, asking a farmer why his beard is black and his hair is grey, and told him to keep the answer as a secret. the farmer agreed and said, "I will only reveal it once I see you a hundred times." The king than asked his advisors this question, and one of his advisor thought, the king visited the west before he came back and asked this question, so the answer might come from there too! so he jumped up on his horse and went there, an eventually saw the farmer. The farmer said, "I am at no liberty to tell you this, unless I have a hundred gold coins." The advisor gave him a hundred gold coins, than waited impatiently as the farmer seem to count each of them. Than the advisor got the answer and went back to the palace and told the king. the king was angry and commanded the farmer to come. the farmer came, and he said, "I said i will only reveal the secret when I see your face a hundred times, my lord." The king shouted furiously, "but this is the second time you've seen me!" and the farmer said,"forgive me my lord, but before i told the answer, i looked at each of the coins, and the coins have your faces." so the king was stunned, as the farmer did keep his secret in the end.
the rest was nincumpoop, like the one about an english professor coming to talk about singaporean's pronunciation. Okay, I use to pronounce pronunciation as pro-noun-ciation. and I even spelt like that. now than i know it's pronounced like that, and spelt as pronunciation. xD and he said singaporeans say "opportunity" like. AH-POR-TOO-NA-TY. o_O
ANYWAY, after that it was the end of the listening compre and i went home with chloe. :/ we went to seven eleven and i returned the 20 cents i owed the uncle xD than bought newspaper, before going to rojak shop and buy a 2 dollar rojak! than i ate rojak and read the newspaper. yummm. than went to chloe house played in the sand than went home while reading harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban xD than reached home. and GREAT, i thought the 2006 best music video awards was at 1pm and in the end it was at 2pm now. gaah i missed 30 minutes of the show alreaddyy! ANYWAY, my update concludes here. dont think im coming online untill psle over, which is 11th october, but i'd definately be online on 5th october to wish a very special someone a happy birthday :D
feel free to visit her -.-
I want you to know that you CAN already download this skin! Grr.
Preview it here.
Download it here.
-.- so stop ripping already, please.
on a brighter side, for music updates, I recommend you to listen to JESSICA SIMPSON'S, A PUBLIC AFFAIR! :DDD you'll be sureee to love it. ;D oh yes, and its gonna be the blog's music now. :)
ohlala.
All the girls stepping out for a public affair
(All night, that's right cos the party don't stop)
All the cameras come out for a public affair
(Who cares, let's rock, cos the party don't stop)
ENJOY. CIAO~ XD
Thursday, September 07, 2006
im FINALLY updating. gosh. :/ I didnt have mood to update at all, sigh. PRELIMS ARE OVER! on the bright side, and lol. I got the marks. I did horribly. I didnt get the marks I wanted to get! ARGH. I cant get myself to study, I just cant. I wish I can study, I still end up using this com. And mind you, PSLE are just around the corner. its gonna be on october 4th, and I only did one page of writing down science notes for revision just after prelims! gah, I can't get myself to study. is that my fault? T_T..
english, 57.5/95 - 60/100
maths, 71/100 (and let me tell you, thats the only subject im happy with)
chinese, 56/90 - 62/100
science, 54/100
yay for bad mark day. Lol. my english, it's really starting to get bad. I mean, I'm using singlish now and than too. sigh. Section A pulled me down most. I got only two correct for vocabulary, the words are difficult... Firstly, how was I to know that generous can also be used for nouns in sentence structures saying that the guy/girl was STINGY?! and how was I to know that embezzling your debt fund onto your company, when I DONT WATCH TV ABOUT EMBEZZLING! and how was I to know that it was UNDUE stress that they were talking about, and not UNENDING. AHH MY LIFES A FIT.
I'm gonna study 24/7 after this weeks holiday. I hope I will. NO COMPUTER FOR ME. I'm going on computer alot now, but lol for the past 2 days, my MSN messenger hasn't been working, I have to use e-buddy.. My maths, oh yay I'm glad I read some practise papers for working methods before I did the paper with chloe. I helped chloe get half mark too! For science, okay no comments. i'm always bad in science. but chinese. okay, i cried for that. I got so low T.T after doing a few practises. sigh. I'll need more practise than~ OKAY ENOUGH OF STUDYING. it's giving me the collywobbles. o_o
OKAY! :D Joakim is out from singapore idols, boo. I miss that monkey face .. ): hariz is also feeling all sad too, ah, I wish him the best than. loads of people cried when Joakim was out, and let me tell you hariz was like the twin of Joakim. he looked almost like him! of course he felt sad when Joakim was out, and so did Isabelle. anyway the newspaper had an article about him. He said he will be back next year. :D sigh theres nothing much to talk about now. I'll update soon again alright?
And to one special person:
Please stop being like this. It's only for a day, and you're already like this. If you dont want to care, don't. I won't force you. If you dont want to know my existence, fine. I dont force you. JUST STOP BEING LIKE THIS. You're dragging my mood down, and I hate that. Stop making everyone think that way, stop being like this already!
english, 57.5/95 - 60/100
maths, 71/100 (and let me tell you, thats the only subject im happy with)
chinese, 56/90 - 62/100
science, 54/100
yay for bad mark day. Lol. my english, it's really starting to get bad. I mean, I'm using singlish now and than too. sigh. Section A pulled me down most. I got only two correct for vocabulary, the words are difficult... Firstly, how was I to know that generous can also be used for nouns in sentence structures saying that the guy/girl was STINGY?! and how was I to know that embezzling your debt fund onto your company, when I DONT WATCH TV ABOUT EMBEZZLING! and how was I to know that it was UNDUE stress that they were talking about, and not UNENDING. AHH MY LIFES A FIT.
I'm gonna study 24/7 after this weeks holiday. I hope I will. NO COMPUTER FOR ME. I'm going on computer alot now, but lol for the past 2 days, my MSN messenger hasn't been working, I have to use e-buddy.. My maths, oh yay I'm glad I read some practise papers for working methods before I did the paper with chloe. I helped chloe get half mark too! For science, okay no comments. i'm always bad in science. but chinese. okay, i cried for that. I got so low T.T after doing a few practises. sigh. I'll need more practise than~ OKAY ENOUGH OF STUDYING. it's giving me the collywobbles. o_o
OKAY! :D Joakim is out from singapore idols, boo. I miss that monkey face .. ): hariz is also feeling all sad too, ah, I wish him the best than. loads of people cried when Joakim was out, and let me tell you hariz was like the twin of Joakim. he looked almost like him! of course he felt sad when Joakim was out, and so did Isabelle. anyway the newspaper had an article about him. He said he will be back next year. :D sigh theres nothing much to talk about now. I'll update soon again alright?
And to one special person:
Please stop being like this. It's only for a day, and you're already like this. If you dont want to care, don't. I won't force you. If you dont want to know my existence, fine. I dont force you. JUST STOP BEING LIKE THIS. You're dragging my mood down, and I hate that. Stop making everyone think that way, stop being like this already!